Today Is a day
Where I don't really got much to say
I am don with my self pity
I am done with truning to the city
I don't care rigth now I am apathetic
and I am not looking for anybody to show that there sympathetic
I know where I am at in life right now
and there is now the thought of how
I have nobody to blame but myself
and nobody to thank for my soo called welth
they say you can have everyhing yet in a worldy sence have nothing
what if in my sence I want everything yet in every sence I have nothing
My goals are not being accompished and I seem to never succeed
I am worthless In my own eyes though people say I have the potential and its that I need to feed
I said that i had nothing to say when many questions fill my mind
Why am I so unmotivated why am I letting my life unwind
I am not doing what I need to be done because simpy I don't want to
but I know that I do want all the things that come of it and with nothing to do
I am very bored with my life and the way I am living
and its queit sad that everybodies so giving
As I said before I am not blaming you nor anybody else for what perdicament I am in
becuase I am the only one here thats anybody that suffers from my sin
not in the biblical sence nither
just apon myself as i let my life slither
Months are going by and what am I doing
Years could pass and all opportunity I am shoeing
But in the end today is still a day
where I dont have very much to sayy