These past few months have been a great time of discovery for me. Mainly discovering what I had the balls to do. Isabelle Beaudoin, you are the living proof I do have the balls to stand up to the norm. I cannot express how lucky I am to have had you find me. Many people have come to find out that my love is extremely selective, and that it takes a lot of trust for me to say that i truly LOVE someone. Only two other girls have possessed it, and they had deemed themselves incapable of accepting it. I love you Isabelle, and I can't help but believe that you love me. You and I share more in common then siamese twins, and we have grown to need each other. Kind of like two clouds in a desert. We will get across it together, and we will make each others life as happy as we could ever imagine. That is all I want for you, to have you happy. You deserve it love. I can't help but miss you every minute I'm away from you, and savor every second we have together. Your constantly in my head, distracting me from things as simple as remembering where I left my phone, to where large machinery is moving around at my work. But it doesn't matter to me. All that matters is that we are irrevocably in love.