as the nights get longer
and the tears still fall
Im always thinking
of the love I once saw
you have my heart forever
and your always in my dreams
Ive always said id wait a lifetime
and now thats what Ill do
Ill hold your love in my heart forever
and wait till the day I see you once again
Rest In Peace Baby your in my heart and in my dreams<3

Garrett Alder... I have the most amazing Big Brother in the world. I didnt get the chance to meet him until I was 8 years old. So weve never even been in a brother/sister fight. Yeah thats kinda cool but its not at the same time... Brothers and Sisters are suppost to fight and learn everntually to love eachother. see we never got that chance we were close from the begining... I remember the first day I met him. I was so pissed at my mom because I was suppost to be the first one to meet him and even some of my friends got to meet him first. but I rememver that day so well... when I got home from Camp we went straight over to my uncles house and I didnt even know he was there... when we got there my mom pointed him out to me and as soon as he looked at me he knew who I was and we started hanging out and playing in the water right away... I remember him swimming and me standing on his back as he swam like he was my wake bord or something... as we got older we started talking alot and every time he comes down here he tells me that Im the most beautiful thing in the world and that he loves me...I may not get to see him as much as I want to but I love him more than life itself and he is the best big brother anyone could ever ask for.


Jordan Schmidt... You are the most amazing guy in this entire world. Im so glad we got to share the love that we did. We went through hell and back for that relationship. You name it we probly been through it together. The last two and a half years you have made me the person I am today, you hurt me a few times but it only made me stronger. You showed me what love was and for that I cant thank you enough, Im so glad I was the one that you were with for the rest of your life. I relize now that you really did mean it when you said that to me you just got stubborn a few times and headed the wrong direction, but somehow someway you would always be back. This time I know your not comming back I love you and miss you more then you will ever know.



Gabbie Berlinger... This chick is my best friend and always will be. she moved to saskachewan but that dosnt change how close we are. I remember everything about her... the day I saw her drive away on that bus broke my heart. Im so happy I was the one there till the verry end though, and still the only one thats seen you since youve been gone. we had so much fun togther are A&W trips and gettin totally ripped with Jake and Jenina the day before you left. your absoluty amazing.I miss yea and love you tunz.


Layne Lafontaine... Shes my best friend.. we both have best friends who moved away and we both know that we cant replace them. She will never come before Gabbie and I will never come before Briony. so it works out perfectly. If anyone else tried to come between are friendship they would be fucked cause guess what? yea thats right we whould go crazy syco midget on there asses! I remember the first time I met her in grade 6 and I thought she was a boy lol... I didnt talk to her again till the end of grade 8 cause I felt so bad lol. but thats okay we got over it lol. shes the one that got me back into smokin weed lol fuckin rights! I love chillan with this chick cause all we do is get baked and laugh at eachother lol we dont have to say shit cause we know what eachother are thinkin lol. Fuckin awesome party times getting drunk as fuck and so baked we look like chinks lol. Just because I moved nothins gunna change. love yea chick


Jake Nemechuck... Man Ive known you since before I can even remember... parkways kids man... weve had are times when we were complete assholes to eachother but all the fun times make up for it completly. Blazin with Gabbie and Jenina and goin lazer bowling man that was so much fun.. or when we went to the waterslides so fuckin baked man that was so much fun. Your so fuckin funny and such an awesome guy.



Ashley Adam... Man I love this chick..and I verry much injoyed corrupting her lol smoked her first joint with her and turned her into a stoner fuck yea man lol ... man so many good times with you love yea chicky

Forrest Robertson.. Forrest gimp man this kid is awesome shit.. Love blazin with you and love your hand its fuckin dope your like a brother to me

Kris FRANCIS.. haha dope kid aweosme times blazin with you but you never get drunk enough lol ... exept for the exeption of your birthday party that was pretty dope.... but lots of good memories and more to come



Matt Huch... My little brother man I love this kid so much would do anythin for him. I even got in my first fight because of him and I would happily do it again... man gunna miss you alot we dont chill as much as we used to but your still my little brother and nothin will change that luv yea

Jesse England... Haha Fun times walking half way across town BACKWARDS on e lol

Briony Fast- My Favorite. Man we have had some verry awesome times together Camping, you and Layne Balzing me for my first time in like 6 months...Ill never Forget are Camping trup with Mr.Spoony and Ill never forget New years together. Weve had are hard times but in the end you will always be one of my best friends and I will always love you. Always remember that you are my Favorite. Stay Strong, your gunna make it through this. Just like you primised me. I Love you.

Tristen Evens- We used to be best friends for 12 years of our lives. are parents were prego together so we knew eachother even before we were even born. I rember so many memories we had together but somehow all those things sudenly started to dissapear along with are friendship. Although I miss being best friends with her alot at times, we both found good friends and we dont really need to be there for eachother anymore but the thing is... I still always think about it and I wrote this Poem about her.

In Loving memory Jordan Schmidt<3
My boyfriend just resently got into a drunk driving accident and he didnt make it through it. Being his girlfriend of 2 and a half years has make it very hard for me to put this all together in my brain. when this type of thing happens you never think its going to happen to you or to one of yours friends but in reality you really dont know when its going to be your last good-bye. before they left they were even making jokes about getting into a car accident, it didnt turn out a very good Joke when it was accully the last time I got to hold and kiss my boyfrined. I hope noone ever has to go through what Im going through right now. so please dont just think about yourself when you go to drink and drive. Think of your friends, your family, the ones closest to you and relize that Just you getting into that car could leave all the ones that love you with Broken Hearts.



Weve been through almost everything together...you were the only person I have ever fallin in love with and the only one to honestly break my heart.. but you also made me the person I am today ... you showed me how to be myself and you also showed me what love was. and even though I never relized before but you made me stronger each time you hurt me. I love you more than life itself and Im so happy weve made it this far. I know youll always have that place in your heart for me even when you dont want to amit it and this time were reallly makin it work and you and I both know we need that. I need you in my life and I know that you need me to. Even though theres been times youve really hurt me you were abl to fill up that place in myheart and make it whole again. I love you baby...