Tell me that i'm ok, and im back home....

Wow i suck.

FUCK YAH BITCHES



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Still paying 800.00 on it, but dude gave me a phat ass deal on it.. WOOOOO

/sigh

I miss alex so much...


This summer is coming to a close
And I'm starting to figure out
That I cannot live without you
Ooh, I hope you're thinking of me
'Cause all the stars above me sing your name
I'll never be the same again.

So please don't forget to call me
Just to let me know
You're doing okay, miles away from me

This summer was the best I've ever had
I never want to see it end
So let's pretend that
We're never going back home again
Just say those three words
I know you're thinking
I'm sick of wasting time on these formalities
Please never leave my side

So please don't forget to call me
Just to let me know
You're doing okay, miles away from me
(2x)
Miles away from me

So please tell me darling
Why you're so far away
When I need you beside me tonight
(2x)

So please don't forget to call me
Just to let me know
You're doing okay, miles away from me

So yeh. I'm gonna be building a $5000.00 computer for the price of 1200.00 hahaha. Yeh anyway me and my brother are doing this as our little project. CHARGE IT BABY. Hahah No... Later on this week too, i'm gonna lay down some tracks for my cd! because i'm purchasing my recorder real... REAL soon. Uh.. Right now i'm at work.. listening to you shook me baby - led zeppelin. And let me tell you. IT IS FUCKING EPIC haha. Uh.. my heels are really fucking sore.. we are buliding a all dark lighting room and "League room" for a ANOTHER project i'm undertaking.. the cash prize is 6000.00 dollars to the first winner of a halo 3 tournament.. THAN theres a cs:s tournament.. SHIT. i've got my hands full.. Uh.. Home life seems pretty decent. anyway get back to you later.

Fuck its beautiful.

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Can't wait for my new guitar, its gonna be killer to play my music on

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Hate

OMG!!! this has to be the worst... OK SENARIO or how ever you spell that. OK 8 am in the morning ok.. your waking up and the instant you walk out you stub your toe so hard on the door or your bed it hurts so much like omg! Or when you wake up and you say to your self " 5 MORE MINS" ends up being like *15 mins l8er* lol

First Kiss

When you tell your self you love someone after one amazing kiss... Its confusing when you look back on your self from 13-15. I find my self looking at old love letters.. but when first kisses suck.. that really licks cock. ermm.. dick? I dont know. that doesnt sound in the ball.. ermm what ever that means. but what i'm trying to say is, Dont fool your self, when you think this person has tested there heart on you, and tryed to set a place for yourself in there heart for you, they will end up pushing you far away when you become boring. Understanding is the key.

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

The thing that scared my child hood, is when they cancled the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle cartoon. I hated the network after that and i felt depribed of my cartoon saterday mornings, then again there was always "Power rangers" and "The Real GhostBusters." And another thing i hate, is when the leave the t.v on at night. And the network shuts off for the night, then you get that Muliti color screen thing with that stupid beeping noise.. that pisses me off.. expecially when i wake up with my back all disorted.

Motivation

Ok this really sucks. Ok the one time where you feel motivated and then you get lazy or you say in a hour or so. Then you end up not doing what you going too do. Then you sit at the end of the day wondering wtf happend. then you realize that as for now, your officalally fucked over untill you can figure out a solution. The worst, is when you got a thought and you dont know how to discribe it or put it into words, Or when you do figure it out and do put it on paper, it doesnt make any common sence. But, Dont give up! Motivation is not the same thing as enthusiasm. When you have no enthusiasm, when you are discouraged, when things look the bleakest, and you STILL take action towards your goal. That my friend.. That is motivation.

Leave me alone!

I dislike it when people dont get that I want to be left alone, Then they keep trying to cheer up me... It gets so annoying, Ecspecially when they start with the "Awws," i'm not a fucking muffin. I'm a person.

Mr Fizz + Mr Nice Guy =

Exactly. Nothing, i dont see why all my life i play this role of some happy guy. But when i come home at nights and lay sideways... stair at the blank white wall, with crayon scraches on them. My girlfriend seems really fade, its getting really annoying hearing her constant bitching. I guess i'm really annoying.. i dont know this shit seems contagious because everyone in the hole household seems to be fadeing into something.. like black mold at the bottem of the lake. Theres like zero food in my fidge right now... i miss my dads huge fidge of food, and the late nights with ice cream drinched on my huge spoon, watching old rocky, and rambo movies. 80's movies where the best. Besides from the lame background when people are driving in cars, or the they way people look carboard, when its like a chase part, some funky shit like that i guess...

A Quick Pain

Why cant good times stick... theres always pain but yet its always quick... and you forget about it the next day. And tell your self it was a stupid reason to get mad about, why do i always feel the constant need to rant about my life. somethings missing right now. I cant figure it out though, sad music doesnt solve my problems either. Maybe one bitter pill could end the pain, of 1,000,000 tears, yet more. I'm starting to leak, and something like dry fluid it dripping out the sides of my bodies. While the Tar, and hot flames fill my eyes with selfish jestures. A Quick Pain...

Configureing Life.

a very smart young man once said



"It's way too cool to be sad these days.
I thought most of the people I know would grow out of the junior high phase of being upset with everything, thriving in the downtimes, plauging me with subliminal requests for attention. I've been there. I've hated living too. I've been right in there and I won't lie, for a time, I enjoyed people being concerned about me. I was young. All I wanted was eyes turned my way. But you would hope, eventually people would mature and be able to sustain themselves and realize they are accepted without all the melodramatic nonsense they put themselves through just to sucker someone else into giving up their time and energy in comforting those who don't even want the comfort or enjoy the source it comes from.

At 13 being upset is a given.
At 13 insecurity is natural.

But when this carries into University, it only hides itself in more complex ways. Drinking yourself stupid to escape life for a few hours is not redemption. It's not freedom. Call it recreation. When you come to, you're out of cash and face down in your own vomit, and your revolutionary happiness is all but a memory until your next wonderful temporary trip to depressant land and the drudge of the everyday. Barely dressing yourself won't earn you respect, it will gain you a whole lot of lust - which too, is temporary. Gawks and whistles aren't going to quell the fire that desperately tries to inhale every bit of "love" or admiration it can consume. One night stands? Sure, you think you're doing a good thing - making them happy, giving them what they want, and maybe, just maybe, when it's over, you'll be happy too, and you'll both be happy. But it doesn't stay. And it won't.Temporary. Everything is temporary. Chasing the wind. Taking cues from Ezekiel.

I think real happiness, solid, complete, permanent happiness comes in defying the statistics. Be one of few who doesn't waste themselves in drink. Be one of few who allows themselves to smile despite the problems, and to deal with the problems in a manner that's not going to destroy them. Take days off. For you, and only you. Stop defining yourself in someone else, in something else. Being one of extreme few who is real with other people. Telling the honest truth. Learning that you won't ever wake up a supermodel, your face is your face. Learning that you cannot leech yourself onto a person or activity and suck life from it.

Reality is, being sad is easier than being happy, and everyone's too lazy to care. "

- Considerthis

Females

No doubt about it. I love women. Its just so easier to talk to them rather than guys. I love every part of a women, especially there lips, and just the way they talk to you gets me so infusiastic.

Women - An adult female human belonging to a specified occupation, group, nationality, or other category. Often used in combination: an Englishwoman; congresswoman; a saleswoman.

Women (Fizz's Defination) - The ultimate source for joy. Something that is idle.. But deadly. Never to be doubted. Never strucking down there insecurity, shame, or blame.

Bands/Artists

I dont usually do this... Stateing what bands you like its kinda pointless if you ask me. But i feel like doing it

Linch Pin
Him
Closet Monster
My Chemical Romance
Anti-Flag
Taking Back Sunday
Lost Remorcse
The Blues Brothers
Ray Charles
Micheal Jackson/Thriller
Story Of The Year
Eminem/Specific Songs
Blink 182
Green Day
Fun Houze Records
Saves The Day
Meat Loaf
Jimmy Eat World
The Hives
Alexisonfire
Rusticate
Dz
Nofx
Rancid
Bob Marley
Screw 32
My Biography
Read My Journal
Papa Roach
Billy Talent/Some Songs
Boxcar Racers
Dashboard Confessionals
The Faulty
A thorn for every heart
the get up kids
rise against
the killers
brand new

Convinced

Ok man have you ever found your self conviced that, theres no end to a day when everything just goes wrong? always remeber, "Another Day" and be convinced someone will come too your rescue!

Good Morning

Dont you love the feeling of waking up to the one you love. But you watching them sleep. Heres a qoute from my song reciting of what i felt waking up next too that person. "I aint a creep, but listening to sleep, is like sinking into someting called a sweet dream." And I dont know i just love the feeling of being with that person till the break of dawn. Theres no pressure, theres no resentment from that person. Just pure Silence and Calmness... Its very beautiful

The Mind

I like just staying up all night. Thinking about times with friends, family, and loved ones. Memorys are the keys to your self, find that and you can find happyness. Dont look at tomorrow as something bare, look to the furture as if somethings there, And if you cant find it then dont be so scared. tomorrow is something that means that you care.

Try singing once and awhile. you'll be surprised with some of the stuff you come up to make it rhyme. Then maybe u'll accuturally prase your self, and put a smile on your face.

Argue

Argueing is the best way for me to prove a point. Argureing makes you smart. No matter how noob you are your a person also...

Weeks

Week one, this **** started off with a bang
Holding your hand all across the bank
I think we sank in the sanity of your car
Baby girl every time you walk I know it’s yours
I aint a creep but listening to you sleep, is like sinking into something called a sweet dream
Are we a team? Girl I know you hate your complements, and I’ve gown to be very very fond of this, but lets kiss, and bliss, and find out how to dismiss the next hour or two
Phew, I never thought I would be your man, or even try to become the state of a “Friend”
I recommend, you check your bags and all your things, your keys are with me so let it be
Digging in my pockets, while I kiss your face, baby if you embrace with my taste
Don’t wake up in the morning feeling misplaced…

Week two, I guessing there’s only a few, that has ever put in a state of blue’s
This ain’t a promise, but just for you I’ll make it two
If roses aint your thing that day, I’ll come along and take you to a place were we can bathe
But it’s your say, you can be the boss today
And as for me there’s no straying from the things you say
There’s no delay on our time, so we can fall in the mystique of both our eyes
Don’t be shy, I ain’t gonna bite, but there be times when where going to fight
But just keep in sight that you’re always in my mind and not in flight…

Week Three, I see the look upon your face as I leave, please believe I’ll be seconds away,
If you dream of me
Squeezing and teasing, you’re all I’m thinking of as I’m leaving, and I’ll explain a few reasons
The treason of finding you with another guy, the reason why jealous hoes come along and tell a lie, don’t want to die on the feeling of watching you cry, I aint saying that to make you smile, you’re my sweet October, and that’s no denial, don’t ever wanna go on trial. But remember, you’re my boo, we are two, there’s no breaking us.
I’m reminiscing… I wanna say I love you.

Reminisce

Sit back and reminisce... its easy. Go to a peacefull place and just sit and think about all the bad times. write down what you feel and then scream. Great way too let your rage and anguish out. But yes. Remebering is knowing your self. as i said before.

Eminem

Few years back. I was stuck at my mothers for 1 month. And i had no ride to get back to my dads house. Witch was like 3000 miles away. So.. i only had my clothes, A t.v, Computer (with no internet) and Cd player with no cds. So i started digging around because my mom left on bisness out in Saskatchewan. Where i am now.. um.. anyway. I went through my brothers old room, and i found this cd. I grew to like it. And i think it has very stong meaning if you acturally listen to the lyrics.



Fcuk



The Best Movies





A Green Day

Man, winter is getting so old.. I think i hate it... Eeh i dont know. I miss the times when i was young at my grandpa's wait.. scratch that. My grandma's Lodge, anyway, i miss the warm food as soon as i walked through that brown, tanny door.. Ermm. not very detailed.. But w/e it was a lodge.
I cant wait till summer. I cant wait too hear my friends voices when i go visit my friends at my fathers house. I dont know i'm feeling really negative these days. its like... bread. White boring bread. thats what i feel like... i wish somebody will catch my crumbs right before the ground.

This Girl.



I was missing for awhile... than in the mist of the fog i found her. Danielle. My lover. This girl fills me with so much joy its untamable and without any caution. She is the most greatful, amazing, fablous thing to happen to me in awhile. She is mine, and i am hers <3... And finally i cant say this with love, i hope you at rest with me at the stars above when we both picture a moment of pure romantic-ness. And even though your something i can never be, i'll alway's know your there watching over me.

I'll Catch You...

can you sleep as the sound hits your air's?
one at a time
an unspoken balance here
unabridged for so many years

that I should stare at
receivers
to receive her
isn't fair

don't worry I'll catch you
don't worry I'll catch you
don't ever worry

your arms in mine
any time
wouldn't trade anything
you're still my everything

to my suprise
before my eyes
you arrive

don't worry I'll catch you
don't worry I'll catch you
don't ever worry

still breaking old habits,
habits
you pulled the wool over me
and I can see everything
everything
remembering
Jinx removing

don't worry I'll catch you
don't wory I'll catch you
don't ever worry

no need for reminding
you're still all that matters to me...

The Truth Really Does Hurt.

I've reached it.. Rock bottem. Its been awhile since i've posted. But havent heaven or hell has claimed my soul. Anyway i'll spare you the Mumbo jumbo... I'm sitting here. Avoiding all Reality, Thought, and Movement... A slight sigh overwelms the thought of successfully Claiming a clear forfulling day. Tears. I cant help it. She's leaving me and i cant do anything about it... My damn Selfish attitude. Why are men. Nay.. Why am i like this... Why does God tease me with this Sent.. This fragrance. Its so buetiful... Its her... I cant touch, or see her... But she's there. I'm blind without her... And a fool for thinking otherwise... Just another pawn.. struggling too sprint too the other side. Im no-one. Just a mute. But i'll dream otherwise.. and hope this nightmare will end with Arms wraped around me. I surrender my heart too her for the last undieing time.

Allegra calls me Mr Feeney! <3

About Me

Too tell you the truth.. theres not really moral about me.. i just do what i do basically, but yes I'm daviz, And other names such as ( David, Z, Phoenix, Mr Fizz, or as my some of the goofs at my school call me Cookie.) I'm straight up brown.. no doubt about it. I'll give the finger to anyone who gets in my way of glory. I dont know, but i'm seriously Emotionless sometimes... if you knew me you'd say "Oh hes so energetic" or some **** like that. Really i'm kinda odd... I'm a writter, and i enjoy making shit up in my head, and creating the enviroment for it, Its quite graceful when you think about the stuff you do. Dont doubt your self, Doubt is for the weak. Nor doubt your Rival

Saskatchewan

I'm living in "Saskatchewan" now.. by my self. my dad sorta kicked me out.. well not sorta.. he kicked my ass literally. I hate my father, and step mother so much. My brother lives here. My Real mom lives here. And mostly family and friends i only really knew... This town is just another epic tragedy. Saskatchewan spells pure "Native." Think about and recite Saskatchewan in your head a few times and you'll get a picture of a dirty indian in your mind... for example me. Haha thats all i get when ever i try to too pick up "White" girls at my school. Hmm.. in other terms, saskatchewan... lets say, basically "Hick" material. Then again.. i'm kinda of a racial ******* towards my race. but sometimes i'm proud of being brown, 1. i'm always tanned. 2. if you treaty everything is basically free i guess. 3. well i dont have a third reason.. but **** it haha i give up on this topic.

The Best Advice

Wear sunscreen.

If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 pm on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.

Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss.

Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch.

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yoursel f either. Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts, and recycling it for more than it's worth .

But trust me on the sunscreen.

Life

"See to live is to suffer... but to survive
well that's to find meaning in the suffering."

Ask your self... what is life, is life an eternal meaning to new day? does it mean just live life. hmm... now dont get me wrong.. every night.. well not everynight.. but dont you find your self sitting in your bed wondering.. why the **** are we here? i always come up with these astrological meanings to life... are we put on this world to hate.. love, or experiance what "Earth" has too offer..? i dont know. some days i wish god would just kill me. and then i find someone i belive to be the one. ends up dieing infront of me. maybe life means pain in disguise. or maybe it means "literally ignore furture egos" who knows.. thats my overview.

Dear god

I wished apon you today. You didnt work. I asked for a "Life." You didnt answer... I felt my self of steam fade away. How do you describe torcher from the inside? I hope you get to read this letter.

P.s: Why is life so short?

-David Cook

Love

One the reasons i'm still here. Love... Love is something that cant be dealt with in a controled manner. I always, always find my self thinking i'm in love. But its like... when you with that person the world just slows down.. you forget all your morals, and let go. Then its like theres always a camera spinning around you while your making out. what ever love is, or means i think i got a quarter of it solved. but i cant understand why it hurts so much also? like why are these emotions are set in place for us? They say love makes you weak. Too me Love makes you understand. Understand the difficulties of being emotionally attacted to someone. I want, what i want. I really love being in long relationships with people if i think there right. I just currently meet someone. We've know each other for like a week now. But when i seen her.. it was like we were ment to talk. She and I talk every night till about 5 am or so, and i really enjoy getting to know her. So in conclusion, when people say follow your heart. Dont listen. Follow your instincts, and your common sence. Meet new people hot or not.. you'll never know untill you meet them.

what is love

What is love? is it something from the skys above or is it something that you get when like some one. what is love?
I seen her face, it took my breath away, her name was k. wow i found someone to love, hug, kiss when i'm feeling bugged,
never shrug or give her a grim stare, cause all i wanna do is lift her back hairs. Feels like i'm making magic, making my girl
to get savage, doing the things that she wants to do cause baby girl its me and you. who, where, when and why dont be
shy i'm only one guy. Or maybe its the way your lips sparkle or in the hair in the sun, you got your up done no matter what your wearing you stun cause your comparing to none, but if you agree to repeat after me i love you. hey k, remeber the first date, me and you dumb and dumber it was fate, our very first song was entitled k. back in the day we were fidget now where loversm wouldnt bump another girl cause i love yeah. never do the d again cause you my boo, babe me and you we are 2 a promise is a gamble but our love is true, who would have thought dignaty would preval over lust, do you like when i tickle your tickleish spot do you know that i love you more the life then its self the channels always switched to k every time of the day dont gotta make confesions cuz i'm true to you k we can make a play date any time of the day but dont delay.
i'm sitting on this couch drowning on memorys like when i first read the diary. camp and boys you and toys. or remeber the first time we layed eyes, "hi" i keeped a steady conversation then we both picked up and left, i keeped my eyes on your like a cat, but i'm back to loving you never shoving you, i always wanna bee your boo forever and ever, but i'm always missing what i remeber your the reason i'm having troubling breathing, its even touch when sleeping but theres a cuple of reason you got my knees bucking and weezing your all i'm thinking of in the evening, cuase theres nobody like you know where to be found. what is love? love is ever lasting forever like heaven d-z n k that how we play.

I must…

[opening] [intro 4 seconds]

[D-z]- my heads so wacked right now cuz all i can think about is ma gal, yeah I know your feelin’ this ****, by the tears from your eyes I can tell that you love me, so come here and hug me. Please tell me you miss me, like I’m pac or biggie, don’t be drowning on lust cause I sell dreams, don’t be crying on him cause you got me. Baby girl you know I like the way you shake gig gig and theres another one coming for me, you got an eye for an eye but it aint fooling me. Some times I wonder what u fantasize, but I mustn’t think for a fact that you love me. its true when I say I love you, but I aint riding on doves all I want you to know is that I love you so unconditionally. But I must…

Chorus- tell you I need you. I don’t ever wanna make you cry.

[Verse 2]

I can’t tell you I hate you, cause it’d be a lie. It’s the not the power of the dollar when I flash my cash. But don’t be stupid when I tell yea to crash. If I could be by your side for a million hours, If I could kiss that very spot that makes you smile, you know I would // but I wont stop on that, but is it this. I wanna be the reason that makes you smile after you whipe your tears. The reason you have the courage to confront your fears. So what’s mine is yours and whats yours is mine cause when I shine you shine. I need u in my life girl, yea to much to lose. // how deep is ironic, I’ll be your super hero if u want me to. But I must…

Chorus- tell you I need you. I don’t ever wanna make you cry.

[Verse 3]

Girl as good as it gets I cant enough. Some times the three get stuck in my mouth, I juz cant spit it so I, tell it or shout. Looking at your eyes just get’s me lost, looking at your bodie gets me crossed. Now and then when I look back, I see your face, it makes me laugh, that you love me and I love you, but we always must stay fronting on that. Here it is 10 seconds to prove my love. I rhyme for a reason and that reason is you. But I must…

[D-z]


Heh...

This girl has got me going again and again what to say about her today.
Wait I got it
K you’re the one and only one that makes me smile, its fanatic that way you move them lips or when you be swinging those hips. Hell I’m willing to let my guard down to figure you out. In fact there’s three words that I must say to you. People look, isn’t she lovely? The way she talks makes you wanna move your lips 2, feel that groove, feel the tension when we walk thru the room, sweet talk you if I wanna get dirty, but its like dis. Trying to get lucky with you would cost my life, trying to get funky with you would cost a night. I’ve never heard a noise sound so profound. You’re my ecstasy but I see you significantly different, it kinda feels like I’m in and out of your home, out of them pants. But stop wishing for that, because we walk hand from floor to door, we should have been together having four season bunch, who needs a label when I got you. Baby girl I love you better then cooked food. But pride won’t let me show it. Trying to be the man but its tough, to love you like this, feels like I’m jeweled.

I don’t even got to talk to let her know that I want it, all I gotta do is show it. Flow it, rhyme to a groove and surely its enough for a girl to love you. You’re the reason I rhyme I the reason I shine, we joke about having kids and seeing this, and that, **** it its all good. If you where hit by love it was prolly me, seeing you at work, keeping you busy no time for games, juz straight to the point. Dats the way I like and I know you know It, feeling you is the only resort, the way to retort. I’m picturing us living big with no worry’s, it’s my only dream. Seeing you capture the gape of life, take it and shove it too cries. You aint a trailer park queen, you’re my princess of earth, the one I drew for you, outta rhymes and sweat, stupid but kinda like fleet. So in my last attempt to insincerity, I’ll give you this ring, and hope you follow me.

Dear K, I’m sending you words, ain’t no women that could ever take your place. I love you so much, but I can not stop admiring you’re presence, its like your glowing, wouldn’t give you up for nothing. The more I think about it gets me lost, your special, better then sex, aint no tripping on that. My favorite thing about you is prolly when we get dolly, freaky. Knaw what I mean? I wanna hold you forever, never let that tear drop from that face, you’ll ruin the pace. Standing in your presence is a certain glory for me, I love it, when you tell me to be your only one, the one to hug, that special lover. But I don’t wanna end up hugging you from a jail ceil, I wanna stay committed to being your love, the one to shove when you’re feeling blue. Aint gotta argue about who to steal and who to feel, the only thing is that I wanna be is your only one. Babe if you could pasteurize the lust that I’m keeping down, you would know how much I love you, and I know you appreciate it.