1) Is there someone you wanna date?
yes and no? if that makes sense
2) Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
i didn't really ever stop
3) Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
i guess the broken?
4) What are you listening to?
The wind hitting my window, following my cat running around being cute
5) Name a quote from the thing you are listening to?
meow?
6) What are you doing right now?
sitting up at 5:17am, thinking about the book im reading,
7) What does your last text say?
"Hey good lookin"
8) Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
perhaps the first part, but no to the entire question?
9) Last missed call?
Landline
10) Last person you talked on the phone with?
Sister adn brother
12) What was the first thing you did when you woke up today?
went upstairs to read, and drink coffee
13) Is there a meaning behind your profile?
nope that i can recall?
14) Do you have a best friend?
yes
15) Do you like vitamin water?
i have yet to try it
16) Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
kind of yes?
17) What do you think of people who have sex before marriage?
nothing different from those who dont?
18) Do you get along with your parents?
my parent......yes......when we talk
19) Are you more independent or dependent?
Independent
20) Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
um......sometimes?
21) What is your favorite fruit?
Japanese oranges!
22) Who was the last person you were mad at?
Marisa
23) What are your plans for tonight?
er today im goin to surrey with Pam, not sure how long that is, might party?
24) What is the most important thing in life?
family
26) Does anyone love you?
i dont no? Does anyone love me?
28) Is your best friend pretty?
Very!
29) Ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
sometimes
30) What's your favorite quote?
"Moving on is a simple thing, but what it leaves behind is Hard..." Dave Mustaine, Megadeth
31) Whats the one thing that's getting you through the week?
um sleeping in? chillin in sweats! not having to walk anywhere other than around the house
32) Do you miss anyone?
My mother.....very much, and i guess a few selected people from the Okanagan
33) Do you give out second chances too easily?
not always
34) What did you do yesterday?
nothing, it was amazing
35) Where is one place you want to visit?
Alaska
36) What's your favorite thing to have for breakfast?
um....bacon and hashbrowns?
37) Ever felt that no one relates to you?
once or twice, im sure it'll linger around from time to time durin my lifespan
38) Why have you broke your last promise?
when the hell did i make a promise?
40) When was the last time you saw your grandparents?
the one and only grandparent i ever met i saw when i had just turned 8.....
42) Are you against abortion or animal cruelty?
to each their own,
43) What is your favorite childhood memory?
hugging and cuddling up to my mom, when i was scared or unsure....
44) What do you think of long-term relationships?
i'll have to get back to ya
45) Do you believe God always saves you from bad situations?
i dont really put thought into it, or my situations most of the time,
46) Whats the worst curse word or saying that you know of?
Cunt Eyes, and my granny would always say haha
47) What song relates to your last/current relationship?
if i said it, it'd be apparent to EVERYONE, and im not sure im ready for everyone to know?
48) Describe your dream boy/girl.
no thanks
49) What will your future be like?
i have no idea
50) Do you wish on 11:11?
sometimes, if im feeling super super super down, and i just so happen to notice the time
How old do you act?
Put an x on all the things you can do and find out how old you act!
[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] I do my own laundry
[x] I can cook for myself
[x] I always do my homework/work
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[x] I think politics are exciting
[x] My parents and grand-parents have better things to say than my peers
Total: 7
[x] I show up for school/work every day unless I'm sick
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[x] I've never gotten a detention
[x] I watch talk shows and point out the credibility of it all
[x] I know what credibility means without looking it up
[x] I drink coffee at least once a week
Total: 6
[x] I know how to run the dish washer and/or do the dishes
[x] I can count to 10 in spanish
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it
[x] I can mow the lawn
[x] I can wash a car
[x] I can make adults laugh... without being stupid
[ ] I remember to water my plants
[x] I study when I have to
[x] I pay attention at school/work
[x] I remember to feed my pets
[x ] I'm generally organized
Total: 9
[x] I can spell experience without looking it up
[x] I clean up my own mess
[x] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee
[x] I can go to the store with out getting something I don't need
[x] I understand jokes the first time they are said
[x] I listen to my elders
[x] I can type fast
Total: 7
[x] My choice in clothing is acceptable in an office or something
[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[x] I can look at someone cute without thinking of sex
[x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[x]can read a book and actually finish it
[x] People have said that I act older than I am
total: 6
Now add up all your x's - that's how old you act!
35
a doctor who is helpful
So glad my sister is getting somewhere now with her illness
so glad we have a doctor now that will actually take care of us
got myself a full time job, one that is frickin good
love the people i work with,
things are startin to look up
GO FUCK YOURSELF BITCH
BIG HEART MY ASS!
you seem to think everything that is going on,or has, is just some story
and think anytime i tell you something its just some dumb excuse, and just play along with me
the worse part is your poor acting, if you don't believe then say so, don't fuckin go Oh, ya.........of course
so sad darling
fuck you and your discount!
1. what bill do you hate paying the most?
shaw
2. where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
don't think i ever had one?
3. last time you drank and got out of control?
always in control, last time a drank, was last weekend?
4. when is the last time you did anything illegal?
no idea?
5. name of your first grade teacher?
Mrs. Morrison
6. what do you really want to be doing right now?
sleeping.....not sick
7. what did you want to be when you were young?
same person just older i guess?
8. how many colleges did you attend
HA, none
9. why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now?
because i wanted something comfy to sleep in
10. gas prices?
$113.9...........it keeps changin tho, jee i love workin at a gas station.......
11. if you could move anywhere?
back to armstrong
12. first thought this morning?
why cant i sleep.........
13. last thought before going to sleep last night?
hope i fucking sleep
14. what errand/chore do you despise?
mhmm..... cleaning my bathroom? lol
15. if you didn't have to work forever, would you volunteer?
Most likley
16. get up early or sleep in?
which ever
17. what is your favourite cartoon character?
Scooby-Doo
18. favorite things to do with a friend in the evening?
hangout, watch movies
19. when did you first start feeling old?
almost 2 years ago i guess......
20. favorite 80's movie?
too many to name.....
21. your favorite lunch meat?
Chicken?
22. what do you get almost every time you go into Walmart?
Variety of things, i never go, which is funny, i pretty much used to live/work there everyday......
thats like the last place you'll find me now
23. beach or lake?
lake?
24. how many people have you stalked on facebook
a few
25.guilty pleasure
my bed? cookie dough
26. favorite movie you wouldn't want anyone to find out about?
uh?
27. what's your drink?
depends on my mood
28. what is the first thing you do in the morning?
Turn off my alarm, get up and pee lol
29. who from high school would you like to run into?
Who ever.
30. what radio station is your car radio tuned to right now?
dont got a car
31. do you think you will live to be really old or die young?
old enough.
32. if you could get away with it, who would you erase from existence?
good question...?could it be something instead of who?
33. what famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with?
tons?
34. what famous person(s) would you like to sleep with?
no idea?
35. have you ever had to use a fire extinguisher for its intended purpose?
never used one.
36. last book you read for real?
Linda Howard's books.....?
37. do you have a teddy bear?
Teddy
38. strangest place you have ever brushed your teeth?
in the bathroom at school?
39. somewhere in california you've never been and would like to go?
havent been there ever so anywhere?
40. do you go to church?
nope
41. at this point in life, would you rather start a new career or new relationship?
Both
42. just how OLD are you?
19, with a few months till 20.....
pick the month you were born in
1 - i cuddled with
2 - i killed
3 - i ran naked with
4 - i raped
5 - i killed
6 - i banged
7 - i needed
8 - i ran shirtless with
9 - i stabbed
10 - i ate out
11 - i slept with
12- i smoked with
pick the day (number) you were born on
01 - a pickle
02 - a horse
03 - a pornstar
04 - a toothbrush
05 - you
06 - a bag of weed
07 - a prostitute
08 - a bisexual
09 - an orange
10 - a homo
11 - the trojan man
12 - Paris Hilton
13 - a whore
14 - a cat
15 -the kool-aid man
16 - paris hilton
17 - your mom
18 - a dog
19 - a jew
20 - a crackhead
21 - a bowl of cereal
22 - an easter egg
23 - a french fry
24 - a condom
25 - a jar of honey
26 - a lesbian
27 - a homeless guy
28 - my ex
29 - your dealer
30 - a stripper
31 - ur grandma
pick the color of shirt you are wearing
white - because thats how i roll
black - because im sexy
pink - because the oompa loompas told me to
red - because i have AMAZING boobs
blue - because i'm a pimp and your jealous
polka dots - because i hate my life
purple - because im gay
gray - because i love marijuana
other - because i have double D's
green - because im beautiful
orange - because i smoke crack
turqoise - because i have a noodle in my nose
brown - because i had to
shirtless - because ive got abs
Back from armstrong, really had no time to hang out with really anyone, it sucked
but it happens, be back up soon anyway for a wedding, well hopefully lol
Leaving today, be in armstrong this afternoon
be there for a week or so
FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK!
way to screw my sister and i over
hopefully by the time im back, you'll have given me more hours, if not
i'll have to get myself another job that will
fuck! >.<
How much have YOU changed in 3 years?
Where did you go to school?
Then: PVSS
Now: none
Where did you live ?
Then: Vernon
Now: Abbotsford
Who was your best friends?
Then: Jessica, Camella, Tasha,
Now: Jessica Camella, Tasha,
What was your hair style:
Then: FUCK! if i know hahaha
Now: redish brown, and medium length and curly as fuck
Did you wear glasses?
Then: yup
Now: yup
How many tattoos did you have?
Then: 0
Now: 1
How many piercings did you have?
Then: 12, 13?
Now: 10
What car did you drive?
Then: nadda
Now: nadda
What was your worst fear?
Then: losing my mother before her time
Now: finding out my brother and sister are ill.....
Had you smoked a cigarette?
Then: once in a blue moon
Now: naw
Had your heart broken?
Then: i believe so?
Now: slightly still broken i guess
Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter?
Then: single/taken/bitter
Now: single
Honestly say , I Love my job
i became a keyholder after being there for almost 4 weeks, im amazing! lol
Yes i have an ego now hahaha
Changed my total outlook on life as we know it.........makes me realize so much more of the story from my mother's point of view.........
Honestly i'm not sure how to act/react right now, i've been like completely moved
I don't know if i should cry, or laugh, or anything......im just stunned
Yesterday, June 28th, a year ago yesterday, was the day of my mother's funeral
i can't believe still that a year has indeed passed, i remember her funeral so well,
its just weird to think back, to think my sister, her kids and i were all living in
Vernon, this time last year, and now we're here, its just like wow, everything we've
done and everything we've changed, its just amazing that it tall took place in a
matter of one year............
Considering what has happened, we've done pretty well for ourselves
even now, while my sister is getting tests done, we know shes sick, but we're still kicking ass at living lol
I hate this feeling rushed shit
fucking hate it!
stupid people ugh