I miss Sheldon so much. His eyes, the way he flips his hair, his half smile, his touch, when he kisses me on the cheek, surprise kisses, big hugs, cuddles till we fall asleep, his heart beat, the way he says i love you, his smell, the way his eyes shine when i look into them, the play fights, i miss his voice, when he puts his hands in his pockets flips his hair and looks me in the eyes, our i love you more arguments, over an hour long phone calls, telling we love each other so much that i get emotional, the way he kisses my neck, when he rubs my back to help me fall asleep, his goodnight kisses, his good morning kisses he gives me to wake me up, i miss laughing really hard with him, laying in my bed on a Friday night doing nothing but being in each others presence. what it comes down too is i miss him, a lot. I love Sheldon so much its crazy, honestly no one will ever understand. i finally get to see him Thursday. haven't seen him since last Wednesday, and that was only for a few hours and before then it wasn't since Sunday. good lord i miss my baby. i just wanna be next to him, him holding me. a kiss. a hug. an i love you in person. ugh ):