you've told me for the past 6 months we're not ready for a baby, let's be traditional and wait til we're married. BLAH FUCKING BLAH
yesterday, you man up and tell me you've gotten another girl pregnant.
you've broken my heart for the last time trevor, i'm walking away and never turning back.
i hate you
1O months into our relationship.
1 loss of our angel.
mycheats; 1 yourcheats; 100000000x
i don't know why i haven't left you yet.
but something about you keeps me with you, keeps
me hoping that youre gonna change. and stop seeing
those girls, love me, and only me. the girls you see
aren't even worth it, they open their legs for you and
you think theyre gonna be the next wifey. yet you
dont notice the wifey you have at home thinking your
out with your boys or edmonton with your family.
now i find everything out, and you say you'll do
anything, anything, anything to gain my trust again.
after last night, its sad to say i love you more than i did before..
after the violence, my busted lip an bruised arm. i don't wanna let you go. after the horrid words shared, the yelling and pushing. i still wanna be with you til the very end. after getting kicked outta my house for putting up with you, and going home finally at 1am, i want nothing more but to be in your arms.
wtf is wrong with meee..
i go out one weekend, ONE fucking weekend.
you get to go out every weekend, and leave me here alone.. while youre out with jessica doing whatever the fuck you want. than i go to beardy's to watch one stinking soccer game, and i'm the bad guy while youre hungover.
anywho, math all weekend, all thee way til june10th to finish a chapter.
so fucking stressed, i'm growing. ah! i hate life.
"fuck you, shut the fuck up. youre an ass. youre a bitch. don't talk to me, don't text me. don't call me"
*calls my house*
"i love you, i'm sorry"
cheap bastard.
ashley: "youre a whore, a bitch, dont talk to my boyfriend, you guys were over year ago, he never liked you, youre just a bitch, you fucked him, you got bishop murray after you now"
see, this is what you should've said to me..
"you dated him years ago, that was it right? i started bullshit, told it all to your little brother and made him hate you. i told kyle lies that you were threatening me, and so he hates you, which is a bonus for me bcos i'm a jealous ho that needs drama in my life 24/7"
that woulda been much easier than causing all this nonsense, come fucking get me. haaa, i really don't care right now. enough o' your bullshit, srsly.
Heres to being lied to. to being walked on, used, promised something & fed bullshit. Heres to seeing the best in him not believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be Heres to trusting over & over again because you really wanted to believe that what he did was a mistake that he's changed. He wont change The way he is & was is the way he will be. If he lies to you he doesnt feel you are good enough to hear the truth. If he plays you, you dont mean enough to him for him to be with just you Breaking a promise means he is okay with disappointing you. He knows what he is doing when he is doing it. He knows what will hurt you & he does it anyway As much as he says he does, he really doesnt care about you Heres to him saying he's sorry. With him its one of those words that is said so many times it doesn't even sound like a word anymore the only reason he is sorry is because he was caught in his lie Excuses mean nothing; now take this as a lesson learned. let him go & move on with your life.
