To: PLAC3BO
From: jaylaj
Date: Fri Dec 10, 2010 5:20 am
Subject: No Subject
real cute u r

BTW I have the power to convert Heteros aparently, I always wondered what my superpower was.

First met you, you were close to me before we travelled the distance, then you left.
Never lied to you, told you everything there was to me, then you left.
Gave you all I could to show you my worth, then you left.
Shared a deep secret, went through hell and back, then you left.
Seen me at my worst, and helped me get better, then you left.
All the aguements and problems, we got passed, then you left.
Made promises and held words, then you left.
Went for walks that lasted hours, then you left.
Spent hours laying down beside each other, then you left.
Shared moments and history, then you left.
Now I know where I stand as you left.

If these questions are awkward , then you regret your past.

- Longest relationship : 14 months and counting
- Shortest relationship : couple of weeksish?
- How many girlfriends/boyfriends have said “i love you” to you and meant it? 2
- Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? 2 I believe to be exact
- Are you happier single or in a relationship ? relationship if it's legit
- Have you ever been cheated on ? You know it.
- What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex? she is everything I want, cause she is everything I'm not <3
- Have you ever had your heart broken? once upon a time
- Have you ever broken someone’s heart ? not yet actually.
- Talk to any of your exes ? a few times, most fade away
- Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend ? Sometimes, ask the spouse lol
- Have you dated people who were not good to you ? of course, thats why they are ex's
- Have you been in an abusive relationship ? financially yes hahaha
- Have you ever dated someone older than you ? 1 month and 2 weeks yes lol
- Do you regret anything that you have done with an exboyfriend or girlfriend? No not at all
- Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance ? Only if they bend over backwards, jk, it all depends on the situations faced.
- Believe in love at first sight ? No but love in the first night jk
- Ever dated two people at once ? Nope, that'd be crazy and unfair though
- Do you want to get married ? Of course provided it's the right timing and all that.
- Do you have something to say to any of your exes ? only one of them
- Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend or girlfriend ? Nope, I just wait till the available for hire sign comes out,
- Ever liked someone else’s boyfriend or girlfriend ? Meh, back in like junior high probably
- Do you still have feelings for any of your exes ? feeling of confusion and dumbfounded.
- Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds ? for the first bit, after that you can't keep tryna forget sarah marshall
- Do you remember the person you first kissed ? hmmm let me look back lol
- Have you ever kissed someone you weren’t dating ? Nah I just cna't.
- Ever kissed an ex after you broke up ? Heck no lol, that'd make it even more awkward
- Have you kissed anyone in your friends list ? well duh, if I say no I'ma get an ass whoopin, with a side dish of bitchin, jokez
- Ever cheated on someone ? Nope, but I cheated off of someone, ohh wait nvm
- Have you ever kissed someone you didn’t like ? No, whats the point of that? Herpes I guess.

2009: All about YOU
1. Did you change at all this year? Clothes yes
2. Did you dye your hair?: Never have
3. Did you get your hair cut?: Who didn't
4. Did you change your style?: clothes persona, yes
5. Were you in school? the last year of course
6. Did you get good grades?: Not really, but I passed
7. Did you have a job?: My first legit job yes
8. Did you drive?: Nope
9. Did anyone close to you give birth?: I know people who did, but no
10. Did you move at all?: after grade 12, yes I did
11. Did you go on any vacations?: Holidays from school count?
12. Did you leave the country at all?: Nopers

2009: Your Love Life
1. Did you break up with anyone?: nope, but shortly after 2010 lol
2. Did you meet anyone special? a few people

2009: Friends and Enemies
1. Did you meet any new friends this year? in 09, I met quite a few
2. Did any of your friendships end?: All the time
3. Did you dislike anyone?: Perhaps
4. Did you make any new enemies?: probably
5. Did you resolve any fights?: like 2 or 3?
6. Who were your closest friends? Don't remember
7. Did you grow apart from anyone?: Alot of people, especially during the last year of High school lol
8. Did you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: Not really, shouldnt have any
2009: Have you
1. Had any relationships this year? Mhmm
2. Had your birthday yet? yep
3. Kissed two or more people in the same night? Nah, I don't even know if I ever have
4. Been on a diet? Ice cream sandwich and monster diet
5. Pulled an all nighter? almost every night
6. Drank Starbucks? nope
8. Bought something(s)? Alot

Randoms
1. What are you thinking about? as of right now, hmm where do I start, haha
2. Does your ex hate you? Oh definetly, heheh
4. Would you get married if you could right now? I would, but things changed so not even close
5. How did you feel when you woke up today? umm tired and a bit buzzed
6. Your ex shows up at your door what do you do? "how the hell did you find me?"
7. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Not really, depends on what kind of face I wear
8. Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart? Of course, provided they still wanna be
9. If you could change your eye color would you? without lasers then maybe
10. Who did you last get into a big argument with? 2 customers over a freakin laptop
11. Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? back in the day we would, but come to terms and conclude... good ol days
12. Do you like to have long hair or short hair? depends if I feel lazy
13. Are you over the age of 25? Not yet
14. Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it? Nah, why lie when the truth hurts more jk
15. How do you currently make your money? 9-5 retail job
16. Do you want to get married & have children one day? Of course I do, thats the usual way to live, right?
17. Which of your friends do you argue with the most? everyones pretty even on most days, no exceptions
18. Have you kissed anyone in the last 4 hours? the air, air kissies
19. How many texts are in your inbox? endless amounts, they keep coming and coming
20. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you? many times
21. Who was your last text message from? Kirsty
22. Have you ever kissed anyone named Mike? No I'm a dude, unless her name is Mika, still no
23. Who was the last person you rode in a car with? The Hansens
24. When was the last time you cried really, really hard?the night I felt so stressed in grade 12, the thoughts in my head killed me, how do you impress a girl when you got nothing, and blah blah blah
25. Who took your profile picture? Chris or me
26. Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth? The truth, living a lie is only wasting time and realitys worth
27. What’s on your bedroom floor right now?clothes, a few cans/bottles dust bunnies etc.
28. Do you trust people too easily? Hell no, it's rare I do.
29. Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life? Yes and No, Yes for my job, no for my problems.
30. Have you ever cut class? yes and it divided into 2 sections
31. Have you ever liked someone a lot older than you? few years
33. Last thing you ate? ummm, probably Doritos
34. How many people are you texting? No one, it's late and I can't sleep
35. Will you be in bed within twenty minutes? Hopefully, if so I might not sleep by then
36. What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had? Pepsi cola!
37. Could you ever forgive a cheater? Hell no, well what kind of cheater first of all
38. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? Nope
39. Is there a guy that knows everything or almost everything about you? a few ppl
40. Where was the first time you ever kissed the last person you kissed? On her couch, attacked her like a retard, how romantic is that
41. Have you ever made out in a public bathroom? umm guys only bathrooms? hahahahah
42. Have you told anybody you loved them today? Mhmm
43. Do you make every decision as if your parents are watching? Nope, I'm my own person, no need for that.
44. Have you ever gotten the butterflies? One person gave me them I think?
45. Do you like to run? From my problems, but now I just run my mouth and hope that I will one day run my motor
46. Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself? Used to, now it's me against the world pretty much
47. Do you put candy canes on your Christmas tree? back at home yeah
48. Do you get snow where you live? Yup
49. Do you believe in love? To be honest, it used to exist, thats why nowadays divorce rates are the highest they've ever been. So currently love is justifiablyblind in most cases.
50. Why did your LAST relationship fail? She seen who I was completely, she saw how poor I was, how she could do better, how it was a mistake for her to go that far with me.
51. This year have you ever been heartbroken? in ways yes, but not completely.
52. Are you afraid of commitment? Yes and No, I'm afraid of it because there is that risk factor that can make your time's worth waste. No because commitment is what keeps success at it's peak, it can pay off in the long run, one way or another.

I only check nex mainly cause of my countdown. It's what keep me devoted and willing.

To: PLAC3BO
From: dangrr-dane
Date: Wed Jun 16, 2010 11:24 pm
Subject: No Subject
dude whats up>?
are you horny?

hmm so life is life, live it and yeah, I'm always facing things and at most times losing, but I've lost so many times I think 2 of my losses should be traded for a win, maybe then I'd be back on track.

put you in the bag,eat you as a school lunch
a faggot like you hittin me is called a fruit punch
certified barber, the way I get your crew cut,
quoting 2pac,lookin for 2 sluts to smack with a soap in tubesock tied in 2 knots,
I ain't jokin, suck my dick while it's soakin
now you can't spit cause it's rude to talk with your mouth full and open

I'm her character foil,
we mix like water and oil,
rotten and spoiled,al the way down to the soil,
we collide she recoils,
everything I say she boils
like a hot kettle is, I tell her to settle it,
more fish in the sea, too bad I rock the body of an ocean
so enough with the emotions and love potions,

it's evident that my residents dead without the evidence,
thats the way I settle it, decapitated settlement,
lyrical genocide, put your men aside ,a menace with an enterprise,
naked and nervous on sunday service after I'm workin
on repairing my circuits and lurking the circus,
for juggalos and midgets who are kinda "fonda" me like brigdet,
as I cop the 7 digits and emails, accepting hugs from shemales,
so whats a man gotta do to get a little ass and tongue instead of masturbate
ask me to go on a disaster date,
take her to dinner, pass me a plate eat it and ask her to wait
and starve her to death as I procrastinate, I'm passionate.

I'm on the Television screen during show intermission
advertising nothing but swag, without the aid of a shaded rag
pants on the sag, stop buggin me I'll rid of you like a can of raid
my life is a movie now on dvd, own your copy out today
cop the extended version with bonus features
that cause you to have panic attacks and uncontrolable seizures
subtitle my mouth and can't decode it
haters get eroded, yuh bitch a shotgun, 2 cocks shes loaded

baby you got me being serious,
I'm curious, when you coming back to me
you my factory of satisfatory,
you musta shut down like health and safetys after me
you need to keep me grounded like gravity
so sweet you cause cavities why don't I have any,

Tell me when 2 go, I'll show you how to stop
enter your house and aint even gotta knock
high in the car, drunk behind the wheel
bad artists copy, good artists steal
so which means I'ma snatch your chain then get riddyuh
disguise in dark valour that diddy loves
and spit sick lithium as I'm liftin yuh
above my head tellin you to giddyup
and rock your skull with the gound like obsideon