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R.I.P. MATTHEW LEE MARTINS .�

R.I.P. Matthew Lee Martins.
September 20, 1988- July 02, 2005

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He was 16 years old when he passed away with a tragic death.
It was 2:30am on July 2,2005 he was meeting his friends at surrey
central skytrain station when he was brutally attacked by a couple
the man was 27years old and the woman was 22. Matt had no
relation to them it was just robbery; and sadly Matthew Martins
did not get away. Someone had heard screaming and called the
police once the police got there they found Matt, laying in a pool
of blood, holding on for life. Matt passed away that morning at 9:45am.[/center][/FONT]

Matthew was such a sweet guy with nothing to hide, he was always so true to everyone
no matter who it was. He was 5'3" brown hair and brown eyes that just seemed like the
gate way to his soul and a smile that just made you fall inlove with him. He had so many
friends and family that cared about him they ment the world to him and he ment the world
to everyone that new him. He was so kind and caring and didnt deserve this it came to a
shock to all his family. So much to live for and these people had tooken his life away from him.
So many memorys he shares with all his friends and family each one just as special as the next.
Matt was a teenage boy with so much to look forward to still so much of the world to see.
He still needed to graduate and raise a family and have kids and because of someones cold
heartedness he isn't going to experience that. Now all we can do for matt is pray for him
because now he is in a better place. Even though he is not with us physically he will always
be in our hearts. Dont cry for him smile and laugh at all the moments that people had with
him because with matthew his bonds with everyone were so pure and all different in some
ways but at the end of it all one thing they all had in commen was the loved he shared for
each one of them. Just remember we might have lost a friend, a lover, a son, a student,
a brother and all the other roles he took on but we gained an angel because god needed
him up there god really does hand pick his angels the good die young and the rest stay on
earth because he has another path for them.

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iN tHe NaMe Of ThE FaThEr,
tHe SoN, tHe HoLy SpIrIt, tHe SaInT
�~~~aMeN~~~�

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FROM FAMILY/FRIENDS TO MATTHEW.

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its been two and a half years, just over a year since I wrote on here last.
I wake up with the thought of you, and every day I realise its a day longer
that i haven't been with you. but also a day less till I see you.
your voice, sometimes I get scared that I don't remember what it sounds like
sometimes I play a video of you just to remember you. you were something
special one of a kind. I miss it, I miss you. my only regret, is not standing up
for what was right. and for not being able to say goodbye. Im sorry.
our memories will always be carried with me.
and as the years go bye, the moment I cross the stage on graduation or
the moment I walk down the isle I know you'll always be on my side.
growing up is so frightening, but Im glad your my angel to help me along the way.
p.s I love you.

Dear Matt,

We all talk about you like weve known you for life but to many of us you werent a best friend. You werent someone we turned to when the times got tough and you werent someone we cried to, but that doesnt mean you werent to someone somewhere. Through all this commotion, it seems that you have turned into that person for so many of us so thank you. Even if we still dont understand why you had to leave and why you never had the opportunity to say goodbye, at least we all have some comfort in knowing that you are now someone for us all to look to. They say that you only become famous when you die, but fame is never what we seek. We seek love and hope and that is what you have given us. I wont sit here and say that I miss you and every day I think about you because thats not the kind of impact you had on my life. I can say however that every time I do think of you, there is a reason and it is through that reason I am able to find comfort in your passing. Thank you for giving us all a second hope Matt and as they sayin your passing we have all gained an angel. One to look over us and one for us to look to. You are a blessing to us all.
Matt Kennedy

I am invisible, understand, simply because people refuse to see me... ...they only see my surroundings, themselves, or figments of their imagination -- indeed, everything and anything except me."

Ralph Ellison

DEAR Matthew,

seems like a lifetime ago that you were in my arms telling stupid stories about what you did in school for the day, specially making fun of that australian teacher of yours. although you're not here with me at the moment, i still feel you, i see you through mitchell, braydan and chhaya. my heart has an empty void without you here to complete it. you have impacted so many with your grace and i am so grateful that i was one of the lucky ones that got to know you. i thank god everyday for the chance he gave me, that you were mine for a time in our lives. you have taught me to be human again, pain and hurt brings people back to the ground reminding them of their mortality. you have reminded me that i am not a rock, i can't be emotionless and heartless. i feel the pain matty, and it hurts. it hurts so much at times that i sulk in bed all day, and i don't sleep at night, i vacuum at 3 in the morning, just thinking about you. at times i find myself waiting by my parent's steps for you to come get me from auntie jeane's. i wait for those random phone calls i'd get from you asking me to pluck your eyebrows or just a simple "hi shorty, i really want to see you...are you free?" I'm always free for a visit, and you know that. if this pain i feel is the only way i can feel connected to you i will gladly feel like this forever and a day until i see you again. i feel so much closer to you when im with your family, but it hurts so much to see them in pain cause it amplifies my pain because i can't make it better. baby make it better, please.i know you're there protecting us, protecting me, and i know you're there cheering me on when i can't bring out the best in me. thanks for the strength that you fuel us with everyday. i miss you, and i always will until i see that beautiful face of yours again.
always, Shorty[/font]

dear, matthew

your missed alot by everyone down in here, i wish you were still here though
i was just here sitting, then all of a sudden i remind myself of you... i dont know
why this happens, i always try to forget - kauz if i dont ill get so sad.. but yenno
what i think i shouldnt forget i think i should reminise all the times we chilled &
had fun , like when we were younger - playing on the trampoline.. & you getting
mad at us when we were harsh just playing with the lighter like little pyros aha
those were the days .. awe - it doesnt feel right here.. i talk to mitchell all the time.
he seems to be doing fine =) that's a good thing. & i talked to your little brother
a couple weeks ago, it was good talking to him. omg this wasnt supposed to happen
they say the good die young. i dont like that saying but its the truth, but it shouldnt
have been you in heaven leaving everyone behind... but your in heaven now ..
its the best place to have found - im glad you got a home - but i wish you didnt
have to be alone - i wish you was here with family - laughing, joking & you taking
good care of me - well all i have to say now is rest in peace , kauz ' you got a
great place & baby you got the K E Y S . to enter in tha home of your new paradise.
i miss you so much , rip matty . remember everyone loves you & misses you.

love lots, emita garcia; your little trouble maker.

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