can i?
could i?
really be considering this?
again?
only because i miss the sheer thrill of it?
that(indescribable(unbelievable(desirable(addictive)))) emotion.
just the thought
just to think about the possibilities.
should i?
will i?
i never did stop loving...
can i come crawling back?(in person)
do the craziest thing a guy can do?
all to prove his worth?
all to prove to the one he cares for most
merely to convince the beauty
into loving.
risk everything
sacrifice all
leave the past behind
...............or give up?
well simply put that way, the first option seems quite magical. maybe give it a try?
if i can even reply to my own blogs, nex is gay.lol
you gotta crazy
gotta have a real need
gotta sleep on your toes
when your on the street
gotta be able to pick up the easy meat
with your eyes closed
then moving in silently down in the out of sight
youve gotta strike when the moment is right without thinking
and then after a while
you can walk off points for style
with the club tie
and a firm handshake
a certain look in the eye and an easy smile
you gotta be trusted
by the people that you lie to
so that when they turn their backs on you
youll get the chance to put the knife in
well you run and you run
to catch up with the sun
but its sinking
racing around to come up behind you again
sun is the same in a relative way but your older
shorter of breath and one day closer to death
So ya that ya might like to go to the show
to feel the warm thrill of confusion that space cadet glow
tell me is something illuding you sunshine
is this not what you xpected to see
if ya wanna find out whats behind these cold eyes
ya just have to claw your way through this diguise
