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Moving Forward
Basically, I feel like I've been stuck in the same story for far too long, I want new encounters, I want new excitement that will become a part of my life, sadly we can't wait around forever. "It'll happen when it happens", my friends say. There are just a few things in life I really want and that is: Family (check), Friends (check), The right girl ( ), and, the main thing that drives my life, Music ( ).

We all have ambitions in life, but how much do we really try to achieve those things? Most of the time we are distracted by our surroundings or what may seem as more "fun". I feel we all lose track of what we really want. And the only one stopping that is ourselves. With my life right now, it feels like nothing will change until I ignore all these distractions and set my eyes on the goal. In this case, its music.

For a few years I've been working hard at music, but I was too distracted. I thought I was taking it seriously, but I wasn't. So I tried harder, and harder. But you know, I look at all I've done today, and it feels like a bunch of unfinished art. I feel like I have a bunch of rough sketches for something that could be so real and grand. Just ideas waiting to be brought to life.

Today, June 2th 2012, I decided that I still have much to learn and I'm putting aside all my distractions to learn as much as I can to achieve my goals.

Don't stop yourself from achieving your goal. Focus on the big prize and don't give up, or even distracted. I feel we could all do so much better.
 

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Finding Something Worth it
I look around me everyday, trying to find something worthwhile. I have fantastic friends and a great family. Yet there's a part of me that feels so /Bored/. In life, I feel everyone should do what they love, and be happy with that alone, but we are always wanting more. We always want to improve (or at least I hope we all want to) in most aspects. But its silly because we will almost never be satisfied in that way then. Will we always feel incomplete after achieving something so grand? We look up to people who have made a huge impact to humanity and we think "Wow they are so successful." But does that mean they are happy? Some of the most amazing creative thinkers out there must be so lucky to have their famous dreams come to reality, but do they feel FULLY /satisfied/? I personally feel I would die happy knowing I could make an amazing contribution to the art community no matter how independent or obscure may be.

I just want more meaning behind the actions people take, something true and worth not just for the while.