Sabrinaa- - 19, Female, British Columbia
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Moving..
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I'll probably repost my last few posts from here into the new blog,
to know where I left off
 

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Single-sided conversations, too much time spent alone.
Even though my heart is breaking, you don’t even know.
Today, I was thinking about us; what I’d do without you.
I was lost in reflection, when I found the truth:

I can’t think of one reason to try to find a way to make this work.
Through crying, through denying.
Tired of pretending I don’t hurt.
So, I’ve been thinking: maybe my heart’s better off broken.

Sometimes staying is the easy way out.
But I can’t ignore this pain.
Made up my mind to get it over with now,
‘Cause you’re not gonna change.

I can’t think of one reason to try to find a way to make this work.
Through crying, through denying.
Tired of pretending I don’t hurt.
So, I’ve been thinking: maybe my heart’s better off broken.



 

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Staying is the easy way out.
Turns out, freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

 

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Living a Lie.
Because my heart pumps diesel.

 

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Foolish.
See, my days are cold without you. But I'm hurting while I'm with you. And when my heart can take no more I keep on running back to you.

Baby, I don't know why you treat me so bad. You say you love me, no one above me, and I was all you had. And though my heart is aching for you, I can't stop crying. I don't know how I allow you to treat me this way and still I stay.

Baby, I don't know why you wanna do me wrong. See, when I'm home, I'm all alone, and you are always gone. And boy you know I really love you, I can't deny. I can't see how you can bring me to so many tears after all these years.

I just need you, I just need you. So sad, so sad, what love will make you do. All the things that we accept, be the things that we regret: Baby why you hurt me, leave me and desert me? Boy I gave you all my heart and all you do is tear it up. Looking out out my window, knowing that I should go. Even when I pack my bags, something always holds me back.

See, when I get the strength to leave you always tell me that you need me. And I'm weak because I believe you and I'm mad because I love you. So I stop to think that maybe you could learn to appreciate me, then it all remains the same that you ain't never gonna change, you're never going to change.


 

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Some Kind Of Heartache
If I had just one tear running down your cheek,
Maybe I could cope. Maybe I'd get some sleep.
If I had just one moment at your expense
Maybe all my misery would be well spent..


Could you cry a little?
Lie just a little.. pretend that your feeling a little more pain?
I gave, now I'm wanting something in return.

So cry just a little for me. Cry a little, die just a little.
And baby I would feel just a little less pain.

Nothings gonna save me, I see it in your eyes
Some kind of heartache, give it a try
I don't want pity, I just want what is mine

Could you cry a little?
Lie just a little, pretend that you're feeling a little more pain?
I gave, now I'm wanting something in return.
So cry just a little for me



 

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Mine.
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling,
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts.
I say, "Can you believe it?" as we're lying on the couch.
The moment, I can see it, yes, yes, I can see it now.

Do you remember, we were sitting there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine


Flash forward, and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place.
You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded,
You say we'll never make our parents' mistakes.

But we got bills to pay, we got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take, yes, yes
This is what I thought about:

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time.
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
And I remember that fight, two-thirty a.m
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise, you said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Do you believe it? We're gonna make it now.
And I can see it, I can see it now.

 

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Seven Months.
"Every day I clock out and
head straight to her house.
We cuddle up on the couch.
But it always ends the same ol' way,
I'm driving home and it's incredibly late
Something's got to change!
Cause Ive been wrapped around her finger
Since the first time we went out,
Every day and every night she's all I think about.
I need that girl beside me when the lights go out.
I think it's time to put a ring on the finger im wrapped around.

Yes sir I love her very much
I know it's only been seven months
But that's long enough


I think it's time to put a ring on the finger
I'm wrapped around.


 

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It's honestly everything.
This is my idea of love..

"Arrange the marriage!"

-Wait.
"What? You're all I ever wanted.. You're beautiful."
-Thank you. But what else?
"What else?"
-Is beauty all that matters to you?
"I.. um, what else is there?"

 

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i love you.
Stand up boy, I shine so bright when youre around.

 

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Like this.
Love, at its finest.

 

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It's you and i.
This is it, nothing to hide.
One more kiss, never say goodbye.
This is it, baby youre all mine.

 

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But they wrote a fine line between me and you.

I mean, I wasn't trying to break the rules,
I wasn't trying to play mom and dad for fools.
We were just doing things young people in love do,
parents trying to find out what we were up to.
saying, 'why cant you keep your promises no more?'
"Can you fill me in?"
All they seem to do is be checking up on you.
Watching our every move, pray some day they might approve.





 

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But i still dont miss you yet.
Life was an undiscovered river, I was jumping in , head first.
It was sink or swim, do or die.
Sneaking out on summer nights,
and the thrill of not getting caught.
Now and then I miss those days,
But coming back to this place, I realize it ain't him I miss.

And coming here has made me come to this:

It was breaking rules, flying blind.
What you see through younger eyes
It wasn't what I thought it was.

Man, I swore he was the one.
And now and then I miss those days,
But coming back to this place,
I realize it aint him I miss.
 

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Stupid boy.
It's a little too late for you to come back;
Say it's just a mistake !
Think I'd forgive you like that.
If you thought I would wait for you..
You thought wrong.
But you're just a boy.
You don't understand.
And you don't understand how it feels to love a girl,
Someday you'll wish you were a better man.
You don't listen to her. You don't care how it hurts.
Until you lose the one you wanted,
Cause youre taking her for granted and
everything you had got destroyed.
But you're just a boy.


It took awhile for her to figure out she could run
but when she did, she was long gone, long gone.