This account is about me.. my other one [ Preguntar ] mostly has just funny stuff & stuff about my friends.

50% of my life is spent on the computer.. That's literally
30% of my life spent at school
20% of my life with friends.
10% of my life spent sleeping.
THATS RIGHT! IM LIVING 110% OF MY LIFE!! that means im living my life to the complete fullest and more!!
oh what a lie. I'm the 2nd laziest person i know [congratz, dave]

I <3 Linda Batmobile [My Precious Cell Phone <333]
<3 Rozario [iPod] <33




i love singing, but i have trouble singing in front of others unless they arent listening or if they are singing too or if i cant see them [includes online] exception sometimes for people i know, or occasionally if someone really REALLY wants me to sing. there's also 2 people who i can sing in front of no problem.

i like to write poems to express my feelings because it makes me feel better alot of the time.

sometimes i dont know my own feelings.. so if someone asks how i am and i say i dont know.. or if someone asks why i feel some way and i say i dont know.. alot of the time its not a lie.

i am a very hard person to understand [/size]and i know that. and that doesnt just include my martian ways of speaking [and my martianness is not only on the computer...]

hmm.. what else...
oh yeah
im married to johnny depp and im proud of it
dec 7/07 is our 3 year anniversary W00T!!! <3

TOO SCARED TO WRITE MORE *falls asleep*

- visible, mostly/completely painless cuts
that is so emo lmfao! i dont even remember writing that. but you gotta agree its pretty cool because you look at it and its like omg that looks so painful, but really it doesnt hurt at all.
i love my parents keyboard! i want to steal it. think they'd notice?


Movies . . .

- A Cinderella Story
- 13 Going On 30
- Raise your Voice
- I, Robot
- Phone Booth
- Any movie with Johnny Depp in it [ESPECIALLY POTC]
- Any movie with Hilary Duff in it
- 50 First Dates
- She's The Man
- What a Girl Wants
- Harry Potter
- The gameplan
- alice in wonderland (who the heck invented that movie?? biggest crack head in the world) but i love it its so funny and lame. i think ill watch that tonight with john. ahahaha doesnt that sound great?




13 signs youre falling in love[/color];
1. You cant stay mad at him/her for more then
a minute or two.
2. You have to try hard to stay mad.
3. You'll read his/her messages over and over again.
4. Youll walk really slow when youre with him/her.
5. You sometimes feel shy when you are with him/her.
6. When youre thinking about him/her your heart beats
faster and faster.
7. When you see him/her you smile instantly.
8. While looking at him/her.. you cant see the other people
around you.. you only see that one person.
9. You start listening to slow songs.
10. He/she becomes all you think about.
11. You realize that you are always smiling when you think
of him/her.
12. You'll do anything for him/her.
13. While reading this.. There was one person on your mind..
the whole time.


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++ Computer Drawing Pad
++ Wireless USB Hub
++ Facetracking Laptop Webcam - preferably wireless
++ Headset Microphone

;; The Sims 2

{Nintendo Wii}


//Jewellery
//Purses

· Johnny Depp / Pirates of the Caribbean stuff
· Poster Frame[s]
. CD Wallet(s)
. Yo-yo

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and who wants to buy me a PS3 and rock band? dont need the instruments, already got them. but i do need to go to best buy and get a wireless usb headset mic!

x-Daniel Hughes. He has basically stained my life... It's kind of hard to explain... but well a lot of things remind me of him.. like daniel's shoes..[different daniel]..and daniel's style of talking on msn... the same as daniel's perfectly.. and any time a guy [friend or not] says they can't go somewhere that we planned or something... makes me mad.. just because thats what daniel h. used to do all the time... i wish i could just... remove him from my memory.

x-When you think you and someone are really good friends, but then you realize you mean nothing to them at all.

x-Depression.

x-Love. It always starts out like yay I'm in love... but ends in tears... I take that back, it doesn't end. It's like heaven for a little while... but then the tears are there for even longer. But I do love love stories! Just ... not being in love... Well, at least after time anyway.. it's more painful than anything in the world. But, strangely enough, i hate love as much as i like it.

x-When a picture on your page is too big and it makes the sideways scrollbar come!

x-When my page is too long & I want to delete some stuff to make it shorter, but I don't know what to sacrifice.

x-When your best friend tries to steal your boyfriend away from you, then expects you to go on like it was nothing and/or completely forgive her.

x-Also, Ash i TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU!! nexopia IS super slow!!

x-MSN! it always fucks me over!

x-Liars, cheaters, backstabbers.

x-People who don't have their priorities straight!!

x-People who ask for help, I give them help, and then they whine even more.

x-People who are too stupid for a brain.

x-Not knowing what's going on but being expected to understand without the proper details.

x-Spiders & basically all insects.

x-Being too lazy to do fuck all!! I hate how I always complain about not having a job but not being able to get off my lazy ass and go apply for a job!!

x-Myself, for being too stupid to realize why people are the way they are... I'm mostly referring to one person in particular...

x-Wanting desperately to be of help, but not knowing how to help. Wanting to ask someone to help you help them, but not knowing who to ask.

x-Being told what to do. Advice is fine, but I don't have to take that advice if I don't want to. Some people need to realize that.

x-Having my dislikes section be bigger than all the other ones... I'll work on that...

x-When things have gotten so bad that you have to use windows messenger. ='(

x-When you think nothing is worse than having to use windows messenger, but then come right down to having to use web msn because not even windows messenger will work....

x-Selfishism. SOME PEOPLE NEED TO GO BUY A BRAIN or a heart, dependding on the person.

x-Having a friend who you consider super good, then after a day, wondering why you ever thought that, then consider them just... not very good, but still worth having around... but then wondering why you thinkthey are worth having around...

x-Having an online quiz tell you your stress level is really bad and you need to drop everything and hurry to see a professional... then laughing at it.. and going to another quiz.. and another... and another... and they all say the same thing...

x-When people ask you a question but dont really care for the answer. Why ask how I am if your gonna ignore my answer? With some people, I have stopped answering questions. When my answer to 'how are you' is 'i dont know' without laughing, then that isnt a good sign for whoever im saying that to, unless i say 'i dont know, you?

x-Snow / Winter! too cold

x-Reading my page after the longest time, reading the dislikes, thinking about how much I agree with each and every one of them. Then realizing there's a few more to be added!

x-The fear that one day there won't be room for more dislikes. Being afraid of that because man, that would look so bad to have a full dislikes section... Almost halfway full right here!

x-Being afraid of losing your bestest friend in the whole world.

x-Being afraid of losing any friend that means even barely anything to you [not saying that you mean barely anything!!! if the person reads this and thinks OMG SHE HATES ME awww i dont hate you!!!!! <33]

x-Trying to do homework, but getting sidetracked to do something less boring.

x-Not being allowed to get a job because of school marks, when its literally the teachers fault because SHE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO FUCKING TEACH!!! She stands there talking about god only knows what, and then we get a test full of questions that we never heard anything about!! she definitely did not say anything about that, and also its not in the textbook cuz i read that textbook theres nothing in it about that question!

x-Wondering how the hell your gonna pass Social with such a crappy teacher and crappy textbook

x-Going to the mall and wanting to buy everything, but you dont even have a dollar to spend.. that was so sad going to the dollar store, trying to buy a drink that costed 1 dollar, not having cash and having to use debit! THEN ON TOP OF THAT i didnt even have a dollar on debit!! thats sad.

x-Breaking a nail. Can't believe i havent put that in here yet!

x-Liking a guy soooooooooooooo unbelievebly much... Wondering what it would be like to kiss him, just once... just..once... and.. not thinking that that will ever happen.. but then it does. Having him pretty much be mine for 3 whole straight days.. in my arms.. being in his.. kissing more than just once.. having it feel so real..so...so real... never wanting it to end... then watching him get on that train.. out of my arms... 5 seconds later wanting to cry. How could something so real, so true, so amazing.. be so.. not real? It felt like a real life dream while around him..but when he left.. i enter my biggest nightmare. I always wondered what it would be like to be in his arms, for him to be mine, and for me to be his.. Now that I know, I never want to let that go...

x-Getting mad at the social teacher for being dumb, then thinking it was possibly just me, but then getting an assignment to make a timeline on the imperialism in EUROPE, doing that, getting it back with a note that says "AFRICA, not europe" and when i read it i almost screamed. The title of the assignment sheet says "Timeline of European Imperialism"!! I even pulled it out of the trash to check. [Trash = my special storage for social homework]

x-When nexopia is being so dumb!

x-When in just one day you experience like every emotion!!! Stress, anger, depression, normal, extreme happiness, then back to angry, and depression, also fear, helplessness, hopelessness, confusion, worryness [if thats even a word], lazyness. Today sucked.

x-Wondering why I keep adding more to dislikes when it is already WAAAAAAYYY TOO LONG and should only have like 10% of what it has, but still thinking i should put more and more every time i think of a little thingg

x-Finding out something depressing about yourself. Like [i] remember putting this in here] having a few online tests saying your stressed and should hurry to a doctor, or other things like that.

x-When I sit here trying to think of other little things to add to dislikes right after adding how i hate how long it is.. but then putting things like this one that are just so pointless in spite of that!!

x-Invisible but painful cuts (didnt i just write in likes 'visible painless cuts' ? wow thats odd)

x-Being at a concert because u love the person, but having someone RIGHT BEHIND YOU singing so damn loud that all you can hear is them!! I DIDNT PAY 65 DOLLARS TO HEAR YOU SCREAMING HILARY'S LYRICS IN MY EAR!!! SJDLFKJSDF Some people are just so selfish and stupid.

x-Did i mention terrible guys who think lieing is a way of life!!!??? not gonna mention any names *cough* DREW* awe the computer told me caps lock was on. thats nice. anyway yeah
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