I'm Desssiree. I'm Simply Me.... I am a drug abusing, chain smoking, trend setting, whore bagging masterpiece.
Buying bread from a man in Brussels
He was six foot four and full of muscles
I said, "Sir Do you speak my language?"
He just smiled and gave me my sandwich

i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more

Favourite Memories:
HAHA, when me and Des.d Snuck out and then we met up with Amy and Tina
Meeting Ian the naked guy
Being left at Lakeside with all the guys
going to Van with kelsey and munching at Mcdonalds for our first time
Going to Van with Des.d and dancing in the pool haha
hanging out with Des and Alec and Danny ( when Alecs mom came home )
getting in trouble for accidently killing some old ladies gold fish when i was house sitting...haha
Reefers Birthday..enough said
Going to Kelsey's and making a fort out of her attic
chuggin a bottle of wine before amy's birthday party
Going to Anika's with Kelsey and having a curfew
getting dropped off in Davis Bay, trying to find Alex's house
on the bus with anika when we could see the mans wang ....eww..haha
munchin with anika
Going to K lake on Brookes B-day and telling everyone my tragedy
GTIFP <3 Kelsey
Camping trip at Jesse's
Camping trip at Hotel Lake
Ending up in Vancouver...Countless times


I will Always...be myself
I miss...Having a best friend
I smell...Earl Grey
I care...too much
I worry...you don't love me anymore
I regret...ever meeting you..not you
I love...sitting in my room alone
I dance...when no one is watching
I sing...out of tune
I can't stand...the truth
I lost...my mind
I like...Tea..
I listen...to your heart beat
I can be found....but it will take some time
I need...to know you're okay
I know that...i am beautifullll
I hope...you still care
I want...to cure your sickness
I am always...there for you
I wish...You only knew
I cry....only when you're not around
I feel...guilty all the time
I will....be okayy
I won't...let you go
I think...only on paper
I should...apologize more often
I could...change
I didn't...even get to say goodbye
I look...deep into your eyes and see nothing but fear
I hurt...people I love the most
I hate...being judged
I fear...it's all coming back to me
I don't...understand the things I say
I feel...for you
I am always trying to...be someone i'm not
I hide...when You aren't near
I write...about You..and how it could be
I play...like I am a 5 yr old
I learn...from my mistakes
I will be...there for you no matter what
I say...we all stop hattin
I don't think...you understand
I love to...sing in the car
I always...will love you
I have...a little thing for you
I believe...we'll make it through
I see...right through you

And do you think he rolls his own
Up there in heaven on the throne
And when the saints go marching home
Maybe he sits and smokes a bowl


Professor says what you wanna do? Sell drugs or get a degree?
Looked at him and smiled with 32 gold teeth
And said what you make in a year, I make it in a week


levanta, levanta, tienes que bailar.
Me gusta mi reggae.

Me gusta punk rock,

Nirvana, Pearl Jam, The Beatles, The Doors, Tegan and Sara, LeTigre,Something corporate,Nofx, Mudhoney, David Bowie, Stone Temple Pilots, The Ramones, Millencolin, The kinks, The Promise Ring, Pennywise, Reel Big Fish, Andre Nikatina, Our Lady Peace, Sex Pistols, Eve 6, RHCP,Fountains of Wayne, Porno for Pyro's, floggin molly, Queen Tsunami Bomb, Pink Floyd, Zepplin, Dead Kennedys, Bikini Kill, sublime, Blind Melon, The Casualties, Sneaker Pimps, The cure, No use for a name, The Donna's, Gorilliaz, Dynamite Hack, Jack of Jill, MCR, The used, Inmedias Res, Circle Jerks,The guy wilkins band, Mongoose, New Macheine,off spring, Orgy, Social Distortion, Stroke 9, Zebra Head, The Vaselines, Smashing Pumpkins, Alice in Chains, Rancid, Tom Petty and the Heart Breakers, Sonic Youth, Infected Mushroom, Dire Straights, Buthole Surfers, Bloodhound gang, Rebel Spell, Oasis, Simon and Garfunkle, The Postal Service, Bran Van 3000,

:FOOD:
Dr. Pepper
sushi
Iced Tea
Chai tea
freezies
Salt n Vingegar
Kraft Dinner

:THINGS TO DO:
Partying
sleeping in
dancing
singing
recycling
shopping
writing
Hacky sack
Longboarding
hanging out
Sesh
Yoga
sew
showering
sewing
poetry
Makeup
guitar

T.V SHOWS:
Kink
Sin Cities
Miami Ink
Queer Eye for the straight Guy
America's next top model
Web Dreams
Dharma and Greg
Will and Grace

:RANDOM:
piercings
tattoo's
Art
Corsetts
Annorexic Boys
Vogue
blacking out
FAIRIES
Cheetah print
Hair Dyyye
Seattle
Value Village
Toe Socks
Colour/Rainbow
Straws
stripes
Hot Topic
Roberts Creek
Chopsticks
Ferrets
bass
grunge
plaid
grave yards
Halloween
scarfs
Pirates
sunken ships
drugs
Pumpkins
sketch books

:PEOPLE:
Des.d
Kels
Vanessa
Strangers
Kim Gordon
Kurdt Kobain
Rad<3

:COLOURS:
Black
pink
purple
Fargo Green
yellow

:MOVIES:
Detroit Rock City
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Alice in Wonderland
Girl Interrupted
acid house
Fight Club
Last Days
Kurt and Courtney
Nightmare Before Christmas
GO
Corpse Bride
Spun
Romeo and Juliet
Virgin Suicide
The Beach

President Busssh.
War.
Burning Out
Dishonest friends/people in general
hype
People who label people...
Rap music..
homophobia
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman..
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room..
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again..
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men..
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me..
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman..
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male..
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that..
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me..
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind..
I am the boy who killed himself after his boyfriend died in an attack..
I am the boy who faked sick because I was afraid to see what was written on my locker today
I am the boy who helped visciously attack his gay friend, because he didn't want his other friends to know that he had been seeing him..
I am the boy who's afraid to look another boy in the eyes, because of what he might think
I am the boy who gave up on life because I never really knew what it was like to have one.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
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