MyNamE Is
Kay-Laaa<3

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I like Rock and Metal music
and BATMAN kicks mY ass!!!![/center][/size][/b][/i]

My friends mean everything to me...
and if you fuck them over...
i'll fuck you over.....mmmk
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Looking at You through the glass
Don't know how much Time has Passed....
All I know is that it feels like forever..
but no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
sitting all alone.......inside your head

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all of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
so you can try to tear me down...
beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming...

we gotta hold on to what we've got
it doesnt make a difference if we make it or not
we've got eachother and thats alot for love
we'll give it a shot...

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Days pass
Time flies
You don't realize
Today you waste

Don't be so surprised

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Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing
World of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take
My mind off the reality of my life,
My past life... life as I know it now.

And whatever may come, it slowly
Disappears to somewhere in the back
Of my mind. it will remain there,
Until I wish to retrieve it.

Yes, I will stay here for a while,
For I need the break. a break from the
Pressures of life, and everything
That lays in the palm of lifes hands.

This mode is incredible. its out of
This world.
too bad I must always leave it...
... but thats life.

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Say goodbye,
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight


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Cowards that hide behind their words,
Don’t care whose feelings will get hurt
Their eyes are blinded by their rage,
Beware the voice without a face!
When you’re insecure, they’ll find the fuel to start a fire
They’re bitter pricks with only hatred to inspire


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There's a definite pattern
to our behavior
Somehow the end draws us closer[/color][/b][/right]

So alone, I bleed myself right in.
Unusual here breathing, inviting the silence.

But you're not here,
you're nowhere near at all.
Just skin and atmosphere.
And if it's not what you wanted,
better get out now.
Alone it takes me,
underneath it'll surely break me.
Underneath these things.

Twenty some years my parents let themselves leave.
I always swore that would never, ever be me.
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Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies.....

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fcuk her... i feel pretty... oh so pretty...

I absolutely LOVE this perfume!..

LOOK FOR THE GIRL WITH THE BROKEN SMILE,
ASK HER IF SHE WANTS TO STAY A WHILE...
CAUSE SHE WILL BE LOVED<3

THE SACRIFICE IS NEVER KNOWING,
WHY I NEVER WALKED AWAY,
WHY I BLAME MYSELF THIS WAY.
BUT NOW I SEE, YOUR TESTING ME
PUSHES ME AWAY

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EVEN IF I SAY, IT'LL BE ALL RIGHT,
STILL I HEAR YOU SAY
YOU WANT TO END YOUR LIFE.
NOW WHY CAN'T WE TRY, TO JUST STAY ALIVE
MAYBE IT'LL TURN AROUND, CAUSE IT'S NOT TOO LATE
IT'S NEVER TOO LATE

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I'M NOT THE ONE WHO'S SO FAR AWAY.
WHEN I FEEL THE SNAKE BITE ENTER MY VIENS.
NEVER DID I WANT TO BE HERE AGAIN,
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Back when life was easy and innocent, In a sample world ignorant. Stealing cigarettes, going to get high and drink some rye. The again, we're all the same thing in the end. Butterflies lose their wings and ascend, So do friends,

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So any time that you wanna see me. Raise a glass, reminisce take it easy. Just close your eyes, I'll be right there with your soul inside. And there's no goodbyes. I wish I had a handkercheif so I could wipe those eyes. I saw my moms at the funeral she spoke so nice. Like "what a great kid".

Don't beleive those lies.

[/i]So kid, don't mourn take your life back. Carpe Deim and all that. Really matters today is today see. The more you live the happier I'll be. Ya'd better take your time and shine.[/right]Everybody gotta learn sometimes.

That there's no goodbye cause after every nightfall a new sun will rise!

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The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.

- Harriet Beecher Stowe

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R.i.P <3

MoM<3<3

AVoN<3<3

Letting go is hard. Cause I feel I'd lose you more. If i don't remember, and if it doesn't hurt.[/size]

Though with eachday, it slowly numbs away. I begin to feel, I'm letting you slip away.

But I will always remember, the smile, laughter, tears. Yes, I will always remember, always keep you near.

Slowly the memories, of pain start to fade. They are now replaced, with memories I've gained.

Movie nights and hugs so tight. You've always loved me. When I was scared, you were there, I miss you Mommy, wish you were here...

Avon do you remember?

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Building with the stereo? Laughing in the corner, giggling like school girls! How we related, and became so close. You became my sister,

can't forget you, won't...

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sara-> i saw this on family guy and i thought of you..
someone- "kayla have you been drinking?"
kayla- "why, yes, i have. thank you."

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Your mother came up to me
She wanted answers only she should know
Only she should know

It wasn't easy to deal
With the tears that rolled down her face
I had no answers 'cause
I didn't even know you

But these words
They can't replace
The life you...
...the life you waste

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How could you paint this picture?
Was life as bad as it should seem[/b]
That there were no more options for you
I can't explain how I feel
I've been there many times before
I've tasted the cold steel of my life
crashing down before me[/color]

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Did Daddy not love you?
Or did he love you just too much?
Did he control you?
Did he live through you at your cost?
Did he leave no questions for you
to answer on your own?

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WELL FUCK THEM!

AND FUCK HER!

AND FUCK HIM!

AND FUCK YOU!

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GO TEAM KAYLA...

...I MEAN TEAM

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Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleed[/u]

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You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries



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I <3 Steve...[/font][/color]

SHIT THAT SUCKS![/color][/b][/u]

not being drunk
not being able to smoke weed with my joey
not listening to good music
not eating pickles
not beating up coke sluts.....
i can go on but for now im just too lazy and this list will begin to enrage me....

Love'n

Ya

Muchly!

I have a fetish...[/color][/size][/font][/color][/font][/size]

for love.

for friends.[/color][/font][/b][/i]

i <3 Harry Potter

absolutely love him !

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its funny cause it's true!!! i love you meghan! best break talk ever!

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And KoRn...<3[/color][/u][/font][/size][/right][/u][/b]
[/size][/right]Deep Inside, It can't hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside[/size][/u]


Love'n

Ya

Muchly!

The past is like an anchor, holding us back. Maybe we have to let go of who we were, to become who we will be....

As the blade sinks deeper, into already scarred flesh.
All my pains and memories, are bled out in a rush.

Everything I feel. Won't be felt no more.
Everything inside me. Gets cut out of my core.

I get left with scars, hopefully they'll fade.
I get left with hate, but I no longer feel the pain...

These scars are a reminder, of the pain I've felt. I will not be ashamed, of how it all turned out. I've bled hurt, I've cried my tears...

These scars are my reminder. Of my past and my fears...

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and i have NO tolerance for lactose...

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LMFAO

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if only i could escape...
to somewhere i am safe....
from myself...[/size]

Kayla & Friend's Dictionary

Dumpster slut
A person or person(s)who engage in sexual behavior in back alleys or behind dumpsters. (Circa 2005)
"Yo, did you know that James hooked up with that skank Serena behind Jizzy's Pizza joint last week, what a dumpster slut".
Source: Mr. Moss, Vancouver

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[/b][/size][/color]i'm a social drinker...

everytime someone has a drink..

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