ok this is compleatly opposite if my rant that i had before this post i know before i said that i pretty much hate everyone but now im craving love i mean i would do anything just for a hug i would kill people for a hug i mean just imagine what im willing to do to get into a relationship i know i have done my bad things in the past and i know no matter what i cannot change it but thats why people forgive and forget right? i know i have told people to be emotionless and it will be alright..i was that way for the lasst 4 years even when i was with my ex for 2 and a half years of that, what im trying to say is i really want to be in a relationship where i can hold some one and kiss someone sure yea sex would be great but if she doesnt want to or if she is a virgin and is waiting to see if im worthy of it then thats fine, any realationship i will go in to just as long as it wont end up like mine and my ex's did it was more of a slave and master relationship(and no not the sexual kind) but if anyone out there wants to day me im all for it...not that anyone really reads and replys to these unless its directed towards them