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Till death will you depart.

BASICS

Height:159 cm - 163 cm (5'3" - 5'4")
Weight:56 Kg - 59 Kg (121 lbs - 130 lbs)
Birthday:March 19, 1991
Sexual Orientation:Bisexual/Open-Minded
Dating:Dating
Living Situation:Living with parents/relatives
Location:Edmonton, Alberta, Canada
Join Date:02:15pm | Feb 17, '06
Profile Updated:08:45pm | Dec 17, '09
Last Active:07:39pm | Apr 27, '12

INTERESTS

Reading Material:Comic books, Fiction, Fantasy, Humor, Mysteries, Myths and Legends, Poetry, Romance, Sci-fi
Movies:Action, Animated, Anime, Comedy, Drama, Horror, Romantic Comedies, Science Fiction, Teen
Art:Acting, Body Art, Doodling, Film/Video Making, Graphic Design, Journal Writing, Painting, Photography, Pottery, Singing, Song Writing, Writing
Animals/Pets:Cats
Video Games:First person shooter, Fighting, Racing, Role Playing, Strategy
Cars:Drag Racing, Offroad, Motorbikes
Music:Blues, Death Metal, Emo, Goth, Hardcore, Hip-Hop, Metal, Pop, R & B, Rock, Techno, Trance, Rave
Sports:Badminton, Bicycling, Dance (competitive), Figure Skating, Hiking, Horseback Riding, Ice-skating, Jogging, Kickboxing, Martial Arts, Mountain Biking, Rock Climbing, Rollerskating, Running, Scuba, Skiing, Snowboarding, Swimming, Track and Field, Volleyball, Yoga
Activities:Cooking, Drinking, Driving, Karaoke, Listening to music, Partying, Reading, Traveling, Dancing
Musical Instruments:Keyboard, Piano
Outdoor:Camping, Gardening, Going to the beach, Hiking, Backpacking, Exploring, Sightseeing, Suntanning, Traveling
Computers:Gaming, Graphics, Instant Messaging, Surfing the net

SCARS</3

Tamara_______ScottY

I tear my heart open,____
_________I sew myself shut.

Dating; 18; Mount Bouchri; bestfriended;
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

TRAGIDY♥

Jules in my eyes

Every morning i wake i try to remind my self that the sun will rise eventually. Its 9 am somewhere but here by my side time seems to crawl so slowly. Every time i think of your handsome face i try to resist a smile, i just remember the good times we've had. Three years dont seem so long now. I look out these windows that show me a world of white. These doors lead to no where but a dark world without you. You seem to surround me but i cant touch you from here. I cry to you but i can only hear the comforting memories murmmer. I can remember everything about you, the diamonds of your eyes. I could never resist you even if i tried so hard. So this is my last kiss to you as i blow it to the night. I Wish for you to dream of me tonight....My love.

The Night


I find it hard to sleep as i roll onto the edge of the bed. My hand swaying back and forth, like my hand in the rippling water. The liquid night swallowed you, tearing you far away from me as it dragged you far from us. I could hear you screaming my name as i look through the crack in the door, the dim light beaming through like a bit of hope of seeing you again.
On my back I stare at the roof, in hopes that i could see the stars through the thick roofing. I feel stupid as i cry, allowing the tears to soak into my pillows. I feel so weak to this feeling as my body quivers in the mid summer heated night. Even the songs that soothe the nights sorrow and cries from the animals that creep. Ripping off the blankets i cant bare being close to something. Im sorry baby but in the end this was worth it.
Staring at the stacks of boxes that are leaning helpessly against the wall. Depending on everything around it so it wouldn't fall. Closing these burning eyes i try so hard not to think. Opening them to stare at the white wall by my bed. Running my fingers across the wall i can easily trace your face into the wall.
Glancing out the open window that seems to becon me to see its capturing view. Slipping from the warm sheets, feeling the warm fabric under foot. The moonlight exposing me from the shadows of the night that kept me hidden within this room. The streets seem to crowd with people as they walk by. The odd few holding hands and looking at eachother to smile. Sighing I cannot help but smile as i enjoy the capturing view. Leaning against the edge of the window staring closer at the existing people below. My eyes following every person as they stepped, like examining small ants, seeing how they'd react if i dropped food or water. Unknowingly i find my self crying, each drop falling from my chin and into the wind. In hopes of flying to you, catching your attention from what ever you may be doing.
Slipping from the window i open the cracked door, the light expressing my tears as i sneak through the empty house. The quiet puring as my cat slumbers on the couches in the living room. Slyly moving through the shadows of this new home, in hopes of finding something that reminds me of you. Slipping into the spare room, taking in the smell of the new home. Distracted by a memory as i turn around in the dark to find a gentle feeling of a hand run across my arm. A tear forced its self from my eye and tumbled recklessly down my cheek, falling down my arm and off the end of my finger as i reach for the box. Lifting off the lid i find a note.
"Please don't cry, i know you will reach for this box soon. I beg of you to smile for as long as you can. Because you know we all love you. So this is for you, my dear. Something that will always remind you of us. No matter the distance, i'll love you till the end of my very breath, i will cry out your name and say my love for you. Your name will be the last one out of my mouth. So please remember that we will always...Always love you."
Letting the note slip from my smooth hands i find my self reaching into the box. My body rejecting my very commands against it. Pulling out a book that has a single girl standing by a tree that has began to shed its orange leafs. Looking dumbly at the book, settling it down upon another box. Tumbling down, the book fell from its high height. Falling open on the carpeted floor, i could faintly see pictures spread across the pages. Pulling out of the box i found my self staring face to face with a small teddy bear with its grin so wide. Like a child, pulling the soft bear deep into my chest as i couldn't bare to hold back the tears for you any longer. Whispering words to you. "I love you too, oh so much. Thank you." In hopes of you able to feel this, i press my lips to the cheek of the bear. Gently gripping the paw of the bear, bending down to grip onto the book and the note. Tucking the note deep within the pages, reminding me later of how much you love me.

Laying silently within my bed, the sheets now cool from the wind that invaded my room. I hear a distant voice from the hall "Are you alright?" gently smiling to my self i speak. "Never mind me, Never mind me. Everything will be okay from now on. I promise." Rolling over, the bear safely staring at me from the wall he leans against. His eyes reminding me of you, i can finally smile at you. Running a finger down the side, "Yes, everything will be okay." These now heavy eyes find peace as they close. Gently the teddy bear falls to his side infront of me. Almost copying my every move, learning my expressions. I can finally sleep in peace, as i find my self following you in my dream. I can see you, at last I can remember the very touch of you as we hugged hello and goodbye. But this is never goodbye cause I never said I was leaving forever. This will never be forever. I promise.






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