This is one of those blogs where its not just to one person but to everyone, but secretly almost . i just want to rant a little , about how my best friend fuck that my sister is half way around the world my boyfriend sometimes acts that he could careless my ex tells me he loves but then turns around and bashes my face into the ground calling me stupid , And how i love what you have become to me even though it scares me . and my parents well fuck not caring right now is really working for me dad keep it up . Mom tanning is fun even though i'm streaky. and lesbo . round is the best shape you'll ever be in . Round is a fun shape i would know . I need someone even though i feel like i have everyone . I want to scream but i really have no reason too . And i want to say i love you but honestly i'm scared you wont say it back . Im screaming and no one can hear me . I think these are my own insecurities are starting to surface .