jesus lol... another year another update... i should really check this more often... im not even gonna bother putting my age anymore cause i probably wont see this till next year... does anyone even come on this site anymore... like honestly i know i barely even go on a computer anymore... too busy doing something exciting with my life lol.


I Guess You Could Call This Poetry....

Nowadays By:Ethan Chappell January 2005

Can't let this get to me
It's falling apart beneath me
If only others could see
It's hurting me severely
The stuff I try to hide
It's all inside
Eating away at my pride
But I won't fall
In front of you all
I'll stand long
Stand strong
You may think I'm a fool
You know what SCREW YOU TOO
High school changed it all
Walking up and down these halls
Seeing people I think I know
But they too have things not shown
Why can't it be like before
Before we came through these doors
Everyday waiting for that damn bell
Everyday waiting to leave this hell
When I'm finally home
I'm finally alone
To sit in solitude
Listening to some tunes
Or play guitar
But it's never enough
To make it go away
It stays and haunts me
Everyday

Everyday The Same By: Ethan Chappell January 2005

Everyday I sit and wait
Sit and quake
Waiting for it to end
Ending all else
Here I sit alone
Not waiting for much
No one ever phones
No one comes and goes
Here I lie
With headphones on
Waiting for this feeling
To be gone
This feeling that overcomes
This feeling that numbs
Bringing pain and sorrow
Not a chance
Of a better tomorrow
So it remains the same
Never to change
All by myself
In this game of life
Unable to quit
Unable to win
And it�s making everything
Fall into a spin
When it�s finally done
I look for the one
The one who can save me
From where I stand
And take me away
Away from these badlands
While I look
I�m being cautious
But all this searching
It�s making me nauseous


Retribution By: Ethan Chappell August 2nd 2005

when will we learn that crime doesnt pay
when will we learn to just go on with our day
there are people who fight and steal to survive
we try to help them but they just strive and strive
for more than they have and more than they need
theyve wasted their lives away trying to plead
but theyve learned that its a harsh world out there
and to get what they want they just take and dont care
of the feelings they hurt or the people they wound
all they care of is getting away and doing it soon
when people get caught they just try to fight
even knowing that theyve got no chance in this life
they try and run to get somewhere safe
where they just plan to once again take someones place
even if they succeed and get what they need
they know it will never be enough to start clean
with all the damage theyve done and the lives that theyve hurt
even though they know there lower than dirt
maybe if we hope theres a chance that theyll change
and even more so that the changes remain
even with the changes that there able to make
the thought of the past still makes their hearts quake
and as long as they live theyll do good for mankind
but the damage theyve done in the past is still in their mind
the day that they die they hope its enough
enough so that god expresses to them his love
to be allowed into heaven through that wide open gate
hoping for a second chance at life they stay there an wait

This World We Live In Is Nothing But Violence
We All Need To Put An End To This Madness
Cant You See These Inocent Lives That We Take
The Multiple Lives That We Make And Break
To Live With The Things That We Need
You Selfish Pricks Cant You See
You Take From others To Get What You Want
All You Care About Is Yourself But Not
These People Who Try To Help Another Out
You Take Them Out Of The Picture Because You Dont Care
Because Your A Heartless Fiend
Who Doesnt Deserve To Be Called A Human Being
When All Along The Guy Trying To Help
He Knows He Has No Chance But Still He Steps Up
Knowing He May Not Walk Away To Live His Life
To Make His Dreams Come True
You Dont Care About Him But We All Do
We Care More About Him Than Anyone Will For You
Hell Be Remembered Forever In Our Hearts
With The Pain Of Being Pounded By Darts
All He Ever Wanted Was To Get A Good Education
Just To Support A Family Who Loves Him
You Can Try But Youll Never Amount To Nothin
You Could Never Be Half The Man He Was
But It Doesnt Matter Now That Hes Gone
Now That Hes Goneto A Better Place
Hes Left This Hell Of A Place Behind

12 reasons why
to have chocolate insted of sex!!
1. You can have chocolate in front of your parents.

2. Nobody starts rumors about who you shared chocolate with.

3. People of the same sex can share chocolate without being called names.

4. The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate.

5. Chocolate is satisfying even if it's gone soft.

6. No matter what kind of chocolate you like, it's legal.

7. You can have chocolate with a whole group of friends without being obscene.

8. If you have to pay for your chocolate, it's not too expensive.

9. Chocolate is just as attractive when you're sober.

10. A big piece of chocolate lasts longer, but even a small piece is satisfying.

11. You can have chocolate in the office without upsetting your co-workers.

12. It's easy to GET chocolate any time you want!!!

Things to do at Wal-Mart
while your spouse/partner
is taking their sweet time:

1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples carts
when they aren't looking.

2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute
intervals.

3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest
rooms.

4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,
'Code 3' in housewares ..... and see what happens.

5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on layaway.

6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers
you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding
department.

8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask
'Why can't you people just leave me alone?'

9. Look right into the security camera; use it as a mirror, and
pick your nose.

10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if
he Knows where the anti- depressants are.

11. Dart around the store suspiciously, loudly humming the "Mission
Impossible" theme.

12. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look" using
different size funnels.

13. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through, say
"PICK ME!"

14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume
the fetal position and scream "NO! NO! It's those voices again!!!!"

15. Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while;
and, then, yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here!"

Ace Ventura: Pet Detective
has 2 be one of my favorite
movies ever here
is some quotes from it:

Melissa: Hi, I'm Melissa Robinson.
Ace Ventura: Pleasure to meet you.
Melissa: Did you have any trouble getting in?
Ace Ventura: No, the guy with the rubber glove was surprisingly gentle

Ace Ventura: If I'm not back in five minutes... just wait longer.

[Ace Ventura is trying to get his car started, while looking at somebody smashing it with a bat in his mirror]
Ace Ventura: Warning. Assholes are closer than they appear.

Ace Ventura: I'm looking for Ray Finkle.
[a shotgun cocks and is pointed at his head]
Ace Ventura: ...and a clean pair of shorts.

Mr. Shickadance: Ventuuurrraaa.
Ace Ventura: Yes, Satan? Oh, I'm sorry, sir. You sounded like someone else.

[Ace Ventura, bending over and talking from his behind]
Ace Ventura: Excuse me sir, but do you have a mint? Perhaps some Banaca?

[Ace sees Lieutenant Einhorn approaching]
Ace Ventura: Holy testicle Tuesday.
Lois Einhorn: What the hell is he doing here?
Ace Ventura: I came to confess. I was the second gunman on the grassy knoll.


10 Reasons To Date A Guitar Player
1. We keep going even though it hurts
2. We can play various positions
3. We are very familier with the G string
4. We do it right or we don’t do it at all
5. Were used to working with our hands
6. We can tap to the beat
7. We know how to use both hands and or mouth at the same time
8. We know how to make you scream for more
9. Were so skilled we don’t have to watch what we're doing
10. Were open to performing in groups

13 REASONS 2 DATE A SK8ER \m/_(>.<)_\m/
1.we have great positioning
2.we have great balance
3.we like to ride whats under us
4.we like to grind
5.we like to go hard
6.we know fancy moves
7.we like to be on top
8.we can go for long periods of time
9.we dont mind getting sweaty and dirty
10.we have many postions
11.we have great movments
12.we like it standidng up
13.we like to go fast

KEEP ON TRUCKIN