Attention All!!! I AM A COMPLETE RETARD!
My girlfriend has cheated on me....My girlfriend of almost four months, who has lived with me for one month, has abandoned me for someone she works with. On Friday, I was in a bad mood, same as Saturday, and I pushed her away apparently. Sunday, she went to a SuperBowl party for work, and I didnt' go because I had homework. I was feeling uneasy and such, feeling bad about being in a bad mood I texted her saying, "Kayla, I'm sorry.....*blah blah blah*....do you want to break up with me?"
I didn't want to break up with her, farthest from the truth. APPARENTLY (heard from a friend), she took that as I wanted to break up with her, and ended up hooking up with a guy at work that likes her. I found this out yesterday, I cried my eyes out for a good hour, broke a chair, and hurt my foot kicking a table half way across the room. Me and my mom packed up all her stuff in garbage bags, and since my mom works with her, my mom will be giving her her stuff today.
Well.....I was a compelte fucking fool. I hate myself right now, but I hate that two timing whore even more right now.
I call her after class, telling her I want to get back together with her, saying we shouldn't be over over stupid miscommunications. Well, turns out she just wanted to be friends for now, which I am fine with.
BUT
My friend calls me at work and tells me she is actually dating the stupid fucker now, and to boot, he's a drunken pot head who goes through girls in two weeks. I gave her a good life, I took her away from all that shit...and she goes back. She claims she only thought about breaking up with me on Friday-Sunday, which is a crock of shit. Over the past weeks, my private eye (read: friend) has seen the two getting a bit closer........FUCK! I hate this so fucking much!
She claims she wants to be friends, but I can't be friends with the lying whore, I really can't. If she couldn't tell me she was with the asshole, how can I trust her? How much of the relationship had been a lie?
My girlfriend has cheated on me....My girlfriend of almost four months, who has lived with me for one month, has abandoned me for someone she works with. On Friday, I was in a bad mood, same as Saturday, and I pushed her away apparently. Sunday, she went to a SuperBowl party for work, and I didnt' go because I had homework. I was feeling uneasy and such, feeling bad about being in a bad mood I texted her saying, "Kayla, I'm sorry.....*blah blah blah*....do you want to break up with me?"
I didn't want to break up with her, farthest from the truth. APPARENTLY (heard from a friend), she took that as I wanted to break up with her, and ended up hooking up with a guy at work that likes her. I found this out yesterday, I cried my eyes out for a good hour, broke a chair, and hurt my foot kicking a table half way across the room. Me and my mom packed up all her stuff in garbage bags, and since my mom works with her, my mom will be giving her her stuff today.
Well.....I was a compelte fucking fool. I hate myself right now, but I hate that two timing whore even more right now.
I call her after class, telling her I want to get back together with her, saying we shouldn't be over over stupid miscommunications. Well, turns out she just wanted to be friends for now, which I am fine with.
BUT
My friend calls me at work and tells me she is actually dating the stupid fucker now, and to boot, he's a drunken pot head who goes through girls in two weeks. I gave her a good life, I took her away from all that shit...and she goes back. She claims she only thought about breaking up with me on Friday-Sunday, which is a crock of shit. Over the past weeks, my private eye (read: friend) has seen the two getting a bit closer........FUCK! I hate this so fucking much!
She claims she wants to be friends, but I can't be friends with the lying whore, I really can't. If she couldn't tell me she was with the asshole, how can I trust her? How much of the relationship had been a lie?
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