I don't understand how you can't not see what we're all trying to tell you.
You're being really stupid about everything. Like, really... what's going to happen
when he drops you on your ass and you have no one? Nothing, because you let
all your best friends go. Stop acting like you're the boss of everything. The world
does not revolve around you. Also, don't even pretend you know what I
went through. It's bad enough my head is so messed up because of it, I don't
need you pretending you went through the same thing. Don't even try to compare
them. I hurt every, it's something I live with. It's life to me. You REALLY don't
want this, so why are you acting like you're the one in pain from it? Nothing
happened between you two. Nothing. You hung out like twice, thought you maybe
liked him, he asked you out, you declined, and that's the end. Now it's two years
later and you act like you're the only victim in this. Like no one else's pain even
matters. Well what about mine? I'm so fucked up because of this, and i don't go
around telling people what happened. You're lucky I told you what i already did,
because that's the sort of pain I don't tend to tell anyone. I really hope you
learn how to grow up really soon because I'm sick and tired of you. People do
love you and want to be your friend, but we can't when you act like this. I'm so
frustrated that my words aren't even making sense. End of rant.
you are offically the uglyist people in my eyes. and that's saying a lot, 'cause
i'm one of those "sees beauty in everyone" type of person.
"Psalm 34:18 - The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."
Religion. Faith. One of the most controversial things of all time. My beliefs have changed significantly in the past few years. I was raised in the Roman Catholic church, but I never fully believed in it, or understood it until recently. I took a friends advice, and went to a youth group at a church I had never been to before. At first I was scared. I felt like I didn't know anyone, and no one knew me. I was an outcast. Only knowing one person, I felt like no one would want to know me or that no one would talk to me. I'm glad to say I was wrong. In the church I found acceptance. I found love, hope, and leadership. These beautiful children of God accepted me for who I am. That first night I was greated with many smiles. I made new friends, and with each passing sunday, I continue to make more. The friendships that have formed at Ignight will be forever. We are the children of God, and we are called to do what is right. We love and respect each other. We hold each other up when things are looking down, and when one isn't enough, we call upon our brothers and sisters of Christ and we help. We are together to protect each other. We are all beautiful. I feel so blessed to have a place I can call a second home. I love my faith, and I know that there are many other religions out there. But this is what is right for me. Wether your faith is different, or you don't even have one at all. I hope you at least have something to believe in.
I don't know about you, but I feel I have gone through some tough times in the past little while. I pray to God each night that she is safe, and that those who are responsible are found. I am so glad my prayers have been answered. I want to believe she is safe and happy. I wont say that we were the best of friends, but this is something that has taken our school, and our town, by storm. The unthinkable has happened, a beautiful girl has been taken. But I will always believe that she is in a better place. And even though this will take a long time to get over, I know that things will be make right.
Rest in peace, sweetheart. We will never forget you.
Matthew 11:25-30
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
I have never felt so amazed. I feel so lucky to have faith.
"It's amaing how there are some lyrics i can really relate to. I kind of love it."
You warned me that you were gonna leave
I never thought you would really go
I was blind but baby now I see
Broke your heart but now I know
That I was bein' such a fool (oooh)
And that I didn't deserve you (oooh)
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Lookin' at the letter you that you left
(the letter that you left, will I ever get you back?)
Wondering if I'll ever get you back
(oohaap, ooh ahh, oohaap, ooh ahh)
Dreamin' about when I'll see you next
(When will I see you next? Will I ever get you back?)
Knowing that I never will forget
(I won't forget, I won't forget)
That I was bein' such a fool (oooh)
And That I still don't deserve you (oooh)
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love, yeah
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
So tell me what we're fighting for
'Cause we know that truth means so much more
'Cause you would if you could, don't lie
'Cause I give everything that I've got left
To show you I mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool
But I can't live without you
Don't wanna fall asleep
Don't know if I'll get up
I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you, yeah
Don't wanna fall asleep (don't wanna fall asleep)
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up (who knows if I'll get up)
I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love, yeah
Begging to hear your voice (let me hear your voice)
Tell me you love me too (tell me you love me too)
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
