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brit, me, bailee...happy me

Well I'd like to see our roles reversed
To watch you hang on every word
I'd like to see you have your way...
I keep my grammar well rehearsed
Correct each stutter, every slur
C'mon and have your way with me...
You're all I see
Sink into me
Sharpen your teeth
Sink into me

SHOUTS

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04:57am | Jun 16, '09

BASICS

Height:	164 cm - 168 cm (5'5" - 5'6")
Weight:	60 Kg - 64 Kg (131 lbs - 140 lbs)
Birthday:	April 26, 1989
Sexual Orientation:	Heterosexual
Dating:	Single
Living Situation:	Living alone
Location:	Edmonton, Alberta, Canada
Join Date:	03:06pm \| Feb 17, '06
Profile Updated:	01:18am \| Dec 16, '09
Last Active:	01:22am \| Dec 30, '09

INTERESTS

Reading Material:	Fiction, Fantasy, Myths and Legends, Non-fiction, Poetry
Movies:	Action, Animated, Comedy, Drama, Historical dramas, Horror, Independent, Psychological Thrillers, Science Fiction, Spy/Political Thrillers, Teen
Art:	Acting, Astrology, Body Art, Cartooning, Doodling, Drawing, Film/Video Making, Painting, Singing, Song Writing, Visiting Museums, Writing
Animals/Pets:	Cats, Dogs, Reptiles
Video Games:	Fighting, Racing
Cars:	Drag Racing, Offroad, Rally, Classics
Music:	Alternative, Emo, Hardcore, Punk, Rock
Sports:	Boxing, Car racing, Football (American), Hockey, Inline Skating, Lacrosse, Paintball, Rugby, Skateboarding, Skiing, Snowboarding, Surfing, Handball
Activities:	Clubbing, Drinking, Driving, Karaoke, Listening to music, Partying, Pool/Billiards, Reading, Traveling, Dancing
Musical Instruments:	Electric Guitar
Outdoor:	Camping, Going to the beach, Hunting, Hiking, Exploring, Sightseeing, Traveling
Computers:	Chatrooms/IRC, E-mail, Gaming, Instant Messaging, Surfing the net

MYSELF IN GENERAL

I am 5'4
I am Hilarious
I have Black Hair(Natural i don't do the whole LOOK AT ME IM EMO SHIT)
I am one proud ass canadian
I have my lip peiced(Its fun to play with)...and now my nose too
I like causin shit and gettin in fights
I am a music junkie
I am 20!
I love partying with my friends
I guess you can say im pretty rad!

excuse me while i fall apart

Bands:
Blink 182, Rise Against, Matchbook Romance, Taking Back Sunday, AFI, Angels and Airwaves, Fall Out Boy, MXPX, Panic! at the Disco, Motion City Soundtrack, Unwritten Law, Name Taken,Reliant K,Alkaline Trio,From First to Last,Click Five,All American Rejects, BoxCar Racer, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,Hellogoodbye,The Rocket Summer, Sex with the City, New found Glory, Underoath, The Used Saosin, Lucero, Jimmy Eat World, Descendents, Pennywise, Silverstein, Hawthorne Heights, Mariannas Trench, She Wants Revenge, NOFX, Rancid, My Chemical Romance, Transplants, Marilyn Manson, Rob Zombie

I LOVE DIRTY PUNK ROCK BOYS!!
(Tom DeLonge, Adam Lazarra, Gerard Way, Bert McCracken to name a few)

Movies: Horror,Thrillers,Suspense,Comedy (anything Tim Burton)
T.v Shows: South Park, Futurama, Family Guy, Simpsons, SUPERNATURAL... mmmm Sam
Books:Anything by Anne Rice and Edgar Alan Poe

Jack The Pumpkin King

The Corpse Bride

trust is over-rated its just another way to get your heart broken
i'll let you know when i go
It's funny how quickly your best friend can become the worst one you've ever had

Saosin
"Voices"
I miss the part, when we were moving forward now
(On our way down)
But maybe someday, I'll be something more than love
Just know I'll never tell
And when you're on your way down
(Through the clouds)
And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again
We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of
I'm missing parts, now that you've told me everything
(On our way down)
And I was blessed and I've forgotten how to love
You said you'd never tell
And when you're on your way down
(Through the clouds)
And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again
We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of
We say these things to know they're real.
Not even I will tell...

slightly bruised and broken from our head on collision..another tragic case of feeling

SAINT
Do you want a song of glory? Well I'm fucking screaming at you

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Always
blink-182
I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always
And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights, I hate them
Lets start this again for real
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
(Come on let me hold you) Touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

If we cut out the bad well then we�d have nothing left

Never thought you'd make me, break me

Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tragedy
wishing u were dead...
Prelude 12/21
AFI
This is what I brought you this you can keep
This is what I brought you may forget me
I promise to depart just promise one thing
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
This is what I brought you this you can keep
This is what I brought you may forget me
I promise you my heart just promise to sing
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.This is what I thought
I thought you need me
This is what I thought so think me na�
I promise you a heart you'd promise to keep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep

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MORE ABOUT MYSELF

Your a Lush, and I Hate it.

i am an arms dealer, fittin u with weapons in the form of words

[/color]who i am hates who i've been...

my best side was ur worst invention...

i need u defenceless, dependent and alone

this poison is my intoxication...

i never took u for a trick but sumtimes i dunno wut u want

hey tear-catcher thats all that u are

Demolition Lovers
My Chemical Romance
Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and
I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running
But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold
Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold
But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...
All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun
And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever

u dont deserve to be unnoticed, u dont deserve to be treated like that..

y dont u show me a lil bit of spine?

u want a war? u've got a war

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i just wanna break u down so badly...
do u think she'd be better doin wut i do best?

with my foot on your neck I finally have you right where I want you

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Breathe
Angels and Airwaves
A blue, black shade of love.
Sent from above.
My hands are tied to worlds unknown,
And this I know.
Your breath's like wine,
And just like clouds, my skin crawls.
It's so divine, the sky it glows with fields of light.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And all this day, I will love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I'll love you
Until the end of time.
My hands shake clasped with fear as you come near
To say goodnight, just like a dove.
A peaceful sign.
To help us by as you come in.
Let this begin.
Stars fall like dust, our lips will touch.
We speak too much.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And all this day, I will love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I'll love you
Until the end of time.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And all this day, I will love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I'll love you
Until the end of time.
I've got a lot to say, if you will let me
It's always hard, when you're around me
But here right now, there's interest in your eyes
So hear me out, and hear this the first time
That I... love you (come and lay with me)
I... love you (and all this day)
I... love you (you make me feel alive)
I... love you
Till the end of time

ur so sensitive...i am a machine

lets sleep till the sun burns out

Ur just a sad song with nothing to say

Your Own Disaster
Taking Back Sunday
Just think of this and me
as just a few of the many things
to lie around to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...
And I don't think that you know what
you've been missing
And I dare you to forget
the marks you left across my neck
from those nights when we were both
found at our best
Now I could make this obvious,
and you, you could deny me
all in one breath you could shrug me off
your shoulders...
And I don't think that
you know what you've been missing
Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Just forget me
it's that simple

have u ever heard me scream i luv u?...

loose lips sink ships

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so deep that it didnt even bleed and catch me

and when i fall asleep u are in my dreams...

[/color][/size][/font] this conversations been dead on arrival

u found revenge in the bed, and it only cost a name, u make me sick

Steel Roses
-moi
so brittle and broken
hard as rock
cast iron or marble
smooth on surface
sharp, a blade
cuts it open
thorns and thistles and petals alike
a mirror, a reflection
some bleed red
others just bleed
a weapon so divine
beautiful, deadly
destructive
quick edges winking
smiling deceptively
luring unto death
demise, despise the cativation
capitulation, takes control
mysterious as shadows
lovely as a sunrise
and more fatal than death; venom
sinking in so wonderously
and gone...
a boquet of Steel Roses

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were gonna die like this ya kno miserable and old, really gotta hand it to u
i'm melting in ur eyes like my first time that i caught fire...

trading in my youth 4 broken wings...

the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt...

You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now
William Blake: The Tiger
Tiger, tiger, burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?
In what distant deeps or skies
Burnt the fire of thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire?
What the hand dare seize the fire?
And what shoulder and what art
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand and what dread feet?
What the hammer? what the chain?
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? What dread grasp
Dare its deadly terrors clasp?
When the stars threw down their spears,
And water'd heaven with their tears,
Did He smile His work to see?
Did He who made the lamb make thee?
Tiger, tiger, burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?[/size]

Im sorry I have to say it but you look like ur sad Ur smile is gone Ive noticed it bad

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y cant u live without the attention? y cant u just be happy?[/center]

MORE AND MORE

This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun
Remind me not to ever act this way again

Don't act like you're the first one treated like disease.
Don't act like you can't see me, darling
You had your chance
ur promises they look like lies
i'm an addict for dramatics i confuse the two for love

'Cause I feel so mad I feel so angry I feel so callused So lost, confused, again I feel so cheap So used, unfaithful Let's start over
Let's be honest; a secret silenced is a secret safe
i will sever tie with you
you can thank your lucky stars everything i wish for will never come true[/center]

Matchbook Romance
If All Else Fails
A subdued silence undisturbed by the sound of her breath
So carefully, brush her hair back from her eyes
In steady sequence, one by one
She slips away
So close your eyes and sleep to dream
I'm by your side
No words to speak
We'll set our course and make it through
No matter how far I go my heart remains with you
And I'm not sure what I'm looking for
But it's clear to see the purpose of my exsistance Is laying here in front of me
And if all else fails you can look up at the sky
Because it's the same one that shines above you and I
And if all else fails you can close your eyes
And I'll be right beside you
I'll be the one by your side
So close your eyes and sleep to dream
I'm by your side
No words to speak
We'll set our course and make it through
No matter how far I go
No matter how much this hurts
I wanted you to know
My heart remains with you

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Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

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its a beautiful lie..

I'm lying to myself And this dagger's my excuse
y cant i feel anything for any one other than u?
i know u well enough to know u never loved me.
and all of this was all ur fault.
I knew I should have never offered you the world

Things Which I DETEST!!
When people lead you on
Sluts,Whores,Skanks,Bitches
LIARS!!!!!!! and lying in general
THOSE STUPID ROLLIE WHEELIE SHOES!!! i mean learn how to walk for christs sake!!!!
Spoiled Rich Bitches
Being taken for granted
Those stupid "ur such a cutie" comments ppl give. honestly u cant think of nethin else to say? lack of intelligence much?
being the emergency friend
Stubbing my toes, or falling down in general
...breaking my leg
Hospitals
when ur friends let u down, especially when u need them most
Assholes,Pricks and retards
DITCHERS!!!!
Really stupid people(How do you get through the day?)
Colds and being sick... especially hung over!

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I Am On Your Side
Hawthorne Heights
I never meant to hurt you
Sometimes these thoughts have a way of making sense
Secrets that we keep turn into accidents
If you burn away the bonds with the fire of selfishness
The positive and negative have a way of blending in
End this now, we've gone too far
Let's take back words that turn to scars
If I could find a way to turn back time
Had to let you know I'm on your side
Took the easy way out I shut myself down
The only way to ease the pain is to drink until I drown
I'll say it out loud my voice is the only sound
So listen up, I'll spell it out
I need your help, I need it now
End this now, we've gone too far
Let's take back words that turn to scars
If I could find a way to turn back time
Had to let you know I'm on your side
Am I now everything that you wanted me to be
tried my best took a shot in the dark and I lost
End this now, we've gone too far
Let's take back words that turn to scars
If I could find a way to turn back time
Had to let you know (had to let you know) I'm on your side

is this what u call tact?

If u lose me u lose a good thing that's one thing I kno for sure

But I love the way you�d roll excuses off the tip of your tongue

We can't go Back We can't go Back We can't go Back

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ur secrets out and the best part is it isnt even a good one and its mind over u dont' matter
sick of it all[/center]

Your Guardian Angel
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

ur words r deadly weapons, killing me, destroying me

I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue[/center]Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head

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Everything must go

08:55pm | May 22, '09 | No Comments

You quote the Good Book,
When it's convenient
But you don't have the sense
No you don't have the sense
To tie your tangled tongue
Instead you're slashing through the mud

The love you had was good enough
The past that we were stuck between
But so much stuff must go tonight,
Oh Lord, what have I done?

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