me is a big secret.......
if buffy is not mine





screaming out what you feel..

Why Did You Say " I L o v e Y o u "
If It Wasnt Really There
Why Did You Talk About F e e l i n g s
When You R e a l l y Didn't Care
Why Did You Hold My Hand'
When You're Just Gonna B r e a k M y H e a r t
Why Did You Say You Are Gonna
When You Didn ' t Plan To Start
Why Did You Look I n t o M y E y e s
When All You Did Was L i e
Why Did You Say H e l l o
When You R e a l l y Meant G o o d b y e

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HEHE
JUST KNOW HOW MUCH BRILIANT YOU ARE..:)


1. Which one of the five choices makes the best comparison? LIVED is to DEVIL as 6323 is to:
2336
6232
3236
3326
6332

2. Which one of these five is least like the other four?
Horse
Kangaroo
Cow
Deer
Donkey

3. Which number should come next? 144 121 100 81 64 ?
17
19
36
49
50

4. Even the most ___________ rose has thorns.
Ugly
Weathered
Elusive
Noxious
Tempting

5. HAND is to Glove as HEAD is to
Hair
Hat
Neck
Earring
Hairpin

6. is to as is to







7. John likes 400 but not 300; he likes 100 but not 99; he likes 3600 but not 3700. Which does he like?
900
1000
1100
1200

8. A fallacious argument is:
Disturbing
Valid
False
Necessary

9. If you rearrange the letters "ANLDEGN," you would have the name of a(n):
Ocean
Country
State
City
Animal

10. NASA received three messages in a strange language from a distant planet. The scientists studied the messages and found that "Necor Buldon Slock" means "Danger Rocket Explosion" and "Edwan Mynor Necor" means "Danger Spaceship Fire" and "Buldon Gimilzor Gondor" means "Bad Gas Explosion". What does "Slock" mean?
Danger
Explosion
Nothing
Rocket
Gas

11. If some Wicks are Slicks, and some Slicks are Snicks, then some Wicks are definitely Snicks. The statement is:
True
False
Neither

12. Ann is taller than Jill, and Kelly is shorter than Ann. Which of the following statements would be most accurate?
Kelly is taller than Jill
Kelly is shorter than Jill
Kelly is as tall as Jill
It's impossible to tell

13. A boy is 4 years old and his sister is three times as old as he is. When the boy is 12 years old, how old will his sister be?
16
20
24
28
32

14. Assume that these two statements are true: All brown-haired men have bad tempers. Larry is a brown-haired man. The statement Larry has a bad temper is:
True
False
Unable to determine

15. Two girls caught 25 frogs. Lisa caught four times as many as Jen did. How many frogs did Jen catch?
4
5
8
10
15

16. Inept is the opposite of:
Healthy
Deep
Skillful
Sad
Happy

17. A car traveled 28 miles in 30 minutes. How many miles per hour was it traveling?
28
36
56
58
62

18. If all Zips are Zoodles, and all Zoodles are Zonkers, then all Zips are definitely Zonkers.
The above sentence is logically:
True
False
Neither

19. Sue is both the 50th best and the 50th worst student at her school. How many students attend her school?
50
75
99
100
101

20. In a race from point X to point Y and back, Jack averages 30 miles per hour to point Y and 10 miles per hour back to point X. Sandy averages 20 miles per hour in both directions. Between Jack and Sandy, who finished first?
Jack
Sandy
They tie
Neither
Impossible to tell

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I rolled out of my bed, and I cried.
I looked in my mirror, and I cried.
I got dressed and I cried.

One sock, sob.
Two sock, sob.
Bra, sob.
Thong, sob.
Shirt, sob.
Pants, sob.

I washed my hair, and I cried.
I brushed my face, and I cried.
Because I so ****** that up.
My mom said 'hi', and I cried.
My dad said 'hi' and I cried.
My cat said 'meow, *****' and I cried.

I was having sex, and I cried.
I was writing songs and I cried.
I was writing a song about crying, and I cried.
I knit myself a sweater, and I cried.
I was crying, and I cried.


Because it was really sad, like that.

***that poem is from my friend justashadow

roses are dead... violets are too
im still in love... but not with you

thought you hurt me... and made me cry
but i was in love... with another gurl

simply because... you have no class
all you can do... is kiss my dick

you sit around ... and talk your sh*t
so fcuk you... and your lil rppin pussy

thought you left me... but i left you
what my gurl is doing... you cant do

you tell your hommies... you play me like a b*tch
and i tell my girls... you have a bad pussy

you said you loved me... but it wasnt true
well guess what mother fcuker... you got played too!
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I will never find another lover
sweeter than you, sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover
more precious than you, more precious than you
Cause girl your
Close to me you like my mother, close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister, close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one, my everything
And to you this song I sing
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Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could have prayed for
Here you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad your my gurl
And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
tonight
I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine
It's the way we touch, it soothes me
It's the way we'll always be
your kiss your pretty smile
you know i'd die for
oh baby
you're all i need
and did I tell you that I love you
just how much i really need you
did I tell you that I love you
tonight





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Didn't want to tell you I loved you,
In case you didn't feel it too.
But I just couldn't keep quiet,
I didn't know what to do...

The worst part was not knowing
What you would say,
About how you feel and what you want
When I chose the day

To put my pain to rest,
Get my feelings offa my chest,
Tell you you was the one I wanted,
Ya didn't compare to the rest.

Cos' I knew you was somethin' special,
When I looked into your eyes.
So clear, blue and pretty,
A reflection of summer skies.

It wasn't just your beauty though,
You really touched my soul,
Made me feel what others couldn't,
We should be as a whole,

Not the two seperate beings,
That we living as now,
I wanna tell you I love you,
But still I don't know how...

thanx for the poem ..

thats from leon..NO37..if you wanna read more of these,,ask him to show ok???


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You leaned over and you kissed me
I felt my knees go weak
You leaned over and you kissed me
I couldn't even speak
You leaned over and you kissed me
With a passion flowing free
You leaned over and you kissed me
Sparks flew that we could see
You leaned over and you kissed me
A touch so soft and tender
You leaned over and you kissed me
A kiss I would remember
You leaned over and you kissed me
I'm sure I kissed you back
You leaned over and you kissed me
With the fire no kiss should lack
You leaned over and you kissed me
You left me wanting more
You leaned over and you kissed me
My soul you did explore
You leaned over and you kissed me
My heart no longer full of pain
You leaned over and you kissed me
Darling, kiss me once again ............


how would you feel??

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Somewhere between the *procrastination* and the homework..
and the incessant forwards
and the friendships and the calls
to each other complaining about CrUsHeS and
BF/GF!! Somewhere between the phone calls to old
friends and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's" and
the "What are we doing tonight's?" And somewhere
between all of the changing and growing...
somewhere between the classes and the skipping
classes...and the StUdYiNg for teStS...And the
PRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS...
And the downright NOT StUdYiNg for TeStS...
I forgot--I forgot what ScHooL was all about.


Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck coffee,
and Mc Donald's... paying bills and then not paying bills...
Making plans then breaking plans... Appearing, Disappearing,
then reappearing... I forgot--I forgot what it was like to cry.
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you
happy... And that pretending to
be SmArT doesn't make you smart .. I forgot
that you can't just forget the past in
fear of the FUTURE... I forgot that you
can't control falling in LoVe..
And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe*
.... I learned that I can LOVE... I
learned that it's okay to MEsS UP....
And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's
okay to feel like crap... I learned it's okay to cOmPLaiN
and wHINe to all your friends for a whole day........
I learned that sometimes the things you want
most you just can't have and the things that
you look for are right in front of you.
I learned that the greatest thing about
HiGh ScHOoL and CoLLeGe and the working world
it isn't about the parties or the
DRiNKiNG or the Hookups ...

It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget
are the things which we most need to talk about...
I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things...
I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does! ...
but with the love and support of friends - you survive...
I've learned that when you start feeling BaD
about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost!
They too, are feeling the same way....

I learned that letters from friends are the
most important things. And that sending cards to your
friends makes you feel better! But, basically, I just learned
that my friends........ Both old and new..... are the most important
people to me in the world AND.......without them, I wouldn't be who
I am today.....


So this is a THANK YOU to all of my friends...
For always being there. And even if we're not on good terms
or we have lost touch... I will always have an unconditional
love for you.. ~Always and forever ~







poems,arts,loves!!


singing with my band..the big gang!!


..ülkücüler..


"Pain"-Jimmy Eat World

I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.

Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.

It's a lie. A kiss with open eyes
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind these are hurried times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.

I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Everytime I quit

Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.

I can't let it bother me.

It takes my pain away...

but l cant manage..

everything that I see him two years later,
Skinny, slow and pale.
she's almost now a stranger,
This girl is oh so frail.

Can't do anything alone,
Living a way no-one should.
Not knowing why it was,
I'd help her if I could.

Mom came to wake me up,
Not knowing what was wrong.
I didn't think much of it,
But it didn't take long.

At first it didn't seem real,
she did nothing to deserve this.
From now and forever,
This girl I will miss.
someone that l dont like do..
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you can't imagine how much this fucking hurts.
how torn apart my mind has become.
i need to spare myself, from these endless tears.
i no longer want to look into the mirror.
i'm tired of being strong.
do you ever feel so alone, your own existence goes unnoticed.
yes, i'm talking about myself,
i'm not afraid to say i'm so tired of impressing you.
have you ever rebelled against everything you believed, how fucked is that?
this needs to be for me i need to fix this broken, fix this broken heart.
one day rejection will be off my doorstep,
and your eyes will fill with the passion that pumps through my veins
and falls from my eyes.
you are my demise.
and through it kisses my heart, i am still broken...

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Loving This...
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got..

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have you ever lived my life?
spent one minute in my shoes?
if you havent then tell me why
you judge me as you do.

have you ever woken up in the morning
wondering if this was your last day on earth?
have you ever left your house
unsure if you'd return?

Have you seen your friend get shot
outside his favourite store?
have you ever seen a friend die
from drugs he'd never used before?

have you ever seen your mom get beat up
by your stepdad messed up on booze?
have you ever had an unwanted pregnancy
forcing you to choose?

have you ever sat beneath the stars
hoping god will hear?
have you ever seen your friend drive away
after way too many beers?

have your ever had a friend
experiment with weed?
have you ever covered up guilt
by doing a good deed?

have you ever considered suicide
as the only way?
have you ever tried to hide yourself
behind the things you say?

have you ever wanted to protect
your friends and everyone in sight?
have you ever felt so much pain
that you cry yourself to sleep at night?

have you ever lived my life,
spent one minute in my shoes?
if you haven't, then tell me why
you judge me as you do.

By,Tiffany Blevins

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Baby, I love you, you are my life
The happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side
You're my relation, in connection to the sun
With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops, high in the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight, I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud, proud to be your girl
You make the confusion go all away from this cold and messed up world

I am in love with you, you set me free
I can't do this thing, a life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you, I'll never leave
Just keep loving me, the way I love you loving me

And I know you love me, love me for who I am
'Cause years before I became who I am, baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy, easy loving me
But I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me
Later on in my destiny, I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife and I see my whole future in your eyes
The thought of all my love for you sometimes makes me wanna cry
I realize all my blessings, I'm grateful to have you by my side..