I lay here in my grave I dug myself
To dig it I used every word you told me
What was truth what was lies?
I didn't know and I still don't
I know I miss the warmth of my heart
That heart you ripped out of my chest
I had nothing left to lose
Or so I thought
Well I lost more than my heart
I lost my life
Because of you

Yes I am native get over that fact I'm proud to be who I am and who my people are I'm not like the rest of my gender I truly care about what people have to say but if you have nothing nice to say I won't care and the more you try to hurt me the more I laugh cause you don't know who I am what I have gone through and what I'm going through I live each day as it comes I like working cause it keeps me from over thinking things I do believe that there is good in everyone and not everyone deserves to get a second chance but everyone I know I have gave a second chance to tho most of the time it comes back to bite me in the ass I could care less if you straight gay or bi that has no change in my life style gay people should get married some people shouldn't be able to have children. I speak my mind but I do hold back. I used to do drugs pot caps shit like that but i have been clean for about a year now and I don't plan on going back into that way of life anytime soon