I didn't even mean for that to happen, it just did.
Last week my dad got a new LED LCD 42" tv, and now not even a week later, my phone is cut off. Fuck you, I very strongly hate you right now, quit fucking things up.
Honestly. It pisses me off when I get called a whore for kissing 1 guy at a party, but if a guy kisses 1 girl, he’s fucking god and everybody is “yeee dude, get err done.”. What. The. Fuck. You’re not a whore for kissing 1 person or even more in the same night. You’re a whore, If you fucking/blowing more then 1 guy in 1 night.
So fuck you for judging me.
Why does this always happen to me when school is in.. like seriously. Everything always falls to shits, when school is in. It's fucking bullshit. School is enough stress as is, I don't need anymore. Today I found out, my dad might be getting a job in fucking Africa! and just him going. and my dad is thinking about spliting up with mom before the end of this fucking month.. Uh, yeah. #1 dad right there. >.> I found this all out today. Shoulda taken the youth agreement when I had the chance. People always say "Shit happens" but seriously? there's nothing but shit out there. No one tells the truth anymore, everyone lies about big and stupid little things. I'm sorry doesn't even mean what it's supposed too, it means shit, gotta learn how to do whatever the fuck your saying sorry for, more fucking secretive. People always say "there's a brighter tomorrow" Bullshit. Same shit, different date.
Life's fucking bullshit.
I'd rather be dead.
Only thing that seems somewhat dece is Bassnectar. Next friday come sooner.
1. Smoked weed or cigarette.
2. Consumed alcohol.
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. Made out with someone of the opposite sex.
6. Made out with someone of the same sex.
7. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex.
8. Watched porn.
9. Bought porn.
10. Done drugs.
Total: 9
1. Taken pain killers.
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. Lied to your parents.
4. Lied to a friend.
5. Snuck out of the house.
6. Done something illegal.
7. Cut yourself.
8. Hurt someone.
9. Wished someone to die.
10. Seen someone die.
Total: 18
1. Missed curfew.
2. Stayed out all night.
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. Been to a therapist.
5. Been to rehab.
6. Dyed your hair.
7. Received a ticket.
8. Been in a wreck.
9. Been to a club.
10. Been to a bar.
Total: 23
1. Been to a wild party.
2. Seen the Mardi Gras.
3. Had spring break in Florida.
4. Sniffed anything.
5. Wore black nail polish.
6. Wore arm bands.
7. Wore t-shirts with band names.
8. Listened to rap.
9. Owned a 50 Cent CD.
Total: 29
1. Dressed gothic.
2. Dressed prep.
3. Dressed punk.
4. Dressed grunge.
5. Stole something.
6. Been too drunk to remember anything.
7. Blanked out.
8. Fainted.
9. Had a crush on your neighbour.
10. Had someone sneak into your room.
Total: 38
1. Snuck into someone else's room.
2. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
3. Been to a concert.
4. Dry humped someone.
5. Been called a slut.
6. Called someone a slut.
7. Installed speakers in your car.
8. Broke a mirror.
9. Showered at someone of the opposite sex's house.
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
Total: 47
1. Considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. Seen an R-Rated movie in theaters.
3. Cruised the mall.
4. Skipped school.
5. Had an eating disorder.
6. Had an injury.
7. Gone to court.
8. Walked out of a resturant without paying.
9. Caught something on fire.
10. Lied about your age.
Total: 56
1. Owned an apartment.
2. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend.
3. Been cheated on.
4. Got in trouble with the police.
5. Talked to a stranger.
6. Hugged a stranger.
7. Kissed a stranger.
8. Rode in the car with a stranger.
9. Been sexually harrassed.
10. Been verbally harrassed.
Total: 65
1. Met face to face with someone you met online.
2. Stayed online for more then 12 hours.
3. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight.
4. Been to a fair.
5. Been called a bad influence.
6. Cursed.
7. Prank called someone.
8. Laid in bed with someone of the opposite sex.
9. Cheated on a test.
Total: 73
1. Cheated on homework.
2. Recieved/given a handjob.
3. Been pushed into a pool.
4. Played pool.
5. Watched 5 hours of MTV straight.
6. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you.
7. Had a crush on someone younger than you.
8. Wear eyeliner.
9. Skinny dipped.
10. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt.
Total: 83
10-20: Goodie good.
21-30: A little rebelious.
31-40: Getting hot, baby.
41-50: Rebel.
51-60: Total bad girl/boy.
61-70: Bitch/asshole.
71-80: Can't believe you made it this far.
81-90: Fucking bad ass.
91-100: See you in hell
fuck it. fuck it all. >.>
You know those days, were everything seems really good, then there are the days where you just want to die or curl up and cry? Yea, I'm sick of it. Why can't everyday, just be in between.
I hate it when people assume something is about them and they try making a big deal about. Like honestly is was just in general. If you were in my position, you would agree, but you're not. So whatever.
Also my parents want me to go to Australia. -_-
