The complex infrastructure known as the female mind.

Let's start with just the basics.
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I like this song by Inhabited.

I, I just read your letter
I can't tell you how I feel
I wish that I could make everything okay
But I know that I'm miles and miles away
But I'll be on my face for you
Praying that the sun will shine again

She'll spend one more night on a dirty floor
Waiting one more day to run out the door
And she's hopin', praying', she's searching for something
There's gotta be something

When, when you're feeling all alone
And everything you've ever known
Leaves you stranded get out now
No place to go
When you feel confusion take your hand
You want to bleed to heal your pain
Look up now the truth will set you free

She'll spend one more night on a dirty floor
Waiting one more day to run out the door
And she's hopin', praying', she's searching for something
There's gotta be something, gotta be
One more night on a dirty floor
When you feel like you can't take it anymore
Hold on, hear me, you're not a mistake
God has been there for you

And you feel...
And it's all that you can take

When you're mixed up inside
You can't tell the truth from the lies
When you cover up your face
'Cause they're screamin' and yellin' at you
And I'm praying

One more night on a dirty floor
Waiting one more day to run out the door
And she's hopin', praying', she's searching for something
There's gotta be something, gotta be
One more night on a dirty floor
When you feel like you can't take it anymore
Hold on, hear me, you're not a mistake
God has a plan for you
You're not alone
You're not alone
One more night
One more night

I like boys and friends and singing and dancing stupid just because everyones watching and exercising to ballet and pilates and buns of steel videos and listening to music and having card nights with my family and renting movies and not returning them for a month and going to movies I like more than twice ...Narnia 4 times and dancing while walking to or home from work and cars honk and my brothers friends see me and laugh and buying stuff and finding it in my messy room a few months later with tags still on it and jumping in puddles in sandles and laying on the ground after you slip on the ice and playing with pets and drinking and playing mario kart with my little brother who always kicks my ass and watching prison break every week because he's so hot and I'm obsessed and getting piercings and not knowing how to spell piercings and reading books especially books I can read in a day and talking on msn and biting my nails even though its a bad habit and typing like this so no one will read all of it and catching people dancing/singing alone in their car, when I learn how to drive I'll do that all the time and meeting boys not really boys at the bar but it is fun to just make out with them and not have to see what they look like the next day and taking pictures and writing songs and having pillow fights I want to have one like the ones on movies where all the feathers just explode out of the pillow that would be awesome and going to the beach and suntanning or playing pass the frisbee and going out for food with friends and talking to people in the next table and going shopping with Janna and Jon even though they hate going with me cause I drag them to all the girl store and Janna is usually the one who needs something and she'll leave with no bags and I leave with 7 of crap I don't need usually and trying to save up for a trip to mexico in september and my family I love them and working I work at Aqua la vie en rose so it's like getting to shop all day for fun and finding money like 10$ at the movie theatre then I don't have to buy my own ticket and laughing really loud and annoying at the movies and ketchup flavour on my popcorn and staying on the theme of movies for two whole lines well almost and little kids they are sooo cute to watch and playing on the park except for it's made for small people and I whack my head on stuff and having snowball or water fights and school I miss going to school everyday and cell phones and computers and most technology and not knowing when to finish talking and painting/designing clothes and purses and such and dreaming about being famous one day soon so watch out for me and already having my autograph figured out for when the big day comes and having my three best girlfriends and being creepily like Miranda, Samantha, Carrie and Charlotte from Sex and the city and loving that show and loving penguins or walking like them in malls and going to galaxyland and riding that one flip ride that makes me almost pee my pants everytime and the fair in leduc and the x in edmonton and riding buses in edmonton and pulling the string to tell them you want off and I think that's about all my brain can come up with so far. I probably missed alot ......

I don't like boys and waiting for boys to phone and almost everything bad that has to do with guys and periods not these kind . the other kind and the sneaky farts that escape when you sneeze and having to clean my room and do dishes and most chores and having bad hair days and fighting with friends and annoying girls that don't know when to dump losers they are dating (almost every girl in my life at one point) and moving to other provinces to live with guys and people that brand people and snow especially when no one clears their sidewalk before I have to walk through it and bitchy girls and people who complain about stupid crap like their being to much snow to walk in and losing stuff but only missing it a few months later once you figure out its gone and pets dying and family dying that pretty much a dislike for everyone and how tbs plays the same movies over and over and getting so drunk and puking in bad places ex. right outside the bar in front of a cab and on church steps and in a car and working some days and having food in my teeth and getting in trouble for skipping church and that's about it .... I like stuff way more than I dislike it.