Thoughts.
-Wow i just realized were turning into the two people i never wanted too turn into..
-I'm gonna give you one more chance but thats it i'm tirred of this bulll shit and lying too me.. Here is your chance to keep me as your bestfriend.
-Gett to see my lovely Tarryn Friday at Capital x!!
-Your my bestfriend and i feel i can tell you everything : ) and i love staying up till like 5 talkiong too you.
- I'm glad were talking again!
- Got a phone : ) text me!
- Why are you scarred..?
- Lion king was fucking amazing!!
-I have no respect towards you too even reply to you.. your ignorant and only think of yourself and the people who actually carre around you.
-Goodybe.
Its pretty sad what your doing actually.. Your such a fucking hypocrite. Your trying too make me feel bad about everythign i'm doing. when really nothing i'm doing is fucking wrong.. You on the other hand are just trying to make my life a fucking living hell. Me and her can handle our problems ourself so stay out of them. So trying to make me feeel bad is not gonna work i have a brain that i can follow i don't need you to tell me what i'm doing right and wrong. I don't need you out of my life i want you out of my life.. I can not have you in it you cause too much of my hurt and pain etc.
Goodbye.
- We have known eachother since we were like 1 and were still like the bestest friends. I love you too death. Everytime i'm in a bad mood you always can cheer me up.. i don't know what it is about you but you just have something that i just can't be upset around you because you never are.. Your my bestrfriend and i can't wait too move in with you and not buying any furniture becasue who needs furniture when you can just eat on the floors.. Ohh boy are we gonna be fat Haha. But thats all i have to say about you for now. = )
-Well i don't really know what too say about you.. You not being able too handle me in your life is the best for both of us.. i never realized how much i did miss you until now.. i tihnk of all the stupid and ugly things i do and for some reason i alwasy think wow you would not care you would just love me for the person i was and thats it.. i could always be my 100 % self around you and know you would still say those three words too me at the end of the day. These past seven ish months have been horrible for the both of us.. i don't think we go a day without thinking of eavhother but for some reason i won't make my decision and you have finally just givin up on waiting and i don't disagree with that.. I hate seeing you because i know that i'm not worth it.. you deserve happiness and i'm not giving you that.. You will never be forgotten.. I love you.. Goodbye..
- I love you like a sister. We have known eachother since we were about 3. And i love you to fricken death. I could not stand you out of my life. i hate how you live so far away but next year i'm gonna see you everyday =) We need to hang out more. I'm starting to miss you.. You are an amazing girl don't ever change for anyone.
-You are the cuttest thing around.. I wish i could tell you what i'm feeling and how much i just wanna be with you.. i hope i haven't gotten my chances up.. but i don't think i have i'm pretty surre you are the right guy for me.. I hate how we can never hang out. but just talking too you puts a smile on my face =)
- I love having you around we always know what to say.. becasue were kinda going through the same thing but not really.. i love you too death.. yeah you can be a real pain in the ass sometimes butt i still love you. I really hope i don't lose you over a stupid boy situation. But i'm pretty surre i won't..
-Your a really good friend, i tell you alot but some things its just kind of awkward cause of the situation were going through.. i love you too death and i have barely even known you that long. we really need to hang out more. the few times we did hang out with was so funn. So get your ass in town!
- I love you like a sister caus eyou practically are one. I wish we could still call eachother sister and it actually be true.. but that was not our decision. I love you and i need to see you very soon : ) hopefully we will go to capital ex like we do every year = )
Thoughts..
-I want to be with you so bad.. I'm just scared i'm gonna get my hopes up too much... Again..
-But i'm pretty surre i'm right about you.
-I'm scared i'm loosing you to all my other friends.. We don't have sleepovers that much anymore.. its alwasy with other people.. yeah i get invited to hang out with you guys but its never just me and you anymore.. I feel like i'm being replaced..
-I miss when it was just me and you three like everyday. I loved just being with you guys but now you guys have found new people and i'm just a person you see.. I felt so comfortable with you guys and i didn't have to be anybody but myself. Fuck i miss that.
-Looking through those pictures of my birthday of me laying on you made me realize how much i miss you.. but i'm fine with us just being friends becasue i was the one who fucked it up for myslef..
-Cleaning my room like h-core this weekend! =)
-Hopefully i find my camera. If i don't ma fasha is gonna kill me!
-I hate seeing you like this you don't deserve it. They don't know anything.. I don't like hearing you cry..
-L.a exam tomorrow. 2 down 2 to go! Fuck i'm gonna fail them all :s
-You make me smile hardcore =)
-Tonight was funn walking uptown seeing korey colton ben jeff. Just chilled, was an hour late hahaa. Driving around town with ben. Mommy yelling at me hehe.
-I hope your happy with him.. And i hope he does treat you like a real boyfriend should.. i want you to be happy for once.. i just hope me being happy won't make you upset/mad..?
-Sgould go to bedd gots exam tomorrow Peace!
1. Who is the first person you think of when someone asks you who you like?
Umm..
2. Do you talk in your sleep?
Don't think so.
3. What curse word do you say the most when your pissed?
Fuck.
4. Are you happy?
Somewhat i guess..
5. Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?
Don't think so.
6. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your parents name you?
Logan.
7. Are you tan?
Verry.
8. Hair color?
Red ish brown ish purple..
9. Last book/magazine you read?
No idea.
10. Confused about anything?
Yupp.
11. Do you have any pets?
a dog and 2 cats.
12. Do your initials spell anything?
Jamr ?? noppe.
13. Last person you fought with?
Kendall probablly.
14. What's some things you actually remember about kindergarten?
No idea.
15. How do you calm down when your extremely angry?
Blast music and sing it.
16. Where do you want to go vacation wise?
Anywhere.
17. Do you prefer to call or text someone?
Doesn't matter.
18. What are you listening to?
My tv.
19. How much do you get paid an hour at your job?
8:80
20. Last movie you watched?
role models.
21. What are you doing tomorrow?
school, gymnastics, driving to athabasca.
22. Are you excited for anything?
Summer, soccer this weekend.
23. Are you bad in school?
Yess.
24. What are you doing currently?
This and watching tv and texting.
25. Is anything on your mind?
Yupp
26. Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
Not really.
27. Have you ever been given roses?
Yess.
28. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
Dono.
29. How many times have you honestly fallen deeply in love?
Once maybe..
30. What’s your current problem?
A few things.
31. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Not really.
32. Had a long distance relationship?
no.
33. Do you believe in the statement: once a cheater always a cheater?
Yeah.
34. How many kids do you want to have?
3.
35. What's your favorite color?
Limegreen.
36. Where do you shop the most?
Anywhere i see clothes i like.
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.
38. Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
No...
39. At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
Grade 7.
41. Do you know someone who likes you?
Yupperz.
42. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yupp.
43. When is the last time you cried?
tuesday.
44. Does anyone know why you're crying if you were?
I think so.
45. If someone liked you would you want them to tell you?
Yeah. obviously.
46. Who are you going to talk to about your problems?
Kendal probablly.
47. Who is the last person you hugged?
48. Who do you hate right now?
Nobody.
49. How are you feeling today?
Tirred ish.
50. Are you in a relationship right now?
no i am not.
1. Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?:
yess actually lol.
2. Have you ever puked at a bar or club?
no.
3. What's the largest age difference between yourself someone you've dated?
2 years.
4. Have you ever dated someone you met online?
no.
5. Have you ever smoked pot at a concert?
no.
6. Have you ever dated/fooled around with a coworker?
No.
7. If so, how did that turn out?
8. Ever been involved in a hit & run?
No.
9. Were you popular in high school?
not in high school.
10. Have you ever been on a blind date?
no.
11. Are looks important?
Aomewhat yess.
12. Do you have any friends that you've known for 15 years or more?
Seeing as how i'm only 14 no.. well technically i was born for a year before i turned 1 so yess i have.
13. By what age would you like to be married?
like 25 ish.
14. Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?
Kinda i guess.
15. Have you ever sacrificed yourself so your friend can get in good with a person of the opposite sex?
I dono.
16. Have you ever drank milk that was past the expiration date?
yess.
17. Ever mess around with a married person?
No.
18. Are you a good tipper?
don't usually tip.
19. What's the most you have spent for a haircut?
100 and some.
21. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?
Noo.
22. Do you know all the words to the first verse of Ice ice Baby?.
No. dont think so..
23. Have you ever had crispy bangs?
Dono.
24. What was the worst style of the 80's?
Everything lol.
25. Have you ever peed in public?
Yeah.
Seriously just fuck off i'm tirred of seeing this in every fucking blog.
I Am not fucking running away. Get over yourself! Fuck you tink you know me you think you can complete me well no you can't So fuck off and stop trying to make me feel like a bitch all the fuckin time cause you really have no say in ANY of this. I hate how you know every fuckin detail in my life.. Stop everything you r doing. I do whatver the fuck i want stop being such an ass hole and staying on her side all the fucking time. She isn't the only one right here. So fuck o and stop thinking your the fucking hero of everything..
Apparently I'm the fuckling hero.
Stop I'm worth more than you..
I don't know why i started talking to you again.. Your worth nothing to me anymore..
I'm glad i ruinned your day..
Yeah i know i'm a bitch but im fucking proud of it so call me a bitch i really don't care becasue it doesn't hurt me..
Thoughts.
-Your not moving on.. Don't even try and start that bull shit with me.. I know you to well..
-I can get over you.. It won't be that hard you weren't that great anyway.. you showed me nothing.
-I try and be a friend with you and text you but i guess you want me out of your life so i am gonna respect that.. i guess its time for me to be out of yours.. I tried but you don't seem to want to take it or care.. So Goodbye for a very long time..
-I'm sorry i am such a bitch to you but seriously you don't know how much this is hurting me too.. yeah i know it is hurting you just knowing the fact that i like him adn he likes me but seriously think about somebody other than yourself.. Cause it hurts me that i can't have someone just becasue of this..
-Today's soccer game fuckin blew hardcore! worst game played this year.
-Car ride home was funn until i made my bitchy comment than it turned awkward.. Mehh whatever shit happens.
-Going to go shower than bedd. Goodnight <3
Thoughts..
-Well i guess you are officially over me.. now that i know what it feels like i know how much it hurt you.. I hope i didn't fuck up.. but if i did why do i still have that message..
-i wanna get over you... you really not that great after all..
-Hung out with steph Danielle and Kendal today.. Its been a while since i have hung with steph =]
-This weekend ws really great i loved going to the lake with you. It was super funn. Do it again soon when we can actually swim =)
-Your cutte and you deserve someone that treats you well..
-Can't wait for divisionals on thursday. Hopefully you can come =]
-That made me really mad.. I'm sorry for being a bitch to you but you really needed too know..
-I can't believe that happened.. I feel so sorry for that family. She was so young.. Her and her family do not deserve this.. =[
-Going to bedd really fricken tirred. Night everyone <3
