Happy life until your 50 then horrible life & painful death, cause id probably want to die when i got that old. LOL.

if you have a horrible life and then a good one after 50, how would you be with the love of your life?
o.0
cause your life would be horrible
unless you met the person at age 50+
but that's pretty gay, cause you're already all grown up and gettin old and shit.
and i mean, youth is some of the most exciting times in a person's life
like high school years.
also the most stressful and painful if you have a bad high school/youth experience
cause of hormones and shit.
then it gets better as you get older
so i voted the first one,
i'd rather live my life to the fullest and be happy and everything be wonderful, from birth til age 50
and its not like a huge amount of people live till 100+
i mean my great grandma died at 104
but even so
she was useless
couldn't remember her own children
of course she was healthy as a horse and blessed and shit, but she was pretty much useless
i mean when it came to things like remembering your own family.
which would suck if you couldn't remember your children
and by then obviously her lover was dead, so she was without him
even if he was still alive with her til age 104, she would probably wake up not knowing who he was
and taht's just how our bodies work when they get that old
they fall apart, even if we're as healthy as we could possible be
ANYWAYS
so that's my opinion
i'd rather be happy when i'm young and full of life with soooo many experiences ahead of me (til age 50 i guess if i'm gonna die then...which is still like all of the experiences you could really go through)
i wouldn't want my life to be shit when i'm doing that
i'd become depressed and all fucked up and by the time i was 50 how would i have a wonderful life after it?
even so
even if i magically did turn everything around
all the memories i would have would be bad ones
my high school experience, growing up as a child
my 20's and 30's which are supposed to be prime
would all suck
if i had a horrible life, i probably wouldn't have a husband
at least not a good one
and then i wouldn't have kids or grand kids,
and if i did they'd be the father of some prick that i would end up leaving
so i'd have this messed up family and all i could tell my messed up kids and grand kids about would be my shitty life experiences
if my life were to turn around at 50,
it would most likely have nothing to do with the prick ex husband,
i'd find another good husband and he would be supportive of my kids/grand kids
and be a good dad
but obviously not the REAL dad
which isn't a bad thing, i mean i'm adopted i've never met or talked to my biological dad in my life
and it doesn't bother me
my adoptive dad, is my real dad
in a sense
BUT ANYWAYS
i'm just going on and on and on
and i could continue to do so
<.<
but yeah
my opinion

The second.
and the Notebook
was FACKING amazing