Lawl.
/wrists.

Holy Bawls, have not been on here in forever. Perhaps i'll add me some pictures. lol.

Dear World,
You are fucked.
I am writing this letter to say good-bye and apologize.
It is all our fault that your untimely demise has so unfairly pounced upon you.
We have corrupted ourselves with drugs, sex, money, jealousy, and materialism.
As much as I hate to admit it, it will be a blessing.
When you aren't around anymore, there will be no murder,theft,rape, or injustices.
Our cesspit called society is too far gone.
No matter what, we are done.
The hints are only too obvious,
We have been taking everything for granted.
Taking from you, but not giving back.
Our selfish ways have condemed our entire culture as we know it.
We have taken advantage of you.
And for that, I apologize.
With that apology also comes a salutation.
Good-bye.
I thank you for your hospitality.
You have given us food and shelter.
You have also given us wants and needs.
You have given us everything we have ever known and abused.

Thank you for all your trouble.

Since lately I've had my eyes opened to how believeable the rockstar dream actually could be, from now on, i will be keep a blog with little lyrics and such that I intend to put into songs one day.

Millions of miles away,
you go about your day.
Thousands of lonely souls,
But ours, together, are whole.

Decades, since, our presenses combine.
'Twas ,however, treasured time.


Ashley's poem I wrote for her English class.
I'm adding more later! =]

R - E - L - A - T - I - O - N - S - H - I - P - S
1. Do you like anyone? Yeah
2. Do they know it?Yeah
3. Simple or complicated?: Dating?

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U
4. Had sex?: No
5. Bought something?: Yeah
6. Gotten sick?: No
7. Been hugged?: Yeah
8. Felt stupid?: no
9. Talked to an ex? : yeah
10. Missed someone: hm
11. Failed a test?: no
13. Danced?: uh huh
14. Gotten your hair cut?: no
15. Lied:?: probably

U-N-I-Q-U-E

16. Nervous habits: None?
17. Are you double jointed? Nope
18. Can you roll your tongue?: no
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yeah
20. Can you cross your eyes?: duh
21. Do you make your bed daily? no
22. Do you think you are unique?: Nahh

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R

23. Said "I Love you"?: mhmm
24. Given money to a homeless person?: no
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: no
27. Snuck out?: nowhere to go
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: sure

M-A-N-N-E-R-S

29. Do you swear/curse?: Occasionally
30. Do you ever spit?: Yeah
31. You cook your own food? On occasion
32. You do your own chores?: yeah
35. You're happy with your life?: sorta
36. You own a dog?: five
37. You spend your money wisely?: no
38. Do you like to swim? no
39. When you get bored do you call a friend?:at night

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R

41. Flowers or angels?: I'd like to see an angel
42. Gray or black?: black
43. Color or black and white photos? Depends
44. Lust or love?: Love
45. Sunrise or sunset? Sunset
46. M&Ms or Skittles?: Skittles
48. Staying up late or waking up early?: Lateee
49. Being hot or cold?: Cold
50. Winter or Fall?: Winter
51. Left or right?: .Right
52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? 10 acquantances
53. Sunshine or rain?: Rain with sunshine

H-A-V-E Y-O-U E-V-E-R

Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex? mhm
Hooked up in the woods?: no
Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?: yeah
Been Dumped?: Yeah
Stolen money from a friend?: no
Slept naked?: no
Been in a fist fight? No
Had a crush on a teacher?:No
Seen someone die? no
Been on an airplane? no
Slept all day?: no
Missed someone so much it hurt?: no
Fallen asleep during school?: no
Been lonely? Sure
Cheated in a game?: Yeah
Been to the ER?: no
Been in a car accident?: Nope
Had detention?: Yeah
Missed your first love?: No?
Cried yourself to sleep?: no
Sung in the shower : i sing everywhere?
Kissed a complete stranger?: No
Laughed so hard you cried?: yeah
Cheated on a bf/gf?: no
Regretted hurting someone?: Yeah
Regretted loving someone?:nah
Been SUPER happy? Yeah

have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed? No
What were you doing at 10:30 last night? Texting trying to fall asleep
Are you listening to music right now?Yeah
What are you doing right now? Nex, facebook, msn, music.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather? Warm
What were you doing at 7am this morning? Showering.
Were you happy when you woke up this morning? Not really
Is your room ever clean? Its clean now.
What jewelry are you wearing? none
Who gave that jewelry to you? noone
How late did you stay up last night? 11
Do you think you can last for an hour without talking while being around people? No
Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days? Nopee
Are you missing anyone? yeah
Think of the person you told "I love you" last, did you mean it? Hope so
Are you in a fight with anyone now? no
Do you have more than one best friend? Yeah
In the past week, have you cried? No
Whos your favorite person to talk to when your down?Kaitlin probably.
What's the best thing that happened to you today? The school bell rang.
What was the weather like today? Warm-ish cold.
For the most part, do you like your life? Sure
When did your last hug take place?School
What color is your bedroom? White?
What size shoes do you wear? 9
Have you ever played truth or dare? eah
Whats your name? Richie
Age? 15
Height? 5'7"
Day or Night? night
TV or Movie? movie
Friends or Family? family
Happy or Sad? happy
Computer or Phone? Phone
Last Movie you watched? I don't remember. Wait! Underworld.
Last time you slept? After school
Last person you talked too? Mommy
Who did you last shoot a dirty look at? I dunno
Have you ever thought you were gonna die? Uhh?
Where's the person you like right now? Davids.
Have you cried this week at all? No
What are you thinking about right now? Dunno
Ever kissed someone who smokes? no
Are you in a good mood right now? Mehh
What is wrong with you right now? Bored. Tummy is upset.
Do you cry easily? No
What does it mean when you cry? im sad?
Are you excited about anything? Sure
Do you enjoy life? i try
Do you tend to make things complicated? no chance
What color are your eyes? hazel
Held hands with anyone today? No
What will you be doing tomorrow? Basket ball tournament
What are you wearing right now? Jeans
Last song listened to? Press Corpse
Do you have any piercings? No
If you HAD to get 2 more piercings, what would they be? Tongue and lip maybe

Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell? yeah
How many hours did you sleep last night? bout 8
Have you ever cried while in the shower? no

Have you ever made out in a bathroom? Dont think so.
Who was the last person to text you? Ashley
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had? Malibu probably.
Ever kissed a brown haired, dark eyed person? Dont think so.
What's the worst way to say i love you? On your knees hoe.
What is your current annoyance?Oh ho ho. Where to start.
Are you afraid of roller coasters? No but i dont like em.
What would you do if your best friend told you they were moving?Be fairly unhappy?
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J? Yeahh
Can you play Guitar Hero? for sure
Do you prefer hot or cold weather? warm
Ever been to a bonfire party? nopee
Have you ever been on a horse? uh huh
What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Facebook/msn/ nex
Is this year the best year of your life? how would i know?
Do you give out second chances too easily? Yeah
Do you flirt a lot?No never! =P
Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?No
Have you ever broken someone's heart? Dunno
Believe in love at first sight? No
Is heartbreak really as bad as it sounds? No
Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant? Somehow i dont think that would happen
Are you hungry? No
What was the last reason you went to the Doctor for? Dunno
Have you ever in any way, been betrayed by someone you trust? Yeah
Have you ever kissed just a friend? Yeah
What was the last thing you said out loud? Ok, see you later.
Ever gotten your hair dyed? Yeah
What was the first thing you thought when you got up? MORE SLEEP
Do you like to cuddle? Mhmm =]
Have you ever been cheated on? Dunno
Who is your best friend? Michael or Tyler probably.
What are you doing right now? Nex, facebook, music, thinking of plans.
Is there someone you want that you can't have? No
Can you fill this out without lying? Yeahh
What's the last thing you put in your mouth? I dunno?
Have you ever kissed anyone? Yeahh
Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20? Tyler.
Last time you walked further than a block? Today at lunch
Name someone that made you laugh today?Myself.
How late did you stay up last night and why?11 people wouldn't stop texting
Do you believe ex's can be friends? at times
Do you prefer to call or text? depends on what its about
How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper? Never had it
When was the last time you cried really hard? Dunno
Where is your biological father right now? Red Deer
What was the last thing someone bought for you? Mommy bought me KFC =]
When is your birthday? December 4
Who was the last person you took a picture of? Dont remember.
Was yesterday better than today? Yeah
Can you live a day without TV? yeah
What are you listening to? Are you gunna be my girl? - Jet
Are you mad about anything? Nah
When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? Dunno, last tuesday maybe?
Is anything bothering you right now? I feel sick, i dunno why.
Are you a bad influence?For some things.
Night out or night in? Outt.
Are you more of an individual or an outgoing person? Outgoing
What 3 items could you not go without during the day? Cell phone, Ipod, Contacts.
Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? Mom, ALONG time ago.
Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?Sure why not?
Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire? Why would i do that?
What does the last text message in your inbox say? In Banff. Just got out of the shower.
How do you feel about your life right now? Mehh.
The next piercing you want to get? None? Maybe mah tongue =P
How many times have you been pulled over by the police?None
Do you hate anyone? Yes
Do you like anyone right now? Mhmm
Will you have a valentine this year? I did
Anyone upset you lately?Yes
Last person you talked to on the phone? Mommah
Can you tell if someone is fake? yeah
How's your heart? Beating?

Natural Hair Color:
[x] Brown - $100
[ ] Blonde - $50
[] Black - $15
[ ] Bald - $5
[ ] Other-$75

Total : $ 100

Eye Color:
[] Brown - $50
[ ] Green - $75
[ ] Blue $150
[x] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15

Total so far : $ 200

Height:
[ ] Over 7'- $200
[ ] 6'8 to 7' - $175
[ ] 6'o 6'7 -$150
[x 5'5 to 5'11 - $75
[] 5' to 5'4 - $85
[ ] Under 5' - $95

Total so far : $ 275

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $175
[ ] 46 to 50 - $150
[ ] 41 to 45 - $125
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[X] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far : $ 375

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $750
[] First Born - $320
[ ] Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[x Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $100
[ ] third born - $550
[ ] fourth born - $300
[ ] fifth born - $400
[ ] sixth born -$215

Total so far : $ 375

Drink?
[X] I did like once - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[ ] No - $600

Total so far : $ 775

Vision?
[] perfect vision $400
[ ] need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[ ] Glasses $50
[x contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$100

Total so far : $ 800

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $400
[X] 7 to 10 - $500
[ ] Under 7- $450

Total so far : $ 1300

Favorite Colors (two):
[] Green-$750
[x Red - $600
[] Black - $100
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $300
[ ] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[x Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $500

Total : $ 2200

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x Nope-add $1000
[] some- $750

Final Total : $ 3200

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