- Changed my msn, N-N-Nathan@hotmail.ca add it if anyone who reads this still actually uses msn.
- School....should be getting on that.
- Job...no comment.
- The snow should go away, as much as a love it, it's overstaying its welcome.
- Are my dreams foreshadowing or just messing with me?
- I don't see the connection between the season and...these thoughts.
- I need more distractions.
- Only someone such as myself has to be and tries to be so model and only my imperfections and short comings are the things that will be noticed most, not my good qualities or memories with me, just the bad. How unfair. But how typical of people.
- Car payed off by January? You can count on it!
- Sorry, I feel so pathetic doing that. =\
- Hope my birthday is fun, I'm getting a weird feeling about it...
- I wonder if you'll talk to me again after what you did, you owe me a big apology.
- I know nothing will happen between us...but it would sure be nice.
- Missing having someone there to talk to, even though I can easily store it inside and have been for years.
- You seem to be ignoring me...there might be a logical reason for all of this, but until I know for sure I'll say it feels like I'm being ignored. Was I not what you pictured and that's why? Or have you just been really busy?
- Feels like everyone is just drifting from me...is it because my job and no one ever sees me?
- Speaking of job, I've made the sacrifice of working 6 days a week since July to make lots of money to pay off my car by April so I don't rot in cocksco.
- In which case I'll go back to school next year, least that's the initial plan, hopefully I get accepted.
- Very weird dreams lately, I wonder what they mean if anything at all.
- Different people, same outcome, I really thought it would be different, sorry to have wasted your time.
- A whole week off...and most of the people I asked to hang out with are all busy, or course. =\
- I need a get away.
- Current saving reasons:
Trip to Edmonton (Still only a maybe)
Three tattoos
- Hopefully I find a job this week so I don't have to go back to Costco for a whole lot longer, I've sure been saying that for a while.
- Horay for wanting to work 8 hour shifts again, now I can set things in motion.
- Probably going to buy more nerf guns with this big paycheck, I would buy a laptop but no point since I don't have wi-fi out here.
- Oh and a new pair of chucks for sure!
- As well as a really nice watch, I've been meaning to get one for a long time.
- So much for getting that position...guess I'll just wait and see what happens.
- I guess I was wrong about you....I guess I haven't learned anything. =\
- I keep having weird dreams...again, after months of having normal dreams (least what I think is normal) I wonder why again all of a sudden?
- Possible department change? Sounds better and better if the posting does come out.
- Two years...two years since I graduated...feels so long ago, I need to get in gear and go back to school.
- You're interesting, someone who actually has a mind and I can have a deep and smart conversation with, it's really nice.
- On that note, I wonder how long it will even last, already it feels like we are sort of drifting and not talking as much.
- I'm probably just over thinking it like any scenario in my life.
- I really should come visit you when I take vacation.
- Bought super Mario galaxy 2 and the star luma's are still just as adorable as they were in the first! =D
- Old people colouring at Montana's, made my night
- Kole trying to impress the waitress by eating all the ribs and more whenever she walked by, also made my night.
- Oh rain, you're back how nice to see you after a two day break, wish it was actually summer.
- Making cookies today, might end up eating like half of the dough as always, whoops.
- Now to shower, gotta keep squeaky clean.
- After going to that university tour I really really wish I could be going back to school this fall. =(
- Wine gives me messed up dreams, who knew?
- Top of the hops was pretty fun, and we were the most dressed up people there, we're awesome.
- Denny's is amazing, like really, where else can you have breakfast at 11:30 at night?
- I wish you weren't doing that just to be friendly, but I know that's how you are so I'll try not to get my hopes ups.
- I hate work...at least 5 times more now for some reason.
- Grad was boring...at least I dressed snazzy and looked sort of like Josh Ramsay.
- Felt weird going to see Iron Man 2 in, skinny jeans, white dress shirt, tie and suit vest, oh well, damn I looked good.
- So nice to have had a Saturday off for once, I'm jealous of everyone who gets that day off.
- Oh boy, work from midnight till 10:30 am if not longer tomorrow. Yeah I still hate cockso.
- Thank you for being someone I can talk to and being sympathetic and compassionate towards me, it's nice to actually have someone to talk to after a year of keeping everything to myself. You've opened my eyes.
- My dreams aren't making any sense, it won't happen.
- Stupid parking ticket, stupid getting a ticket while seeing the back up plan. (it sucked)
- It's been eating me away.
- It's been a while since I've seen you, can't wait.
- Same goes for you but...I don't know. =\
- In a goodish mood at the moment, neat.
- Oh how I need a life.
- So I started playing the iron man two contest that's on the chocolate bar wrappers because I was bored, I have 2/6 pieces of armor, someone should help me, I'll split the $1,500 with them if I win it. ;P
- I ordered a small reese blizzard and they gave me a cookie dough, lawl fail.
- Loving this rain, but not the driving in the city, my windows fogged up so bad that it was real hard to see! D=
- And I almost went into a ditch, halfway in the ditch I couldn't get out by reversing so I drove on the side of it (which was kinda scary because it was a steep ditch) and then up and out, go me! =D
- Oh boy, this might be awkward, guess we will have to wait and see.
- Still need a new job, the people are starting to bother me more now.
- Want to dye my hair cyan soon. =(
- Eye doctor said my eyes work well with the contacts, yay!
That is all!
- As of today, whenever "Telephone" by Lady Gaga and Beyonce comes on the radio at work, I put my thumb and pinky out on both hands like a phone and shake them, that's my signature move, don't anyone steal it.
- Oh boy, mall shopping for a dress shirt for Dylan's grad, don't know if it's for the ceremony or the banquet...regardless, hope both aren't boring when I'm there. =\
- Plating my car today finally, makes me happy.
- So sleepy, need nap.
- Tomorrow is going to fail at work.
So I like the blogs on here better than facebook so I'll right on this one every now and then, not that anyone will really pay attention to what I say here more than on facebook, plus facebook is kind of boring. I just like using different colours and stuff.
I realize my job has ruined my eternal clock, hence why I'm up so early on my day off, like really, if it's past ten at night it feels like I've been up so late. (fail) I've been job hunting since December and I've found nothing good, I need to get out of COCKSCO because the people there are either useless or assholes, or both.
I wish I knew more people that I would like to hang out with since all I do is work, sleep, work, sleep over and over, part of the problem is that since I have days off in the middle of the week and I work so early I can't ever go out at night because I work the next day or everyone has school or work the next day since they have a normal schedule, boo urns. The other half is that a lot of people I know I don't really want to see ever for some reason, never really up for it. =\
I don't make enough money...actually that's not true, I spend too much and I still need to get my hair dyed, the pink is all faded'ed, I'll get cyan next; and more tattoos, because it's true what people say, once you get one you get like addicted.
I wish my loan was payed off and I could go back to school, that would at least solve the problem of having a regular schedule like most people, if I'll even be cut out for school is another story that I don't know yet.
That's all for now, it's healthy to vent.
- Car will be drivable on saturday, not that I go out enough for anyone to see it.
- facebook is silly.
- I'm glad I said it all since that's how I felt...I'm just upset with myself because I said it when I was completely wasted so you probably just brushed it off and didn't think much of it...not that it would work out anyways. =\
- It's been way too long since I've last seen you, you're fun to hang out with so I think we should hang out one of these days.
- I think good-byes are overdue, which begs the question, should they even be said?
- Wants another tattoo...but needs more money...and his other two to heal first.
- Done ranting, feels slightly better.
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So I'm still going to use nex I've decided...but not update any photos. So if you want to see this guy with pink hair...find me on facebook. =P
