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This is my first poem I decided to write in my free time... I have to say after reading over it again it reminds me of my past. It's called A World Far from Perfect.
And I'm yet to add and finish it, be patient with me

Here Alone I lay,
For I no longer care what the others say,
I rest upon early clouds of understanding,
My soul slowly descending,
A world far from perfect

We live in a world that crushes life,
With hands so bare,
Struggling endlessly in strife,
It takes a Lord to care,
A world far from perfect

Emotion driven by a bitter soul,
Channeling the strength of anger,
In my heart it takes its toll,
And now I think my life is in danger,
A world far from perfect

Listen closely to what people preach,
What is said is true to the heart,
This is why they teach,
So that people don�t tear each other apart,
A world far from perfect

I refuse to be held down,
From what I believe,
I will wear a smile and not a frown,
When this is done, a sigh of relief,
A world far from perfect

Selfish fangs of putrid lies
Crunching the hapless soul
Letting out its angry cries
Things seem to be taking its toll
A world far from perfect

A reckless force
I struggle beneath
Making my breathing hoarse
They cease to sheath
A world far from perfect

This is another poem I decided to write about 3 one morning because I couldn't sleep, had alot on my mind and was bored as hell. This one's called Life.

There's alot more to life
than what meets the eye
At first you see constant strife
To say there are no battles is a lie

When you're feelin down
and can't bring yourself back
Take that ridiculous frown
and turn it into the smile you lack

To live is to die
yet another day to survive
it's needless to cry
you should be thankful your alive

Shake hands with the Angels
Forgive and forget
Whipe the tear that dangles
To the Devil we have no debt

Just remember and think
your life could be worse
Rise before you sink
Purge this written curse

Keep your friends close to you
but your enemies nearer
They will remember what you do
your fate becomes clearer

Conquer your fear
and grow in power
From your path you do not veer
You shall not cower

When you've found your peace
which is hard to do
the internal fighting will cease
Then you can start life anew

Find love and respect around you
for those people you know
You may ask why and who?
In order to get love it's something you must show

Betrayal gives us injuries
that are hard to heal
And makes us release harmful furies
It affects how we feel

A poem I wrote in my boredom, its called Save Yourself

Sooo you're feeling down
cause its all too much,
all you do is frown,
crying an' such.
Save yourself.

I can't tell you,
cause I forget.
What I do to help you,
I regret.

Don't go moping around,
Cause nobody really cares.
From you, every sound
serves you unwelcome stares.
Save yourself.

I can't tell you,
cause I forget.
What I do to help you,
I regret.

Losing yourself in the works
of unwanted desires.
This world is full of JERKS,
But they shall burn in hell's fires.
Save yourself.

I can't tell you,
cause I forget.
What I do to help you,
I regret.

You walk down a dark path
lonely and scared
In the end, your eyes suffer lights wrath
You trespassed where nobody else dared.
Save yourself.

I can't tell you,
cause I forget.
What I do to help you,
I regret.

From there is success,
but really is it?
To destroy yourself with stress
and lose youself bit by bit.
Save yourself.

I can't tell you,
cause I forget.
What I do to help you,
I regret.

Morals are changing,
so is this world.
The rules are bending,
what used to be is just hurled.
Save yourself.

I can't tell you,
cause I forget.
What I do to help you,
I regret.

The way people think
the things they do,
she's an asshole, he's a dink
they will do anything to hurt you.
Save yourself.

Save yourself.
Save yourself.
Save
Save
Save yourself!

JUUUUUUUUUSSTTTTTT FAADDEEEEEE AWAY

This poem is called Stronger than You and I made it to describe how our society views "special" people and how they feel about it. It was made for a psychology project, but I thought it was pretty good ^^

And so I walk
With my broken soul
They made fun of the way I talk
I guess I don't play an important role

They poke and prod
They tear me up inside out
I just carry on with a slight nod
I guess there's really no reason to pout

They kick me when I'm down
They leave me out from the others
If I try to join, they frown
I guess I'm just an insult to my mother

I wish I could be like everyone else around me
They can't make it any harder
It's hard that they can't see what I see
I guess they've turned me into a martyr

I will turn things around
I will show them I can do anything they can
My mouth will not make a sound
I guess I might win over some fans

They make me feel like I want to die
That I wasn't born at all
They can't even look me in the eye
I guess I might end up walking tall

This is how I feel
I can't change that
I wish I could work out a deal
I guess I am different and that is that

However
I will not give up
I will live on forever
I guess I could always win my own Olympics cup

I guess, I guess, I guess
And then I remember
Those who helped me
And those who rejected me
I am different from the rest of you, I have a heart.

This poem is called True Love... But its not about anything really close to true love...

True Love

My heart has been shattered,
beneath this starless sky.
My eyes open, their screams unheard
they pour until they've run dry.
I've been injured,

and my world is black,
so is my soul.
Self control is something I lack,
oh how the devil pulls.
I've lost myself

on a path that sees
no mercy in the end.
I lead through the rough seas,
my mind I cannot mend.
Gone too far

to look back to the past.
Then to see you now...
The shadows your thoughts cast.
I have to ask myself, how?
Could this happen to me?

I've done nothing wrong,
I'm not blind.
I've held my anger so long.
I've lost my temper, no longer kind.
Stop,

before you say something,
you'll regret.
You're gonna end up with nothing,
you're in my debt!
I'll see you

once again, from today.
My vision is blurry,
I won't leave you, I'll stay.
From my body fades my fury.
I love you too much,

to say goodbye
would destroy me.
My heart would wilt and die,
I won't let it come to be.
I told you

my darkest secrets.
You kept them to yourself,
I've got no regrets
of unleashing my inner self.
But after all

I've said and done,
we have to part.
My heart dulling like a setting sun.
Love is an art
you have to master.

To run and hide,
to avoid what emotions are inside.
Please leave,
So you're not trapped in this web I've weaved.
That is love, how fun it sounds.
If you get involved, you're headed for the ground.

True Love... Is gone just before your eyes

Height:	152 cm - 158 cm (5' - 5'2")
Weight:	46 Kg - 50 Kg (101 lbs - 110 lbs)
Birthday:	December 05, 1990
Sexual Orientation:	Heterosexual
Dating:	Single
Living Situation:	Living with parents/relatives
Location:	Airdrie, Calgary, Alberta, Canada
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