Well read this fucking message sorry im in a pissed mood you'll see why....

Caulista Marie Curiosity -Clutse- says:
oh ur status.... courtneys avoiding u?
Why is she avoiding me says:
yeah but that could be cause she is getting sick
or is just afraid
Caulista Marie Curiosity -Clutse- says:
afriad?
Why is she avoiding me says:
afraid ima leave her
Caulista Marie Curiosity -Clutse- says:
but u wont right?
Why is she avoiding me says:
FUCK NO i don't know where the fuck you girls get these fucking ideas from
Caulista Marie Curiosity -Clutse- says:
whoa jack...
Why is she avoiding me says:
what woah it's true girls think just cause 90% of the male population is a bunch of asses and there ain't any guys intrested in clarity instead of quantity like fuck is it so hard to believe a guy is true with his fucking words but noooo the female population has to categoritize the guys with clarity and who think with there head and heart and they put us with the guys who think with there penis
i hate being categoritized it's bullshit it is like me saying just cause 70% of women aren't virgens the rest of the females are the same so the whole female race must be whores like gawd wtf is wrong with the whole society can't we have one moment where people think were genuine and not up to something it's not like im a car salesman going about buy this car cause it will make you penis bigger
and then you get the car and find out your penis is the same size and your like woah that guy lied to me he said this would make my penis bigger so now that the guy lied to me everyone in the world is gonna lie to me and ima be full of dissapointment if your so depressed to think that people then just end it like seriously no one gives a fuck about those kind of people that go around making them
feel like shit for not giving a crap
Thats all i have to say about that
(rant ends here but it still gets intresting after so here's the rest)

Caulista Marie Curiosity -Clutse- says:
o.o
v.v
Why is she avoiding me says:
think about it this is all true the female race is almost as fucked up as the male race except for the fact the male race demeans girls and make them feel like they have to fit the image of perfection and that nothing else will do
Caulista Marie Curiosity -Clutse- says:
try because we've had our haerts broken inot pieces! Sure, guys have too but u also
dont have to deal wiht the things girls do, guys have it easy, all they have to do is seduce us! Were so vulnerable, less muscle mass, EVERYTHING and u think GUYS have it bad. I freak out because my bf hasnt talked to me in 4 days!!!!! and last time we talked he barely spoke! u try not being nervous jack! FUCK! and that last part... we r told we have to look a certain way to be loved... guys, dont
Why is she avoiding me says:
well girls are less superficial then guys i must say
i used to think it was the other way around till i made guy friends
well im also nervous too cause court got online and as soon as i said hey to her she got off like i was a lepar or something
she hads done that for 2 days now
sometimes she will stay on but still not say a thing im freaking out like is it a test is she gonna ignore me for a month to see if im faithful or what the fuck knot
Caulista Marie Curiosity -Clutse- says:
I understand jack. I really do. The fact that shes doing that is usually bad. I am freaking for a reason. so r u. Im sorry ur having a rough time.
Why is she avoiding me says:
it doesn't help me either being the paranoid fuck i am either when i saw the matrix i was like holy fucking shit i started overthinking life and came up with diffrent theorys i came up with one so fucked up like what happens if this world is just meant for me and everyone is a program in my life what if im in a sleep induced coma and when i sleep at night the dreams i have are not dreams there memorys and a mix of viruses that fuck with the memory's to make us realize that were living in the real world and if this world was a fake i would live with it even though i would know the love courtney feels for me is a program is my induced sleep
Caulista Marie Curiosity -Clutse- says:
*hugs u*
Why is she avoiding me says:
i know i may be insane a little but it is better to be a paranoid self aware goth then some poser who doesn't even explore there pits of there mind MAN MY MIND MAKES ME GO CRAZY SOMETIME PROBALLY NEED TO SLEEP MORE AND BEFORE MY MIND GOES CRAZY AND TELLS ME MORE THEORYS OF LIFE WHICH I THEN INFFLICT ON YOUNG IMPRESSIONABLE MINDS THAT CALL ME SATAN

these are convos i have nowadays