That not all lifes problems need to be solved.
Some days are long while others are not.
The end of the week seems closer from wednesday than Tuesday because you have more days behind you than ahead.
That works with years too.
Time passes by when you least expect it and don't wait for it.
Everyone deserves to have something better.
You make your own happiness based on the attitude you have when you wake up in the morning.
Friends truely are the greatest gifts that life can offer.
How am I supposed to know?
What am I supposed to do?
Why can't I give a shit about myself?
What is wrong with me?
Why do I like being hopeless?
Why do I feel safe when I'm alone?
Who is going to stop me from losing my mind?
Where am I going?
I just feel hopeless, depressed and suicidal
Nothing makes sense anymore
Everything is about image and nothing is the way it seems or the way it should be
If it all looks good on the outside, going to school and work and hanging with friends and being sober then what does it matter how things really are on the inside
I'm not doing this for me because I really don't give a fuck but I know I don't wanna be the person who hurts everyone else
Think of the image you leave people with when you commit suicide, that's my only reason, you can't pretend everything is okay and it's all goos when you're dead by your own hand.
The beginning:
It's all just a jumble of words and phrases
The pain comes and goes in a mixture of phases
I don't try to hurt just to feel good
I only hurt because I know that I should
I should have to feel everything that I've done
I guess a razor blade is only one step from a gun
Look who I've become and the things that I've missed
All those people that I hurt again, I won't even list
They did everythingand more for me than I could have asked
Yet some how I feel I'm always coming in last
What could be worse than living like this
I guess it would be worse if death gave me it's kiss
I'll go on living, just for today
But before I end this poem I have to say
That I know what it's like to come out on top
It's really hard to win when you know you can't stop
I thought it would be okay, I have problems just run
It happens that turning on those that you love is not fun
Sometimes I wonder why I do it again and again.
The End






