GOING TO SEE THE BLUE MAN GROUP IN EDMONTON ON OCTOBER 9TH, GOING TO BE AWESOME!
sooo idk, theres a part of me that misses you like crazy, but another part that just wants nothing to do with you. yeah so i fucked up blah blah blah, not like you havn't. the shit you said to her while you were with me, being drunk is not an excuse,, maybe i felt the need to do what i did as payback, how does it feel bitch? you told my its karma, well yeah, me cheating on you is karma for you cheatin on me emotionally. i guess we both got what we deserved. what could we have been? Good? Great? Amazing? Perfect? i'll never know, and nor will you. "this is the one and only chance ill ask this" and i said no, i think days on end, what id be doing if i said yes. FML. no one is perfect, you have no idea how incredibly bad i miss you, the shit we came up with, we were two corns in a pea pod pretty much. ppl think im fine when your around, but it fucking KILLS me. iv got a whole in my chest where my heart use to be, thanks to you and i, look where i mistakes lead us. its funny, we can be provinces apart, or towns apart, and still fight like a married fucking couple. it pisses me off... what could we have been? no one will know, i'll only know as much as i can picture in my head. That last hug, i didnt want to let go. i only wish i could hug you again, to feel how it all fits into place when your holding me. dude, i totally miss your fkn punk ass, you don't even know. fml.
