god fucking dammit what is it with july 1st always being the worst day ever. something bad always happens to me and lately for the past two years ive been losing people close to me on july 1st well you know what FUCK YOU WORLD FUCK YOU AND EVERYTHING YOU THROW AT ME AND FUCK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO THINKS I ACTUALLY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THEN NEWS FLASH I DONT LOVE YOU I DONT LOVE ANYONE SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE WHY NOT MAKE JULY 1ST YOUR WORST DAY JUST LIKE ITS MY WORST DAY