I've just removed nearly everyone in my friend's list. Because I either a) Do not know you anymore, b) You're not that important, or c) because you've stopped talking to me.
That is all. For those of you wondering why I removed you.
Have a nice day.
The Hard Questions.
One : Will you answer every question honestly ? I always do.
Two : Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high ? Probably.
Three : Have you ever punched anyone in the face ? Yes
Four : Do you miss anything or anyone? Can't think of anything.
Five : What makes you laugh no matter what ? Nothing
Six : Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours ? Yes
Seven : Who was the last person you talked to ? in person? Jen
Eight : Rape? Been or have done it? No
Nine : Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you ? Noone.
The Harder Questions
One : Do you get butterflies around the girl/boy you like? Depends.
Two : Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age? I'm nearly twenty.
Three : Will you get married? Soon enough
Four : Will you be doing drugs in the near future? No
Five : Do you lie about your age? No, why should I?
The Personal Questions
One : If you were to have sex right now would you use condom? No.
Two : Are you happy with yourself? Not at all.
Three : Would you change yourself for the person you love? I try not to.
Four : What do you tell yourself when times get hard? Nothing. I suck it up.
The Secrets
One : When did you last cry? Not recently.
Two : Do you believe in religion? Most religions are stupid.
Three: When was the last time you fell asleep with a girl/boy? Last night.
Four : What is currently on your mind? I Like Piano.
Five : Did you ever wish a close friend to death ? Not that I can think of.
Six : Has someone ever seriously punched you more than once? Yeah.
Seven : Have you ever made out until you ran out of breath? Yeah.
The Shocking Questions
One : Have you ever dated your friend’s ex ? No.
Two : Have you done bad things with your parents near by? Kinda
Three : Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody? No, rumors are dumb.
Four : Did you ever fail the school year? Not technically, no.
Five : Have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs? No.
Six : Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night? No.
Seven : do you think your future will be a good one? Probably Not.
[x] You have screamed at an inamnite object for 'hurting' you.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have ran into a tree/bush.
So far: 3
[ ] You know that it is possible to lick your elbow.
[ ]You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ]You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
So far: 4
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
So far: 5
[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[ ] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
So far: 8
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x]You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
So far: 10
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt you're head when you're confused.
[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before and completely missed the chair when going to sit.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture in the ceiling.
[ ] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
[ ] You had to use a calculator to add the percentage results up.
Total: 12
Now multiply that by 4,
This number is your "blonde total"
12x4= 48
On the note of my previous blog entry, I shall give hugs and or cookies to anyone who can:
a) Tell me what the following fictional, yet functional language is.
b) Tell me what the following means, when translated to English.
Dra vummufehk daqd pmulg ryc paah dnyhcmydat icehk dra Vehym Vyhdyco Q, Ym Prat dnyhcmydun.
Bmayca ahzuo dra lrymmahka uv vekinehk uid fryd ed cyoc. Du druca fru tu, ahzuo dra rikc, yht un luugeac.
Dryd ec ymm.
E muja oui, Zah. Dukadran, mad ic knuf rybbean ymfyoc.
Pa seha. Cad ouincamv vnaa. Maynh du pa oui ykyeh.
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I love you, Jen. Together, let us grow happier always.
Be mine. Set yourself free. Learn to be you again.
I know things are tough right now, and it's feeling touch and go.
The hits are hard, and the falls are harder. Things just aren't going that great for us.
But our relationship is still strong, and we can be happy together.
And it may take some time, but things will straighten out, and we can drop the balancing act, and tread steadily across a firm pathway, over the turbulence we're confronting.
I'm doing what I can, although it doesn't always seem that way, I know.
You motivate me, which is something I've never had before.
You make me feel alive, and it seems to me as if I could accomplish anything, as long as I still have you.
I'm grateful that I have you, and no matter how you feel, I love you. And I can't imagine that stopping anytime soon.
I'm smarter than to make a fools promise, that we'll always be there for each other, and that we will be together for eternity and beyond.. But that doesn't mean I won't still hope for it.
I'm not going to ruin things with promises that are impossible to keep.
I'm not going to serenade you with stupidity, and falsify eternal love, when it might not be there.
But I'll do all I can, to keep you happy, and to let you be free.
And I shall hope, that you decide on your own, that I'm worth all of my flaws, and that you want to remain by my side, just as I wish to do with you.
E muja oiu, Zahhevan Myhk.
Pa fedr sa.
BOLD WHAT APPLIES TO YOU:
YOURSELF - I would like to change my name. I'm loud. I'm obnoxious. I'm sarcastic. I'm cocky.I have a bad temper. For the most part, I don't like most people. I'm easy to get along with. I like to fight. I have more enemies than friends. I'm a smoker. I drink coffee. I clean my room daily. My room always looks like a tornado hit it.
APPEARANCE - I'm shorter than 5'4. I wear makeup. I wear a piece of jewelery at all times. I wear contacts. I've had braces. I have braces. I change my hair color often. I either straighten or curl my hair often. I have at least two piercings that aren't in my ears. My ears are pierced.
RELATIONSHIPS - I've been in love. I'm always scared of being hurt. I've been hurt. An ex has physically abused me at least once. I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. I've been in love more than three times. I believe in love at first sight. I believe lust is more important than love.
FRIENDSHIP - I have a best friend. I've gotten a phone call in the last 24 hours from a friend. I've beaten up a friend. I've been in a serious fight with a friend. I can trust at least five people with my life.
CLOTHES - I own a white hoodie. I own at least five pairs of jeans. I own at least ten pairs of shoes. I own a blue sweater. I own a pink sweater. I have at least five belts. I own at least three blue shirts. I own at least one pair of flip flops. I own at least two pairs of sweatpants. I've gone out in public in pajamas. I own at least three hoodies. I sleep in pajamas every night.
EXPERIENCES - I've been on a plane. I've been on a train. I've left the country. I've left the state/province. Someone close to me has died. I've taken a taxi. I've taken a city bus. I've taken a school bus. I've gone bungee jumping. I've made a speech. I've been in some sort of club. I've won an award. I've spent 24 hours on the computer straight. I've been so angry I've punched the wall. I've been in a physical fight.
MUSIC - I listen to country music. I listen to pop music. I listen to rap I listen to techno. I listen to R&B. I listen to punk. I'm one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it. I hate the radio. I download music. I buy Cd's. I listen to metal.
TELEVISION - I spend at least six hours a day watching television. I watch soap operas daily. I'm in love with Days Of Our Lives. I've seen and like the OC. I've seen and like One Tree Hill. I've seen Popular. I've seen and like Everwood. I've seen and liked House. I've seen and like Gilmore Girls. I've seen and like CSI.
FAMILY LIFE - I get along with both of my parents. My parents are still together. I have at least one brother. I have at least one sister. I have at least one step brother/sister. I have at least one half brother/sister. I've been kicked out of the house. I've ran away from my home. I've sworn at my parents. I've made my parents cry. I've lied to my parents. I've lied to my parents about where I am. I've lied to my parents about what I'm doing. I've lied to my parents about who I am with. I've lied to my parents so I'd be allowed out. I've walked out when I've been grounded
HAIR - I've cut my hair in the past year. I've been blond. I've been black. I've been red. I've been light brown. I've been orange. I've been dark brown. I have gray hair. I've had streaks. I've been purple/pink(streaks). I've been blue/green. I use conditioner. I've used silk therapy. I've used hot oil treatments. I've completely killed my hair. I've curled my hair. I straightened my hair. Ironed my hair. I've braided my hair. I've had dreadlocks.
SCHOOL - I've thrown something at a teacher. I've yelled at a teacher. I've been suspended. I've been sent to the principals office. I've walked out of class. I've skipped an entire day of school. I've skipped a whole month of one certain class. I've failed a test. I've cheated on a test. I've helped someone else cheat on a test.. I've failed Art. I've failed P.E. I've failed Math. I've failed Socials. I've failed Science. I've failed another class. A Teacher has called my parents. I've been caught skipping. I've been on the honor roll. I've been on effort honor roll.
ABSOLUTELY NO LYING QUIZ
1. last cigarette?
Several Weeks ago.
2. last beverage:
Water.
3. last phone call:
AJ
4. last text message:
Where you?.. T.T
5. last CD played:
Heroin Diaries Soundtrack
6. last shower:
Yesterday.
7. last time you cried :
A long time ago.
8. last meal:
Don't remember.. Hungry...
9. last kiss - who:
Jen
1. have you ever dated someone twice?:
Yes.
2. have you ever been cheated on?
Yes.
3. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?:
Regret not the past.
4. have you ever fell in love?
Yeah.
5. have you ever lost someone?
Yeah.
6.have you ever slept until 2pm?:
Yeah.
7. have you ever been drunk and threw up?:
Yeah.
SIX things you did in the past three days
1. Slept.
2. Chilling with Jen
3. Chilling at the mall
4. Chilling in the chill
5. Been distracted from finding work.
6. Eaten.
list some people you can tell pretty much anything to --
Jennifer, Jeni, Britny, Jesse...
list THREE favorite colors ---
Blue, Black, Silver
list THREE things you want to do before you die -
1. Be Famous. (It's meant to be)
2. Be Happy. (I think I deserve it)
3. Hold A Steady Job. (It's hard)
[Bonus] Hold A Steady Relationship (It's harder)
THIS MONTH HAVE YOU...
Laughed until you cried: Almost.
Went behind your parents back: Nope.
Found out who your true friends were: What a stupid question. That's just retarded. What's with all you fucking emo kids and your "True Friends" bullshit. STFU. Noone cares. Gawd.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
1. Your last kiss?
<3 Jen.
2. Gay Marriage?:
I don't give a rats ass.
3. Lowering the drinking age?
I don't give a rats ass. They all get fucking plastered by the time they're 12 anyways. The law won't fucking stop them, why is it there?
4. Straight, Gay, or Bi?
Straight.
5. Who are the best huggers that you know?
Me...
6. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I try not to.
7. Is there something you want to tell someone?
Not really. If I want to tell someone something, I say it.
8. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
Boardsports
10. What is your current annoyance?
Jen living with Kirk. Me living with my sister. Kirk taking Jordan.
11.How many kids do you want to have?
2.
13. Do you wanna change your name?
Kinda. Not really.
14. Last time you saw your father?
Too long ago. I'll come visit you soon dad. I swear.
15. What did you do for your last birthday?
I don't remember it.
16. What time did you wake up today?
8:00am exactly.
17. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Texting.
18. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?
*Shrug*
19. What is your favorite thing in your room?
Nothing.
you got laid last night, didn't you?
Nope. Unfortunately.
Have you ever had a sleepover with a member of the opposite sex?
Yeah.
Relationship status: Single, Taken, Complicated?
Taken.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a C?
Yes.
What's the biggest annoyance in your life right now?
I wouldn't compare them. They're all very annoying.
Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
No.
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Not too long ago.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
Not too many.
Who will your next kiss be?
Jen.
Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
No.
Do you believe that you can change for someone?
I shouldn't have to.
Is there someone you want to keep in your life?
Yes.
Is there someone you want out of your life for good?
Yes.
Are you happy?
Kinda.
Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
*Eye roll*
Where did you get your last bruise from?
Kinky Biting.
Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
I thought I've Wanted to die.
How many true friends do you have that you can tell anything to?
Again with the fucking true friends. Go cut your wrists.
What's one action you do when you're really nervous?
Nothing really.
What did you last cry over?
... Don't remember
Do you mean anything to the last person you held hands with?
I sure hope so.
Where did you go last night?
Don't remember
How many windows are open on your computer?
One. with 2 tabs.
Are you shy?
Yes.
Are you close with your siblings?
Kinda.
Would you rather be the heartbroken or the heart breaker?
Heartbroken.
Have you ever been heartbroken?
Yes.
Last Person you talked to on the phone?
AJ.
How did you feel when you woke up today?
Worried.
Do you believe in love?
Yes. Go cut your wrists.
Current mood
Anxious.
Are you too forgiving?
I'd say so.
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Not to change anything, but to laugh at the stupid people doing stupid things, and ruining people's lives.
Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
Hopefully this one.
Do you care what others think of you?
No.
you think you'll be married in 10 yrs?
Perhaps.
Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
I don't bother to tell people.
Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
Open.
Think of the last person you told "I love you" to, did you mean it?
I always mean it.
I'm gonna stop talking to you through these blog entries, back and forth, because there's no point being secretive. Everyone knows, and everyone accepts it. Might as well not hide it anymore, right? So ya. I'll totally still write these, and reply to yours, but not to like, communicate, but just for the hell of it.
♥
Who knows. I could probably get any kind of cookie. But it doesn't matter now!!!
There are no cookies!! Because noone figured it out themselves... cuz you're the only one that reads my blogs...
And you couldn't get it..
Oh Well. <3
It actually said:
If anyone can figure out what this means I will give you a cookie.
<3
ILYVMAIMYLC!
(I love you very much and I miss you like crazy!)
Hehe. Easy.
Should I just tell you what mine meant??
Q=^.^= Mreow.
