it just occured to me to be on nex today. no apperant reason.

+ three jobs, woo!
- three jobs.... X_X
- i think i did something wrong
- grow the hell up.
+ lol music videos
++ HALLOWEEN IS COMING!!
+ screamfest <3
- sorry to all of you i havn't been contacting.
- i need a new knife.
+ art is fun
? it's weird working while most of my friends are going to school...
- I don't talk to you alot, but i had a really bad dream about you, and want to know if you're alright. Yes it sounds weird. I don't care. Unfortunately i don't have a way of contacting you, so i will probably never know
- stereos makes me want to blow my brains out.
- i have to clean today
+ at least i will be able to walk around in my room.

randomly feeling the mike withdrawl today...

no apparant reason. It hasn't even been that long since i've seen him.

help.

i am thinking of deleting this account and creating a new one... how do i do it?

Would you go out with someone right now if they asked?
only if said someone was mike

How did you sleep last night?
terribly

The last person that kissed you needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
HELL NO!!! IT'S THREE O' FUCKING CLOCK IN THE MORNING.

Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
hannah? idk... it's been a while

Do you sleep with a fan on?
Nope

What school did you go to in 8th grade?
Colonel Irvine

3 days from now will you be in a relationship?
hope so lolz.

Do you think somebody's in love with you?
possibly

How are you feeling right now?
tiiiiiired.

Is there something someone should know about you?
i'm a better actor then you think. =/

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
FUCK NO

So, why arent you in love with your recent ex?
hahahahahhahahahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!​!!!!!!!!!!

When was the last time you had butterflies?
recently

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
right now

Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
my father.

Hows your heart lately?
roller-coaster-ey

How do you feel about school?
please, god, if you exist, you will let me pass social.

When was the last time you cried?
last week.

Has today been a good day?
not really

Would you rather be mad or sad?
angry

Have you ever woken up beside someone, and were scared?
nope

How many times do you talk on the phone daily?
once or twice

Do you usually have weird dreams?
did you just ask that question?

Do you like your bed?
it's nice

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
yes

How was your New Years?
pretty good

Getting your hair cut anytime soon?
possibly

Want someone you can't have?
Nope

Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
i would think so =3


Whose bed other than your own did you sleep in last?
mike's

Is your hair naturally straight or curly?
mostly straight, but waves at the end.

Do you like hugs from cute boys?
not particularily

Is the sun shining?
nope

Are you a forgiving person?
generally

If your best friend was kicked out, would your parents let him/her live with you?
depends on which friend.

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-yeah. i'm grumpy. if you were in this much pain for this long, you would be too.
-i do not need to feel inferior about my camping skills.
-i'm a really big bitch and its pissing me off
-today was stressfull.
-it's almost not even worth it
-i miss you, but i think you may make me more grumpy... i'm not prepared to deal with your ...ness... right now.
-xray tomorrow
-probably not working. more money down the drain.
-did i mention i'm grumpy?
-i'm ready to either scream or cry right now. both from pain and anger.

miranda: if you could kill one person in the world right now, who would it be?
me: Are there consequences?
miranda: no. You get one free kill

+grad dinner tonight
+my dress is pretty
-my hair is unco-operative.... >=(
-whitestrips are the devil
+get to see goldilocks in a suit
+++++ DON'T HAVE TO WORK TOMORROW!!! TIME TO GET LIQUORED!!!

- my back hurts.
- there were maybe two people that weren't assholes to me at work today
- we had at least twentyfive come in today
- my back hurts
- barely ate lunch
- could barely fix a lawnmower, let alone start it
- because my back hurts.
- Blame Betty doesn't have my shoes
- can't get a hold of my boyfriend.

- fuuuuuck.
- i'm sorry this is happening to you
- i'm sorry i can't help.
- i will utter threats if i have to...

- not really doing that thing i do well anymore
- i wish my brain could actually think two things at once

- call if you need to talk, hon.

- there's a certain warmth in my stomach...
- It is NOT a happy warm.
- It takes alot for me to get through the day... =/
- crying self to sleep for a week = not cool.
- i miss you...
- wewt not passing anything. LAWLS LIFE IS FUNNEH!!!
- but seriously i'm really not happy about that.
- fuck you, bitch. go die. both of you.
- spending one class, two seats away from you, is one of the hardest things i've ever had to do.
- bite me, bitch.
- less food = yey!
- workouts = yay... early, so excuse the lack of expression...
- off to clean the aftermath of the hurricane... = /

~failing social.
~couldn't get up for my workout today
~feel like shit
~almost fought with you for a second there...
~... *comment deleted by author*
~trying not to do something incredulously stupid.

-fuck.
-gah! go back to the depths from whence you came!!
-this is fun =)
-fuck you.
-Go die, you giant smelly vagina. mmk? =)
-Did you not hear me? maybe if I rephrased: Fuck off, you giant cunt. =)
-late. woo. still angry.
-aaand now i'm sad.
-welding doesn't help, but at least it's distracting.
-i'm fine
-by that i meant give me a hug
-...everything's closed.
-fuck math.
-social is stupid.
-still sad
-..you buisy? ...<3?
-hi alex!
-coffee + ice cream = =)
-i need toothpaste
-cuddle
-LMFAO fanboys was awesome.
-bai.
-sad again
-not good enough
-weak
-stupid.
-better...
-night.

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