Every day is the first day
of the rest of your life.



Some days you just want to run. Not exactly away from anything
in particular, Just...away. Those are the days when no matter
how big the smile is on your face, it's not quite big enough to
push away the anger or the tears that wants to creep
up from behind and let you run. Sometimes you don't even
know what that anger is or what those tears are falling for.
Those are the days that you need to push, push your hardest
to keep from running back, to keep encouraging the smile
on your face to push away the unknown anger and tears.
Everyone deserves to be happy, to be what they know they
can be and to do what they know they can do. I know that's
not exactly how it works, but you can make it work by holding
onto who you know you are and by pushing yourself to take
that little step forward. Taking a step back, no matter how small
the step, brings you farther away from what you know you
deserve and what you know you deserve is truly worth it in the end.
The past may be behind you but the memories that fill it are with
you forever, even the ones that you tried to run from but
coudln't and you just ended up pushing them to the smallest
corner in the back of your mind. Memories are forever but today
is now and tomorrow could never come. So don't run from the
memories that today could create, take them in with everything
you have and never forget them because the things that you
rememeber,no matter how small, are the best moments
you'll ever live, even if you don't think they are. Think about
this...If they weren't, you would just forget them instead of
holding onto them.Life is truly amazing, don't take it for granted,
live it like you will never live it twice, like tomorrow is the
day everything will end.




Nathan, Rain, Megan, Kailey, Mike, Matt, Daniel, Payton, Brent, James, Kostner, Jack,
I love you guys with all my heart, forever.