There is a saying, 'Out of sight, out of mind.'
But how can that be true?
You are not here, yet I can't get you out of my mind

the most fucked up night evvvvvvaaaaaaaa
1.got punched in tha head
2. happy was drunk as fuck nd high
3. wish ud just tell me

I have. . . (count up the number of things you have done from the list and then at the end add them all up)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
TOTAL: 8

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
TOTAL: 18

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
TOTAL: 26

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 34

1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5.dressed gangster
6. stole something.
7. been too drunk to remember anything.
8. blacked out.
9. fainted.
10. had a crush on a neighbor.
TOTAL: 40

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 46

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
TOTAL: 56

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10. been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 63

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drank and driven.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
TOTAL: 73

Grand Total: 70
If you have less than 10, write "I'm a goody-goody"
If you have more than 10, write "I'm still a goody goody"
If you have more than 20, write "I'm average"
If you have more than 30, write "I'm a bad kid"
If you have more than 40, write "I'm a very bad influence"
If you have more than 50, write "I'm a horrible person"
If you have more than 60, write "I should be in jail"
if you have more than 70, write "i should be dead"

fuck cant stand this feeling anymore feel like giving up on everything idk what to do

JESSE [JUBEJUBE]
how bb u mean so much to me
wve been though alot
almost lost u a few times but got yeah back
i love u so much ure the world to me
u are the reason why i wake up with a smile in the morn
love ya long time


ANDRIA [CHEWY]
u have to be the most amazing
wacky fun big sister ever
i love u cause u are who u are
never though when i meet u we would'become close
but hey shit happends and this is some pretty good shit
no matter what u make me smile
and if any girl/boy ever hurts u they better hide
cause i got a baseball bat with there name on it
love ya long time

TASHIE
we have are disagreemnts and such
but no matter what im there
and i always will be
we have had some fun times and made some
fun memorys the onlt good thing that came outta sheila
was becoming friends with u
miss last year though it was amazing
love ya long time 2

SASHIE
my bro
where fucked up when we chill together
but hey we rock it
memorise have been made and hopefuly meny more will come
and ill be there to kick some ass when a girl breaks ure heart
lol and they wont be able to tell who did it cause we look a like apprently lmfao
mirros and us go together like a phone to andria and jesse lmfao

going to school today wow hope it goes well

math with tashie

last night was pretty fun

juggalos for halloween

with andria,jesse,dustin, and the dragon was jordan

had fun though except for somethings said

the flamng homos

me
sasha

the sexy bitches

jesse
andria
tashie


lmfao all girls to

mother fucker wanna talk dat shit fuck dat i aint gonna let u disrespect me like dat
better run bitch u chumps dont know me seems someone always gotta have beef with me so come fight be ill beat yeah bitch to i tryed to leave this shit alone

Name: amanda
Sex: Female.
Age: 16
Grade: 10
Nicknames: panda,mandy,syxx,
Location: calgary
Birthday: jan 3
Height: 5'10"
Weight: 130
Hair color: Blonde
Eye color: blue
Best friends: tashie,dale,stacy
Girlfriend/boyfriend: jesse gf
Piercings: Earss
Crush: jesse
Tattoos: noo
Fears: Failure,

DO YOU:
Smoke: yep sure do
Drink: better belive it
Swear: Fuck yess
Want to go to college: maybe
Want to get married: not sure
Believe in yourself: Not really....
Like thunder/lightning storms: love them
Want to die: when im really old.

DONE IN THE PAST MONTH:
Drank Alcohol: like.. all the time.
Smoked: yep
Made out: nope.
Went to the mall: yeaaah. three or four
Been on stage: i don't think so...
Been dumped: noooooope
Been skinny dipping: noope
Stole something: yep

HAVE YOU EVER:
Been extremely intoxicated: yeeeeeeea!
Cried over someone of the opposite sex: for sure.
Loved Somebody: yeah
Wanted to tell someone you love them: yeah..
Set a body part on fire for amusement: yeah hand

FAVOURITES:
Color: green.pink black
Kind of music: rap
Food: chicken wings
Ice cream: tiger
Sport: basketball hockey
TV Show: Trailer Park Boys
Fruit: kiwi
Store: man deez,randy river
Holiday: christmas
Season: Summer

1.seems everythings falling apart but you put the smile back on my face when i feel like giving up
2.people can try to brake me but i aint in a state to let em


fuck haters your just making me famouse

hold onto something good and dont let go


your my good thing baby and im not letting go this time
love ya bb

if i had it my way i would keep everything the way it is but i dont have it my way so ill just keep with the flow and cross my finger and pray to god nothing changes cause i dont want anything to change

fuck what ya hatters have to say cause we gonna stay this way
no ones gonna break us