SuicideQueen - 24, Female, Northern Ireland
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The truly creative mind is no more than this: a human born abnormally, inhumanely sensitive. To her a touch is a blow, a sound is a noise, a misfortune is a tragedy, a joy is an ecstasy, a friend is a lover, a lover is a god, and failure is death.
 

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I hear you're losing weight again
1. First Name: Brianna
2. Last Name: Molloy
3. Birthday: dec 7 87
4. Place you live: Vic, BC
5. Zodiac Sign: Sagitarius
6. Male or Female: Female
8. School: Nothin!
9. Occupation: lifeguard, swimming instructor
10. Residence: yo closet
11. Screen Name: SuicideQueen

_Your Appearance___

12. Hair Color: purple baby yeah!
13. Hair length: ya know...some length
14. Eye color: greeny
15. Best Feature: ...........you can decide. id say i dont have one
16. Height: 5'2ish
17. Braces?: nada.
18. Glasses?: nada
19. Attractive?: my hair is....the colour at least
20. Change something?: everything
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. Best friend: kendra
23. First Award: um......i dont think ive ever gotten one
24. First Sport: figure skating/gymnastics
25. First School: uh....i dont remember

26. First Real vacation: never had one
27. First Crush: a boy named ian when i was in grade 3
28. First Love: dont think ive had that either
___ Favorites___

29. Movie: SNAKES ON A PLANE!!! what dreams may come
30. TV Show: uh....newlyweds?
31. Colors: black, Orange
32. Rapper: ye fiddy......?
33. Friend: i love them all
34. Food: mcd's at 5 am;)
35. Season: fall
!36. Candy: those brain things from canex
37. Sport to Play: full contact square dancing
38. Restaurant: moxies! that old school one, or whitespot
39. Favourite brand: say what?
40. Store: whirled arts
41. School Subject: lunch?
42. Animal: SLOTHS!!!
43. Book: SOOOOOOO MANY! i love books.
44. Magazine: ad busters
45. Shoes: um....my jesus sandals....even though theyre broken!
___Currently___

46. Feeling: trying not to
47. Single or Taken: not completley either
48. Crying about: i dont cry
49. Eating: yop. or am i drinking it?
50. Drinking: um...see above....
51. Talking to: myself
52. Online: out to lunch bitch
53. Listening to: my chemical romance
54. Thinking About: work later
55. Wanting: someone
56. Watching: much gay
57. Wearing: pj's

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids?: maybe
59. Want to be Married: if i find the right someone
60. Careers in Mind: ASSASIN! photograher, journalist, rapper-prime minister
61. Where do you want to live: everywhere
62. Car: 1950 corvette, cherry red
__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair color: i likem dark
64. Hair length: longer
65. Eyes: darker
66. Height: gotta be taller than me
67. Cute or sexy: cute can be sexy
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: Both
70. Short or Tall: taller than me
71. Easy going or serious:Easy going, cant stand serious ppl
72. Romantic or Spontaneous:um, hello! both!
73. Sensitive or Loud: fuck, why do we have to pick between these things.
74. Friendship or Relationship: cant have one without the other
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: trouble maker
___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger:yup:D
79. Had Alcohol:yes
80. Smoked cigarettes: once cause i was drunk and thought it was a joint. put that fucker right out
81. Ran Away From home: yup
83. Got an X-ray: Yes
85. Broken Someones Heart: highly doubtful
86. Broke Up With Someone: noppe
87. Cried When Someone Died: yes
88. Cried At School: no
___Do You Believe In___

89. God: no
90. Miracles: sometimes
91. Love At First sight: Yes,
92. Ghosts: Yes!
93. Aliens: yes!
94. Soul Mates: of course
95. Heaven: i dont think so
96. Hell: yes
98. Kissing on The First Date: um..depends, only if it feels right.
99. Horoscopes: Yes!

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is there someone you want but you know you can't have? : depends on what you mean by have
 

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OH MY GOD
OH MY GODOH MY GODOH MY GODOH MY GOD DADDY COMES HOME IN 7 DAYS! OH MY GODOH MY GODOH MY GODOH MY GOD
 

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OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!PHANTOM IN 9 DAYS OH MY GOD! IM GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK IM SOOOOOOOOEXCITED OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!
 

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yeah bitches
1. Copy and Paste in your blog
2. Bold anything true
3. Leave plain anything untrue


I hate my name.
I miss somebody right now.
I watch more tv than I used to.
I hate olives.
I love sleeping.
I own a lot of books.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is the best policy.
I curse alot.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I have a hobby
.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I've never broken anyone else's bones.
I have a secret that I cant to reveal.
I love rain.
I'm REALLY paranoid
.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. i think
I have minty fresh breath in the morning. ..id hope!
I have long hair ish...
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one brother and/or sister.
I was born outside of Australia.
I shave my legs.

I have a twin.
I am actually wasting time doing this thing.
I couldnt survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I have friends.
I know how to do cornrows.
I am very pessimistic.
I have mood swings.
I think Britney Spears is pretty/hot/fat/ugly
I have cheated on a significant other.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I think that I'm popular.
I have dyed my hair.
I have kissed someone of the same sex.lol
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. ( at home..)
I love to shop!! maybe that's why I don't have any money
I would rather eat than shop.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my blog.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a good dancer
.
I'm embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a mobile phone.
I watch MUCH MUSIC on a daily basis. or at least have it on in the background
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I have never been in a real, serious relationship before.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently have a crush on someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future. far away future
I have changed a diaper before.

Bite my nails.
I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
I've been depressed before.

I am bisexual.
I am homosexual.
I collect comic books.
I shut others out when I'm sad.
I open up to others easily.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I watch the news
.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I like Disney movies.
I am a sucker for pretty eyes.
I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
.
I love Martha Stewart.
I really like someone.
I am self conscious.
I like to laugh a lot.
I smoke a pack a day.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
I can't swallow pills.
I have some scars.
I've been out of this country.
I am really ticklish.
I love chocolate.
I am comfortable with being me.

I play computer games/video games when I'm bored.
Gotten lost in the city.
Saw a shooting star.
Hugged a stranger.
Been in a fist fight with the same sex.

Been arrested.
Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
Made out in an elevator.

Swore at your parents.
Kicked a guy where it hurts.
Been skydiving.
Been bungee jumping.
Broken a bone.
Played spin the bottle.
Gotten the chicken pox.
Ridden in a taxi.
Shoplifted.

Been fired.
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.Stole something from your job
Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
Saw someone/something dying.
Driven over 400 miles.
Been on a plane.
Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
.
Thrown up in a bar.
Eaten Sushi.
Met someone in person from the internet.
Been to a motorcross show.
Done hard drugs.
Taken painkillers.

Cheated on someone else.
Saw Bucks Fizz in concert. who?
Consumed alcohol.
Ran away from home.
Lied to your parents about where you are.

Hate more than love.
Own an iPod or MP3 player.
Are a sports fanatic.
Would wear pyjamas to school.
Have a job.

Been in love.
Eat fast food weekly.
Believe in ghosts.
Can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
Seen a therapist.
Love white chocolate.
Single.
In a relationship.
Kissed a stranger.
Been obsessed with another person.
Argued for the fun of it.
Made out in a moving vehicle.
Been to a casino.
Been in a bar.
Skipped school.
I see things that aren’t there.
Been punched.

Been naked in public.
Come close to death.
Gotten stitches.

Hooked up with 2 or more people in one night while drunk.
Hooked up with 2 or more people in one night without alcohol.
Bitten someone.
Crashed into a friend's car.
Been to Japan. I wish!
Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
Slept with someone you shouldn’t have.
Been married.
Had someone cheat on you.
Over dosed.
 

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woot
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and I. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be suprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
 

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The Lady Of Shalott
On either side the river lie
Long fields of barley and of rye,
That clothe the wold and meet the sky;
And through the field the road run by
To many-tower'd Camelot;
And up and down the people go,
Gazing where the lilies blow
Round an island there below,
The island of Shalott.
Willows whiten, aspens quiver,
Little breezes dusk and shiver
Through the wave that runs for ever
By the island in the river
Flowing down to Camelot.
Four grey walls, and four grey towers,
Overlook a space of flowers,
And the silent isle imbowers
The Lady of Shalott.
By the margin, willow veil'd,
Slide the heavy barges trail'd
By slow horses; and unhail'd
The shallop flitteth silken-sail'd
Skimming down to Camelot:
But who hath seen her wave her hand?
Or at the casement seen her stand?
Or is she known in all the land,
The Lady of Shalott?
Only reapers, reaping early,
In among the bearded barley
Hear a song that echoes cheerly
From the river winding clearly;
Down to tower'd Camelot;
And by the moon the reaper weary,
Piling sheaves in uplands airy,
Listening, whispers, " 'Tis the fairy
The Lady of Shalott."
There she weaves by night and day
A magic web with colours gay.
She has heard a whisper say,
A curse is on her if she stay
To look down to Camelot.
She knows not what the curse may be,
And so she weaveth steadily,
And little other care hath she,
The Lady of Shalott.
And moving through a mirror clear
That hangs before her all the year,
Shadows of the world appear.
There she sees the highway near
Winding down to Camelot;
There the river eddy whirls,
And there the surly village churls,
And the red cloaks of market girls
Pass onward from Shalott.
Sometimes a troop of damsels glad,
An abbot on an ambling pad,
Sometimes a curly shepherd lad,
Or long-hair'd page in crimson clad
Goes by to tower'd Camelot;
And sometimes through the mirror blue
The knights come riding two and two.
She hath no loyal Knight and true,
The Lady of Shalott.
But in her web she still delights
To weave the mirror's magic sights,
For often through the silent nights
A funeral, with plumes and lights
And music, went to Camelot;
Or when the Moon was overhead,
Came two young lovers lately wed.
"I am half sick of shadows," said
The Lady of Shalott.
A bow-shot from her bower-eaves,
He rode between the barley sheaves,
The sun came dazzling thro' the leaves,
And flamed upon the brazen greaves
Of bold Sir Lancelot.
A red-cross knight for ever kneel'd
To a lady in his shield,
That sparkled on the yellow field,
Beside remote Shalott.
The gemmy bridle glitter'd free,
Like to some branch of stars we see
Hung in the golden Galaxy.
The bridle bells rang merrily
As he rode down to Camelot:
And from his blazon'd baldric slung
A mighty silver bugle hung,
And as he rode his armor rung
Beside remote Shalott.
All in the blue unclouded weather
Thick-jewell'd shone the saddle-leather,
The helmet and the helmet-feather
Burn'd like one burning flame together,
As he rode down to Camelot.
As often thro' the purple night,
Below the starry clusters bright,
Some bearded meteor, burning bright,
Moves over still Shalott.
His broad clear brow in sunlight glow'd;
On burnish'd hooves his war-horse trode;
From underneath his helmet flow'd
His coal-black curls as on he rode,
As he rode down to Camelot.
From the bank and from the river
He flashed into the crystal mirror,
"Tirra lirra," by the river
Sang Sir Lancelot.
She left the web, she left the loom,
She made three paces through the room,
She saw the water-lily bloom,
She saw the helmet and the plume,
She look'd down to Camelot.
Out flew the web and floated wide;
The mirror crack'd from side to side;
"The curse is come upon me," cried
The Lady of Shalott.
In the stormy east-wind straining,
The pale yellow woods were waning,
The broad stream in his banks complaining.
Heavily the low sky raining
Over tower'd Camelot;
Down she came and found a boat
Beneath a willow left afloat,
And around about the prow she wrote
The Lady of Shalott.
And down the river's dim expanse
Like some bold seer in a trance,
Seeing all his own mischance --
With a glassy countenance
Did she look to Camelot.
And at the closing of the day
She loosed the chain, and down she lay;
The broad stream bore her far away,
The Lady of Shalott.
Lying, robed in snowy white
That loosely flew to left and right --
The leaves upon her falling light --
Thro' the noises of the night,
She floated down to Camelot:
And as the boat-head wound along
The willowy hills and fields among,
They heard her singing her last song,
The Lady of Shalott.
Heard a carol, mournful, holy,
Chanted loudly, chanted lowly,
Till her blood was frozen slowly,
And her eyes were darkened wholly,
Turn'd to tower'd Camelot.
For ere she reach'd upon the tide
The first house by the water-side,
Singing in her song she died,
The Lady of Shalott.
Under tower and balcony,
By garden-wall and gallery,
A gleaming shape she floated by,
Dead-pale between the houses high,
Silent into Camelot.
Out upon the wharfs they came,
Knight and Burgher, Lord and Dame,
And around the prow they read her name,
The Lady of Shalott.
Who is this? And what is here?
And in the lighted palace near
Died the sound of royal cheer;
And they crossed themselves for fear,
All the Knights at Camelot;
But Lancelot mused a little space
He said, "She has a lovely face;
God in his mercy lend her grace,
The Lady of Shalott."
 

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wut up
my daddy came home today:):) i am happy. that is all.