Just think how is one exactly supposed to sum themselves up in words? Who i think i am and who you believe i am are completely different and yet so similar. I have known myself for 18 years or so i had convinced myself so, when in all factuality i have no clue which of my many selfs i truly am. Maybe i am only one or several different faces.... The times i find myself surprised and questioning my antics i understand i have developed a new self portrait to rest in a fellow homo sapiens brain. Now rather the portrait is ever painted over, or takes a new shape i am not to guess only time will reveal what i the painter and you the portrait will work out. I am constantly sucked into the vacuous depths of grey in the fall sky..... Something so consistent and yet changing much like humans, true we follow a standard of living that really in general does not break away from socially normal, even what was considered wierd has pushed into the boundaries of acceptable..... I am a vessel one that is holding a soul, a beating heart and a mind full of ideas, frustration, and compassion.... compassion for my fellow man, fellow friends, and compassion for the ones i love... the one i Loved. One day i will map out my escape, and then it will be hard to keep my head up high when all i will want to do is stay on the ground.... now lovers rethink your day to day life, think of who you see me as and who i am, who you are, who we as humans are and when we join, join to understand, to connect, to make love.... then i will dare you to forget the marks i left across your neck on those nights when we were both found at our best.



