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I like just hanging out with my friends, I can get along with almost anyone. I love to drink. I've got dark reddish brown hair at the moment, green/blue eyes that change colors often. My msn list is full, so if you want to add yourself then ask me first please so that i can make room!
I am Hailey.
I will not give up on life.
I hear music.
I worry I may never get through.
I regret the hurt I've caused others.
I love being loved.
I always take on more then I can handle.
I can't stand people knowing who is the real me.
I can usually be found with a beer in my hand.
I need to have friends in my life.
I hope I can change my ways.
I want to live another life.
I obsess over popcorn.
I wish people would forget my past.
I cry when I can't take it anymore.
I fell and now I try to stand.
I don't like hypocrites.
I feel not enough as I should, and twice as much as I want to.
I don't care what people think of me but saying that:
I care about how you react to my actions.
I am always trying to continue trying.
I hide who I really am.
I write to help me figure things out.
I play happy all the time.
I learn what I can.
I will be what I want to be.
I say what I do not mean, but I mean it, and lying is only creating new truths.
I think there are some things in life that are possible. But twice as many that are beyond my reach...
I love to walk in the rain.
I have many doubts.
I believe in owning bits of genius.
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I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way




