~ Strong, Sweet, & Gentle ~ All me ~ Japanese & Korean ~

~ Hmm..2 great friends for a Life Time...going out as Cloud & Tifa..was what seemed to be..Ever lasting Love & Complete Happiness....Although Cloud's not here...I'll always love him..cause Clouds Close 2 my heart...<3~[/i]


Leona Lewis - Whatever it takes[/i]

Hehe *Hugs* I'm always here if you need me =^_^= Teehee xD
If U need me for something, I'll be there
If ur Sad or upset I'll always be there to cheer u up... =)
I'll be there 2 keep u company. (>^_^)><(^_^<)
I'm always there if u need a hand ...*holds out my hand*
I'll be there to catch ur fall... (>O_O)>_(X_x)_
I'll be a friend who cares, & protects u <(O_<)><(O_o<)
I'll always be there 4 u I promise....*pinky promises you*
This is my Promise to u... *hugs*
~ No Matter What Never Give up!!!
Stay strong no matter what happens
Always listen 2 ur heart
An Protect the ones you Love~


~Bout me ~

I'm Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet.

Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! I'm Strong, Fun, Kind & Gentle. I'm Outgoing & understanding. I'm the kinda of girl who friends & family depend on if they need Anything. I'm Japanese & Korean, SO if u have any questions on how to say something I Either Japanese or Korean just ask me xD

Mostly I'm like a Counciller for them, I give advice & I'm usually Happy ^_^. I'm Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying. An If u wanna mess with my friends U have to go through me first! Cuz no one can Hurt them. Because I made a Promsie to them I'd protect them & be there for them no matter what >_O

I'm a very bubbly, happy, caring person. I love to be with friends and love making them happy. Always willing to bend over backwards to help someone in need even if I don't know them. Plus I love making new friends, which is why I'm always surrounded by people (sometimes). Though sometimes I need to concentrate on my work, I tend to not pay attention and can be rather spacey. I forget to do things for myself sometimes and let people take advantage of my giving nature.

I"m to keep my friends & family safe, never less to watch over them. To all the mistakes I've made, I'm trying to undo...I've caused to much pain & sorrow for them...
because of me. I'm making it up to them..to show how much they mean to me.
All the promises I've made were my words of saying sorry....[/font]
~~*>~:. CuT3.:~<*~~

CoMmEnTz, MeSsAg3s, HoPes & WiSh3s





I GuEsS sInCe YoUr GoN3 I HuRT mOr3
ThAn 3v3r...

><..~*.: Single <--> Alone <--> Lost <---> Confused :.*~..><[/color]


Linken Park - Leave out all the rest

It Scares you doesn't it..?!
Well you gotta think about now, really take it in..
Well you hate being alone so let people in.... <3 Tifa

I said i'd live out both our lives...
easy to make that promise...but I let you die.. <3 Cloud[/size]

Hey lets make a promise..if i'm ever in a bind you come & help me...
& that we'll always be there for each other..ok?
mmk *pink promises* <3 Tifa & Cloud




U were the only one I wanted..the one I NEEDED the most....The only One I love...



Papa Roach - Last Resort!!![/i][/size]

...............................
..... , . - . - , _ , ....... One Simple Rose can mean anything, to me it me
......... ) ` - . .> ' `( ....... it means alot. It means Love, Friendship Forever, Truth, Hope
........ / . . . .`\ . . \ ........ Happiness, & Trust. If this person is important to u
........ |. . . . . |. . .| ........ U'd do anythign for them..hehe well thats how I feel
......... \ . . . ./ . ./ ......... towards my Honey Jose-kun ^^. This Rose is
........... `=(\ /.=` ......... Very Special. ^_^ Thsi Rose Represents our Love,
............. `-;`.-' ............ Friendship, & Happiness. But many more things as well.
............... `)| ... , ........This is a Rose filled with all our thoughts, hopes, dreams &
................ || _.-'| ........ Our Promises. I made a Promise to him I'd love him
............. ,_|| \_,/ ........No matter what, Always be there for him & be there if he needed
....... , ..... \|........thing. Like I say it Saying " I love you" isn't just words, but more
Like a Promise to never be broken
This Rose Can Never Die..for our Souls keep it from Dieing


The Fray - How to save a Life


Evans Blue - Cold (but i'm still here)

Just have Hope...
Don't Give up..
& I'm sure YOur Love for someone will never die...

~Single Life~
Hmm..so where should i begin..? Guess there's not much 2 say after whats happened.
I'm sure talking bout it would help, mm but just putting it back
into thought isn't so good..Mainly it's about this guy, i love or well loved (u know who he is)
well idk where he is now..but anyway after all the things i promised to this one
guy i truly loved he ends leaving again. What? u sound surprised..k he left me once
before..which put me into alot of pain..it got so bad it felt like i was in a nightmare..
we didn't talk for awhile..say bout 2 yrs, guess it wasn't so bad...*looks at u*..alrite it was
that bad...I'm not gunna tell u what happened before...It's complicated..but if u ask I'll tell u..

But idk why he would leave without saying anything, he isn't like this.. = /
I'm really worried bout him, he hasn't said anything to me in awhile.
last time i heard from him was 5 weeks ago...hmm it's come to this that he left for good
everyone knew it was coming...but why now...why would he leave just like that...?
He promised me he'd never leave my side &that he'd always be there when i needed
him, I need him now don't I...? so where is he...?

I'm completely Lost & confused..my emotions are messing with me...
But I love Brandon-kun too...=/ I love him as much I do Jose-kun
Brandon-kun has alwasy been there for me (mostly)
He's the only one I can turn 2 now...he's there
but Idk who to love...Love is confusing & frustrating It's all a game rite..?

What am I 2 do now...idk where to turn to..it's just them..sooner or later one of them leaves
but we all know whose left already....rite Jose-kun...?! *sigh* hah...forget it
whats the point ur already gone...I can't do anything anymore to get u to stay with me...
no matter how hard I try..guess I shouldn't have promised u anything..if i knew
..now I have to break all these promises to u Jose-kun....
Now I understand why Oniisan left...just because of a girl he loved dearly..he left because
of her...if she left him for good..so would he...but when he told me he was leaving

I asked him :
(" Oniisan..w-why would u throw everythign u worked so hard for...everything
u accomplished...every dream, hope, & thought away, just like that...?")

He replied :
(" Well there's no point of me being here...no one needs me around Oniichan,
the only reason I live my life was because of her...but now she's gone, I'm nothing
so thats why...I'm sorry Oniichan..but I'm never coming back..hope u'll be ok..
promise me...")

So Oniisan gave up his whole life for the girl he loved...just left &
erased everything & everyone
I'm starting to wonder...should i do the same as well...?
All this just seems to happen way to fast...but I'm gunna start all over
A fresh new start..I'm gunna stay & not runaway...but Honestly I do hope Jose-kun
is alrite......*sigh* It's hard being stuck in 2 totally different worlds

I really need someone
to talk to so I can clear my mind...well just listen 2 these songs..
this is how I feel right now...


Relient K - I need you


Hikaru Utada - Colors (Remix)

(^_~ ) <~> (^////^) <~> (=^_^=) YoShIkA (=^_^=) <~> (^////^) <~> (^_~)


Skillet - Whispers in the dark[/size]

~ Just some thoughts..mm nothin to important..
Hmmm...just lonely I guess...single..Lost & confused..
I'm a lil upset bout soem stuff, but ti should be ok....Rite now I need someone
Someone there for me to catch my fall...Someone to hold me when I'm scared...
Someone to wipe my tears away, huggign me tightly, holdin me close
Whispering in my ear " Baby..everythigns alrite..I'm here..& I'll always be...cause I love you.."~

I wanna be alone for awhile..so just leave me alone, i need some time to think
Get away from whats happening...
Just Run away taking a random path, seeing where it'll take me..
I know it's not the best option to run..but.
But What am I suppose to do...
I'm just an ordinary girl, in a ordinary world..but with a totally diffrent life...
So basically I'm stuck in 2 worlds..this world & my own..
It's hard to tell whats reality & whats not...So I'm asking u'd help me...
Or we'd help each other...& don't keave me...
Just don't leave...please..thats what I fear the most...
Being alone, after being so sure U'd keep ur promise..by sayin u'd never leave my side...
Yoshika - Jade - Tsukiro <---> Yuu - Blossom ` Tsukiro
I've cried a million tears for you....this is how bad I miss you..I need you here...I've cried so much tears..my eyes are sore..from so much crying....

BROKEN HEARTS +
BROKEN DREAMS + BROKEN PROMISES +
SHATTERED LOVE + DAMAGED HOPE, JOY, & EMOTIONS =
== A NEVER ENDING NITEMARE ~