Monster.sexual - 18, Male, Rainbow
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Kay so here we go, i'm absolutely positive somebody is going to bitch about this but,
you guys hurt me, that's what you wanted,
you guys lied to me, that's what you do, so i did it back,
you guys know what happens when i get pissed, but you got me mad anyways
you guys think that you're top shit, well your not,
you guys want the attention, this is for all of you, so nobody is getting attention,

happy ?
i sure am :3
+JuiceBoxFucker</3
 

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thoughts

-it's getting really hard,
-i'll take it slow, i promise,
-i could get used to this,
-i don't know, where did it go ?
-Your looking at the smile written all over her chest.[8]

-JuiceBoxFucker</3
 

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I've honestly put myself on the line for you,
and all i get is a spit in the face,
you don't love me, you don't want me.
Your just like everybody else, all you want to do is get in my head and fuck me over, and I'm sick of it, "oh i can't trust you" fuck that shit.
kelsie was right, all i'm good for is sex, and being used.
I'm nothing to you and that's that.
Yes I'm being really self centered right now,
but I need to be, because I'm nothing to you.
Remember November 21st? It meant nothing to you,
I love you so much, and it's never going to change, and
I really don't care that I'm nothing to you, but I need the world to know.
Hunter, you're my one and only, no matter what.
 

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kso,
I'm moving out today, not sure when i'm going to get my laptop charger, or a wifi router, so idk when i'm going to be on nex or facebook again, and yes makayla i did find out what they changed my password too, and now i got my account back :3
anyways, I love you guys tons, hopefully getting at least some sort of computer for now when i get to my grandparents, and oh btw,
for all that want to know,
only days i'm able to hang out are like thursdays, and saturdays before 5 and sundays after 3
BYE ! <3
 

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okay so,
i'm done i'm like literally done,
i've had enough with people not trusting me
there is only one person that i can understand not trusting me right now,
but everybody else, fuck you, your a typical little bitch,
girls are sexist, so i'm going to be sexist too,
girls treat me like a possession, not a person.
i hate it, i don't want it anymore,
you guys won't let me be,
every girl i talk to ends up saying
"oh..i sort of like you"
i know this is so egotistical,
but most of you know it's true,
and i hate/love it,
in your mind, i'm a guy,
in my mind, you think i'm
like just a fucking purse,
always there to carry around.
 

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Somebody want to do me a favor ?
Buy me plus ?
please ?
 

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I Love you just the way you are
I'm sorry if im not a whore
I'm sorry if my boob's are'nt big enough to " Satsify" your needs
I'm sorry if im not skinney enough to see my ribs
I'm sorry if im not pretty enough to be " your girl"
I'm sorry if im weird at times
I'm sorry that i write about you everyday
I'm sorry that i dont have a dream body for you
I'm sorry im not tall/short enough
I'm sorry that im annoying
I'm sorry that my hair is not long enough
I'm sorry that im not like the other girls
I'm sorry i wont hang all over you like tramp just to make you happy
I'm sorry i acutally care about you

But most of all....
I'm sorry that most guys cant accept a girl for who they really are


if your a girl and you agree with this note repost it as " I'm sorry"

If your one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost it
and never make your girl feel this way Repost it as " I love you just the way you are"
 

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Okay so, this is how you guys think of me;

"i'm a manwhore, that fucks girls and leaves, and tell girls that i love them but i don't mean it, i have an std, i'm the worlds biggest player,"

Here's how it actually is;

"I'm outgoing in a negative way, i do love the people i tell that i love, but in different ways simple as that, some girls i don't emotionally connect with that why i make it seem like i'm a player, you think your not good enough for me, then keep thinking that, no wonder i'm not dating you, girls are hypocrites and so am i, but look and see what your doing, and look at what i'm doing, you think i'm more hypocritical, no you are, 'oh i don't tell people i love them right away' that's what you all say, and i say it when i know that i mean it, obviously you little 'social butterflies' are little bitches that need to think of what you say before you say it"

-JuiceBoxFucker
 

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So well basically, it's so confusing about some people now, like it's been so hard, and all of you make it harder, and like my hair has died, literally because i've been really stressed, it's not easy being me, i promised you i wouldn't get that much back into drugs, so i'm not going to, i'm stressed but happy, not sure how that works, but ya, my mind is like a bouncy ball in a bouncy ball machine, i can't concentrate, i'm losing everybody, and it's pissing the fuck out of me , i've skated my shoes to shit, i've ripped walls apart, i'm losing it, i can't take it, but i am,
 

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Noodle power !
By Lara :3
 

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To: Monster.sexual
From: babii*face;
Date: Tue Nov 3, 2009 9:40 pm
Subject: Re (18): No Subject
i wish for chinese men covered in applesauce that will obey my every command no matter how wacky or unpleasent it is like rubbing my toes in hickery saucec and singing blues by the fire while i wax my mustache and fart the pledge of allegiance as they tickle my armpit hair, smack me, and call me susie long johns.
 

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My make up idea,
only thing i'm going to change
is the red part is going to be black stitches
 

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3|AM|er - uhmm,
[A]gateophobia; - uhmm,
-BABYDOLL - PRETTY :3
BARBIE~beatdown -You get spotlighted too much XD
boimg -I'm glad you think i'm a good friend (:
DoLlxFaCt0rY* - ex
;DROPDEADBTCH; -ello lovely <3
-EscapeTheFate - Laveyu
*.gangstaz--; -Coming to BC to see you someday (:
kacey^.^ - Uhmm,
Kandy[C]unt -Prettiful !
lilkayos -I miss when we used to talk ):
Mad.m. -Madison ! < 3
MAYDAYparade. -Haven't met you still :S
MILESOFSILENCE -Kayla ! your still a rooster !
{M}michelle{e} - Michelle's a dog pie :3
*-NEWsensation: - uhmm,
Nude.Ninja - Amy's a nightstand
;OurCityIsDead - Montana should be my gay lover ;D
Pop;Princess - Kayla's hair is gunna fall out XD
rainbowlove - Melissa i loves you <3
RAVERS~FANTASY - AIDEN !
RubberDuckySex, - we don't talk anymore :'(
SCREAM.LOUD. - i should come meet you :3
,TRANQUIL - Bobbie's still prettiful (:
*wisper-dark* - uhmm,
 

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+My face is healed, but i have stitches on my head now

+Ii love you, so much

+Ii need to know who wants me to see them when i get money and my license,
as long as your in canada, i can go see you .

+it's really hard right now, my head is spinning so much,

+Picture day tomorrow, and i'm staying up all night, so i can do my make up in the morning .

+Coming back to school from suspension .


-JuiceBoxFucker </3
 

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MY KISSING HISTORY:

1. Do you remember the person you first kissed: yeah

2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating: yupp

3. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list: yeah

4. Kissed someone with a bf/gf: yupp

5. Ever kissed someone younger than you: yupp

6. Older than you: yupp

7. Have you ever kissed someone you didn't like: yupp

8. Ever made out with someone who was a really bad kisser: holy shit ya .

9. Who is the best kisser: BAHAHAHA ! no comment .

10. Do you remember the last time you kissed someone: yupp

11. Was it a game: no

12. Do you regret this kiss: no


FAVORITES:

01. show: One tree hill

02. flower: Orchids

03. color(s): lime green, yellow, purple

04. sport: soccer/volleyball

05. mall: none

06. music: Anything i listen to :3

07. food: Taquito's

08. season: spring


Things about you:

1. are you silly: sure

2. are you happy: yupp

3. are you sad: sort of

4. are you Italian: no

5. are you pregnant: i don't think that's possible

6. are you black: lmfao idk

7. are you cold: yupp

8. are you irish: yupp


facts:

1. name: Tristan

2. nicknames: Panda, wood spider, big flirty person, cookie monster

3. where are you: living room

4. hair color: Black


TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT

01. love or money: love

02. hard liquor or beer: liquor

04. hookups or relationships: relationships

05. television or internet: internet

06. pepsi or coke: pepsi

07. wild night out or romantic night in: both

08. colored or black and white pictures: both

09. phone or in person: in person.

10. msn or myspace: MSN


TEN EMOTIONS:

01. are you missing someone right now: yupp

02. are you happy: idk

03. are you talking to anyone right now: yupp

04. are you bored: shit ya

05. are you german: no

06. are you swedish: no

07. are you french: yupp

08. are you Italian: No

09. are your parents still married: yupp

10. do you like someone right now: obviously


TEN RIGHT NOWS:.

01. thinking about: How much my stitches hurt

02. are you eating: no

03. are you happy: maybe

04. what were you doing an hour ago: in the hospital

05. what are you wearing: baggy clothes =S

06. are you cold: no

07. are you excited: meh

08. are you upset: sort of

09. what is your current mood: in pain !

10. are you alone: no

5. current hair style: not straightened,

6. birthday: sept 6

8. favorite color: purple, lime green, yellow

9. are you right or left handed: both


9 things about your life:

1. do you have feelings for someone: yupp

2. have you ever been hurt emotionally: yupp

3. have you ever broken someone's heart: fuck ya

4. have you ever liked someone but never told them: fuck ya

5. do you have a best friend: no comment

6. are you afraid of commitment: sometimes

7. where do you live: in your pants

8. have you ever had a secret admirer: holy shit ya

9. do you like someone: obviously


8 have you ever:

1. been caught sneaking out: ya

2. been skinny dipping: ya

3. done something you regret: ya

4. kissed in the rain: ya

5. finished an entire jaw breaker: ya

6. climbed through a window: ya

7. kissed in the snow: ya

8. cried for more then an hour: ya

9 preferences:

1. smile or eyes: both

2. light or dark hair: both

3. hugs or kisses: both

4. shorter or taller: either or

5. long hair or short hair: both

6. romantic or spontaneous: both

7. hook-up or relationship: relationship

8. swinger or straight: straight

9. trust or faith: trust


lasts:

1. last phone call you made: melissa, and still on the phone

2. last phone call you received: idk

3. last person you hung out with: Melissa

4. last person you tackled: Melissa

5. person you messaged over msn: Jennifer

6. last text message you received: Breanne

7. Persons you went with somewhere: my family, to the hospital .

8. last thing you laughed about: being like frankenstein

9 FACTS:

01. height? 5'7

02. hair color? black

03. hair length: longish for a guy

04. hair style: unstraightened

05. eye color: grey

06. smell: lmfao wtf

07. available: complicated .

08. have any plans for today: it's 7 30 XD

09. mood: meh
 

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