i haven't been on here in forever.. and so when i did i thought i'd come back with a bang.. and new pictures? correction new pictures with uhhh the lovvve of my life. its about time too.. all n all.. face book is apparently where its at. check it out?
sucks.
Feb. 2 - - 12 hour shift at work. Fucking blow me.
How come your arms aren't around me?
First and foremost: I love.. and I am loved
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Secondly: I have never felt so safe.
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I am content, but time is too slow and I am anxious.
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Anxiety:
n. pl. anx·i·e·ty
1.
a) A state of uneasiness and apprehension
b) A cause of anxiety
2. Psychiatry. A state of apprehension, uncertainty, and fear resulting from the anticipation of a realistic or fantasized threatening event or situation, often impairing physical and psychological functioning.
3. Eager, often agitated desire
4. Not being next to you (See Distance)
i'm crazy about you.
your seriously all i need.
all i want.
all i could possibly ever ask for.
i love you.
i think..
going away is gonna help.
emensly.
..except i don't wanna leave you.
ok so last night after heated debate.. about what i wanted in my life.. well out of the near future i finally made a list. and the main things that i see in my future.. was you. i want you. and only you.
..and a tattoo haha.
i don't knowwww..
..once again i'm turning to "you".
and your stupid cheesy songs.
but its not stupid really..
its probably one of the best songs i've ever heard.
fuck it..
..theres a light up ahead..
is it truely 50/50..
or am i slowly beginning to realize that its more like..
90/10
if it is.. and i'm the only one not seeing it..
then please step up and tell me.
lesson of the day:
learn to forgive and forget.
only the fact that..
forgetting is always that much harder though.
