I saw you crumbling.
I saw you fading.
It turns out your addiction
Is who you were dating.
I can't do this anymore.
It's too hard on my soul.
I gave all I had for you.
And that was not enough to get through.
We couldn't have made it work.
When you can't help yourself.
Why am I even there?
To be a shoulder, so grin and bare.
People say "A human can only take so much"
Well, I'm at the dawn of breaking.
A failed relationship, A failed try.
It's just another addict I turned out to be dating.
I applied to be a promoter for Venue Nightclub.
I hope I get the job. The pay is per night, plus a portion of the bar tab.
Good luck to me. :]
Let me know what you think about her.
I'd see our souls touch and intertwine, your gold with my white. I felt the blackness in it too. Always hanging around the edges. That darkness that always fought to take over. But in those moments all you gave me was your light, lifting my soul into the most beautiful place.
Time is an option,
which apparently isn't given often.
Time is a choice
Which drives you by in a rolls ryce.
We can't forgive those that betray;
We can regret the choices we made.
We can better ourselves, strengthen our armoury.
&& Watch our friendships fade.
I ask for the time of day.
Bleak answers make me fade away.
I can't decide between letting go & holding on.
All I can do is remain strong; like an armoury.
We can't do more than what we choose.
We can't forget those who change our moods.
We can simply watch it all pass us by.
Why not say we're technically living a lie.