You know, I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead

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My name is Shandelle, I believe in God and the Devil. I dont believe in too many second chances. i am a complete secret. i dont think i am that important. i dont like opening up to people. i challenge myself. i keep promises. i believe in trying when the going gets tough. i am a daughter. i am a sister to two brothers. i am the only one that can talk bad about my family even though i still love them. i will speak up in what i believe. i am a role model to some. i am a listener to those in need. i am catholic even through i dont go to church. i dont believe in love at first sight. i believe you have to work at things to make them work. i believe love is an impossible feeling to describe. i am a friend to many and an enemy to others. i am not a follower. i like walking in the rain. i love lying on the grass looking at the stars. i can forgive people, but i cannot forget what they did to me. i love watching scary movies. i keep to myself. my true colors, you will never see. i believe in holding all my feelings inside. i am french and german on my mother's side. i am addicted to ice caps and late nights. i love having sleepovers. i believe Happy Tree Friends and Salad Fingers are the best cartoons ever. i dont like getting put down, but i am used to it. i am in love. i understand what people go through because i have been through a lot as well. i believe that i am completely unexplainable. i believe no one well ever know me as well as some. i believe trust is the most important part in a friendship. this is me, deal with it.



Loverz

• walking in the rain

• holding him

• cheese cake

• music

• laughing

• having fun

• makeup

• cuddling

• being understood

• long talks

• watching movies

• superheros

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