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Coffee, paint, friends on repeat. That's all I need to last me the night.
 

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one year and counting.


i love you so much, Ashlynn. i think about
you every day of my life. rest in peace.

Ashlynn Laura Handy, Janurary 4, 1989 - August 8, 2010.
 

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the love of my life:
today marks the day my childhood has ended. the last ten (or however many)
years have been like a gift to me. a huge, magical, gift. the hours i spent
believing a place like hogwarts exists, were truly some of my favorite memories.
the magic that the harry potter series has bestowed into my heart will continue
to live on in me forever. these books were an escape for me. something that
i could dive into that was not the real world. a place where great things
happened, and a place where i made my first few very best friends. to
say i am a fan would be wrong. i have grown up in the time of harry potter. i am
a collector, a warrior, a fighter, a lover, an admirer, and a believer of this. this
is real for me.




no one, alive or dead, can understand the bond i have held with Severus Snape
for the last ten years. he was and forever will be, the bravest man i know. his
courage will live on forever. rest in peace Severus.

 

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stupid, stupid, stupid.
I don't understand how you can't not see what we're all trying to tell you.
You're being really stupid about everything. Like, really... what's going to happen
when he drops you on your ass and you have no one? Nothing, because you let
all your best friends go. Stop acting like you're the boss of everything. The world
does not revolve around you. Also, don't even pretend you know what I
went through. It's bad enough my head is so messed up because of it, I don't
need you pretending you went through the same thing. Don't even try to compare
them. I hurt every, it's something I live with. It's life to me. You REALLY don't
want this, so why are you acting like you're the one in pain from it? Nothing
happened between you two. Nothing. You hung out like twice, thought you maybe
liked him, he asked you out, you declined, and that's the end. Now it's two years
later and you act like you're the only victim in this. Like no one else's pain even
matters. Well what about mine? I'm so fucked up because of this, and i don't go
around telling people what happened. You're lucky I told you what i already did,
because that's the sort of pain I don't tend to tell anyone. I really hope you
learn how to grow up really soon because I'm sick and tired of you. People do
love you and want to be your friend, but we can't when you act like this. I'm so
frustrated that my words aren't even making sense. End of rant.
 

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you are offically the uglyist people in my eyes. and that's saying a lot, 'cause
i'm one of those "sees beauty in everyone" type of person.
 

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rest in peace.
Ashlynn.

Sometimes the young are taken first, and they are always the best. You
mean so much to me. I remember the times you came to victoria and we'd spend
all our time together. Thats what good cousins do. We look out for each other and
we love each other. I'm sooo sorry it had to happen like this, and you're so young
too. I wish there was something I could have to to help you. To save you. But I
know there is nothing. I will never EVER forget you. You were such an amazing
and beautiful woman. You had so much to look forward to and I'm sad that
it didn't all happen. I hope God keeps you in his arms forever and looks after
one of the most special angels I know. Rest in peace, sweetheart. I love you <3
 

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1 Peter 5:6-7
Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift
you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

Isaiah 41:10
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will
strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Isaiah 35:4
say to those with fearful hearts, "Be strong, do not fear; your God
will come, he will come with vengeance; with divine retribution he will come to
save you."

 

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Attention, Niomi Jade! (Joey Tribianni) I love you. You are, and always will be, my best friend. Despite our complete differences, and how far away we live from each other now, that's not going to bring this friendship to a halt. I have no idea what I would do without you. You're one of the two people that can really, and truly understand me. You don't even judge me on how retarded I am. That's because it amuses you, but that's just fine and dandy. I still love you. You have been with me through it all. Every little bit of depression I went through, you were there for me. You were even there to slap me in the face when I made really bad decisions. I know it never stopped me, but when I came to it on my own, I knew that you were right. And I thank you for it. You shouldn't be so hard on yourself. Sometimes, I think that you forget how amazing, smart, beautiful and talented you are. I will never forget you, even when we grow old, and you realize that you don't need me anymore. I will always remember my best friend. The best friend that I could ever ask for. And I didn't even have to ask for you. You just stuck around, while everybody else left me in the blood and dust. I'm a different person then I was a couple years ago, and so are you, but even with our changes, we grew closer. That just goes to show how strong this is. I could go on and on forever about the things that I love, cherish, and remember about us, from beginning to now, but this is getting long. We're not gay puppets, we're not Burt and Erny, but we are friends for a lifetime.

Lots of love,
your best friend,
Char Sonnex (Chandler Bing)
CHARface;;
 

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it's not enough... it's never enough...
"It's amaing how there are some lyrics i can really relate to. I kind of love it."
You warned me that you were gonna leave
I never thought you would really go
I was blind but baby now I see
Broke your heart but now I know
That I was bein' such a fool (oooh)
And that I didn't deserve you (oooh)

I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you

Lookin' at the letter you that you left
(the letter that you left, will I ever get you back?)
Wondering if I'll ever get you back
(oohaap, ooh ahh, oohaap, ooh ahh)
Dreamin' about when I'll see you next
(When will I see you next? Will I ever get you back?)
Knowing that I never will forget
(I won't forget, I won't forget)
That I was bein' such a fool (oooh)
And That I still don't deserve you (oooh)

I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love, yeah
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you

So tell me what we're fighting for
'Cause we know that truth means so much more
'Cause you would if you could, don't lie
'Cause I give everything that I've got left
To show you I mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool
But I can't live without you

Don't wanna fall asleep
Don't know if I'll get up
I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you, yeah

Don't wanna fall asleep (don't wanna fall asleep)
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up (who knows if I'll get up)
I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love, yeah
Begging to hear your voice (let me hear your voice)
Tell me you love me too (tell me you love me too)
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
 
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