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You talk it ; I live it

You want it ; Forget it

You start it ; I end it

Ladies love the country boys

25 questions to answer truthfully.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someone’s eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
Probably looking at someone when they are telling me how they feel

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?
umm friday night.. i was a becuz of suthing then i ended up gettin reall mad, but its ok now


3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. who would you call?
my mom or dad... they mean the world to me and they would tell everyone wut i had to say.


4. You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. (1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? (2) What do you do with your remaining days? (3) Would you be afraid?
I would tell my boyfriend, friends, and family, i would stop goin to school, see everyone and do sumthig i had wanted to do for a while, and yes i'd be afraid.. expeciall if i was young

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love. Which do you choose?
Trust,becuz without trust.. u cant have love anyways.. well not true love.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog?
yes! i wouldnt even think twice.. and if my boss fired me, he could shove it up is ass.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?
no, i wouldnt tell them unless i got caught or it was more than a one night stand, becuz if it didnt mean anything it just saves a huge blowup

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?
umm i dunno. tell them how i felt and be really nice about it

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. do you do it?i would give it to meg so she coulda had 1 or hour with her friends

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Ya, I’m not trying to sound coincided. I’d say I’m a pretty good friend

11. Does love = sex?no, u can love sumone and not have sex with them.. u shouldnt need sex to love sumone.

12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company?
i dont think i would b/c there r other jobs for that person. unless i was comfortably wealthy and could afford doin that for a bit.

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? What did you have to tell the person? Was it difficult?
not long ago, just stuff about wut i felt towards him (good stuff) no it was easy cuz it was mutual.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?Do not love them back

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?well if it was a hobby... id say riding,becuz it keeps me happy and i love it with all my heart.. but for family.. a hard one.. its like a te between my parents.. then alyssa the my grandparents down east.


16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?
Alyssa and just now, she's my best friend and knows me inside out.

18. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you wish was there with you?
um... ryley.. or my dogs. but mainly ryley

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?.
omg yes

21.You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death?
It would depend on what she told me to do, if she wanted me to choose the baby I would, but I would rather save her, and if my grams didnt tell me i would pick her if i couldnt hold on long enough for her to choose.

22. Are you old fashioned?
kind of ya lol

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
i dunno i do that often becuz i dont like being mean to people unless they r rude to me

24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?True love. it's better to have lloved once and be hurt than not have loved at all.

25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?.
there's alot i would wish for.. so i dunno. one would be to move to ontario and make my aunts MS go away and have a farm,n that my rents would quit smoking

[anger]

what makes you really mad?: mmm whiners and gossipers
do you have a bad temper? yup
do you swear when you are mad?: Yes.
do you yell or hit people when you are mad?: no.
have you ever made someone mad?: yes.
how often do you get mad?: alot.

[jealousy]

are you a jealous person?: Kind Of.
what makes you jealous?: mm a couple things.
how often do you get jealous?: not too often
who are you jealous of?: i dunno.
how do you act when you get jealous?: i act the same.
do you get mad at the people you are jealous of?: no.

[sadness]

are you a sad person?: i can be.
what makes you sad?: i dunno a lot of stuff
how often are you sad?: i dunno
do you cry a lot?: no
do you cry on your friends?: no...
have you cried in public?: like at funerals

[happiness]

are you a happy person?: Most of the Time
how often are you happy?:often.
who makes you happy?: Alot of people.
how do you act when you are happy?: Happy...
what makes you happiest in your life?: um, friends, horses and things i accomplish.

[hate]

what do you hate?: oh too much to list haha.
do you hate anyone?: Yeah.
does anyone hate you?: Yes.
do you have a hate list?: No , i dont.
what kind of people do you hate?: Liars and kinda people who judge.
what kind of music do you hate?: rap, gospel, and that emo shit

[love]

have you ever loved anyone/been in love?: Yes.
have you ever told someone you loved them?: Mmhm.
how many times have you been in love?: once.
what is love?: Love is something that i think cant be described in words.
has anyone told you they loved you?: Yes.

[self esteem]

do you love yourself?: yup.
do you think you are attractive?: i think im decent.
have you ever harmed yourself?: no and i wont.. on purpose haha..
are you happy with who you are?: usually ya
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[ fear ]

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects (sorta)
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[x] the ocean
[ ] pools
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[x] death
[ ] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] being sexually assulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[x] diseases
[] snakes
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[x] fear
[] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[x] growing up

pause: currently

1. what shirt are you wearing?: black billabong
2. what pair of pants?: wranglers... going to work soon
3. what color socks?: im not wearing socks
4. what shoes do you have on?: none
6. what makeup? none
6. what jewelry?: belly ring
7. what CD is in your CD player? none
8. what are you listening to?: through the glass
9. who are you chatting with?: no one
10. what other windows do you have open? nex, morpheous
11. what are you eating/drinking?: chocolate milk
12. what are you thinking about?: going riding
13. what time is it?: 2 pm
14. what room of the house are you in?: computer room?
15. what season is it?: summer
16. how are you wearing your hair?: juss down
17. what color are your nails painted?: they arent
18. what are the other people in your house doing?: home alone 19. what should you really being doing right now?: anything..
20. what song have you been listening to non-stop today?: ...


fast forward: future

21. what will you do tomorrow?: ride and work
22. who do you want to see tomorrow?: noooooo comment
23. what do you want to be when you get older?: large animal vet
24. do you want to get married?: not really
025. do you want to have kids?: nope
26. if you could, would you run for president later on?: fuck no
27. where would you like to live?: back in napanee, ontario
28. describe your dream house: not small but not big... in the country on a huge farm
29. if you could, what part of today would you fast-forward through?:right now till i go to work
30. when are you getting your next haircut?:no idea
31. when do you plan to go shopping next?: dont care
32. would you rather die young and beautiful or live long and die old?: live long so i could experience everything
33. how would you like to die?: doing sumthign i love
34. what are you looking forward to?: riding my uncles mustang
35. what`s the next holiday coming up?: dont no, dont care
36. what do you plan on wearing tomorrow?: jeans and t-shirt and wut not
37. what`s tomorrow`s weather going to be like?: probly hot
38. how old will you be in four years?: 19
39. what time will you go to bed tonight?: i dunno
40. what day is it tomorrow?: monday


rewind: past

41. what were your dream jobs as a child?: vet
42. what was the worst time of your life?: umm moving away from ontario and coming to alberta
43. what was the best time of your life?: wen i go to ontario
44. where was the last place you were?: work (ranch)
45. when`s the last time you saw your best friend?: weeks ago
46. what was your most embarassing moment?: not sure
47. four years ago, what was your dress-style like?: dunno
48. what school did go to for elementary school?: fricken holy family
49. what about preschool?: dunno.
50. what was the first book you ever read?: sumthign about cats
51. what were you doing before you took this survey?: out witht he horses
52. who was the last person you talked to online?: egger
53. what time did you wake up this morning? like 1pm
54. what things did you eat today?: nuthing yet
55. when was the last snowstorm you had?: winter time perhaps
56. what part of your life would you do over?: gr 8
57. if you could relive a year of your life because it was so great, which year?: uhmm sometime when i was small and thought everything was fun?
58. what was the stupidest thing you`ve ever done?: ugh too many to put down.
59. what trends were popular last year but died out?: who cares
60. who was your first true best friend?: alyssa

record: memories

61. what`s one of your fondest memories?: sumthign with lyss in napanee probly
62. do you keep a diary?: no
63. what`s the last picture you took?: sumthign at stampede
64. name some people you'll never be able to forget: alyssa, dee, family, kelsey, ian, sarah.... others
65. have you ever wrote your own song lyrics?: ya ahah
66. ever written your own little story?: ugh.. dunno
67. what was your favorite grade in school?: gr 9
68. what did you wear on the first day of school this year?: jeans and tank top
69. when was your first kiss?:wne i was like little
70. what were your first words?: no clue
71. What's your middle name(s)?: christine
72. who is your inspiration?: my mom and grandpa... sometimes my sister.
73. what`s one of your worst memories?:the bitches from st. joes
74. who did you mostly hangout with while growing up? well lyssa till i was about 7 then i dunno diff people
75. where was the first place you lived?: napanee ontario
77. what`s the longest amount of time you were away from home?: 2 months
78. what`s the best thing you've ever written?: my spirit horse story ahahha
79. how long was the longest survey you took?: i dont fukin know

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A DYING COWBOY'S PRAYER


The night was sprinklin' twinklin' stars
in clusters 'cross the sky...
and down below a cowboy lay,
sick....about to die.
"Heaven, maybe...hell, perhaps",
declared a distant voice.
"I've weighed the good and bad in you;
and heaven- that's my choice."
Though racked with pain and fever,
the cowboy hadn't died.
Fighting through the fog, the man,
with heavy heart, replied,
"If it's all the same with you,
I like it fine down here.
I'd like t' ride the range again
and rope some racin' steer.

"I like it fine down here, oh Lord!
It ain't for me up there.
I'd miss the crisp Dakota winds
a' combin' through my hair.
I'd miss the cowboy's laughter,
and the frequent barroom brawl;
the ridin' herd on moonlit nights
and hearin' cattle bawl.
The cowboys down at Caseys,
and the mugs a' friendly beer.....
I'd miss 'em! Lord, I'd miss 'em!
I'd like t' stay right here!

"I'd miss ole Cookie's coffee.
I'd even miss his beans.
I'd even miss my worn out boots
and dirty, beat-up jeans.
The mountain mists at mornin',
and the roarin' waterfall,
the thunder and the lightenin'
of the sudden summer squall....
I'd miss 'em! Lord, I'd miss 'em!
I know I'd miss 'em all...
the roundups in the springtime
and the cattle drives each fall.

* * * * * * * * * * * *

Pain be damned! The cowboy climbed
a mountain cliff all night;
stumblin' every now and then,
but always clutchin' tight.
When the cowboy reached the crest,
his fiery fever broke;
and in his bedroll on the range,
at daybreak, he awoke.
Never did just wakin'-up
seem such a splendid treat...
not a gray cloud anywhere...
just blue skies, sunshine-sweet.
"Heaven, maybe...Hell, perhaps..."
still echoed in his ear;
and once again the cowboy said,
"I like it fine down here.!"

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A woman needs two animals: The horse of her dreams and a jackass to pay for it

Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall

me and ally... i'm on the right

Favorite:

1. Gum: juicy fruit, the stick stuff
2. Restaurant: Joeys only
3. Drink: beer
4. Season: summer
5. Type of weather: sunny but not to hot
8. Late-night activity: drinking
9. Sport: horse riding
10. Movie: Dreamer or notebook or sumthing
11. Store: lammle's

_______When was the last time you_______

12. Cried: after visiting meghan's grave
13. Played a sport: today
14. Laughed: i dunno
15. Hugged someone: yesterday
16. Kissed someone: yesterday
17. Felt depressed:i dunno off and on...
18. Felt overworked: all the time
19. Faked sick: not for a while
20. Had sex: n/a

___What was the last_______

21. Word(s) you said: goodnight
22. Thing you ate: a smore
23. Song you listened to: that girl is a cowboy- garth brooks
24. Last thing you drank: milk
25. Last place u went: my uncles to ride my horse
26. Movie you saw: Dreamer
27. Movie you rented: Failure to Launch

_______Who was the last person you_______

28. Hugged: Curtis
29. Cried over: no one
30. Instant messaged: Yauza
31. Danced with: havent danced in a while
32. Shared a secret with: kelsey probably
33. Had a sleepover with: kels
35. Went to a movie with: ugh.. dunno
36. Saw: my dad
37. Were angry with: dad
38. Can't take your eyes off: sum one....
_______Have you ever_______

40. Danced in the rain: yup
41. Kissed someone: Yes
42. Done drugs: nope
43. Drank alcohol: what a dumb question
44. Partied 'til the sun came up:yuppers
45. Had a movie marathon: oh ya haha... many with alex
46. Gone too far on a dare: sure have
47. Spun around till you got dizzy: who hasn't?
_______My life_______

48. School you go to: BJHS
49. Name: Jill
50. Gender: gurl
52. Gay: nope
53. Nationality: Born in canada, half german-half british
54. State or province you live in: Alberta (don't liek it tho)

_______Play_______

55. I'm feeling: bored
56. I'm listening to: music
57. I'm doing: This question thingy
58. I'm talking to: no one
59. I'm craving: lobster
61. I'm hating: not being able to go to ontario this summer

_______Love_______

62. Love is: getting butterflies whenever u hear their voice and juss being so happy with them
63. My first love: Ian
65. Love or lust: love
66. Best love song: it's your love-tim mcgraw
67. Possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: different types of love so yes
68. When does love hurt: When its not returned
69. Are you in love: not right now.. but i miss him
_______Opposite/same sex_______

70. Turn ons: smile, hair, eyes
71. Turn offs: arrogant, self-centered, cocky pricks
72. Do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?: to a certain point but not really
73. hairstyle are you into?: w/e i dont care as long as its clean
74. What is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you:i dunno understand me lol
75. where do you go to meet new people?: where ever
76. Are you the type of person to give and ask for numbers?meh depends on the person
_____Picky Picky_______

77. Dog or cat: dog
78. Short or long hair: long or medium
79. Sunshine or rain: sun and sumtimes rain
80. Hugs or kisses: Kisses
81. Xbox or ps2: xbox
83. Cars or motorcycles:motorcycles
84. Coke or Pepsi: coke
85. House party or club: House party
86. Sing or dance: both
87. Freak or slow dance:either or

_______Lately_______

88. How are you today? not bad
89. What pants are you wearing right now? corona shorts
91. What does your hair look like at the moment: down
92. What song are you listening to right now?: Redneck Revolution - Hot Apple Pie
93. How is the weather right now?meh fairly warm
94. Who are you talking to on the phone?: no one
95. Last dream I can remember?: one about a dead friend and my dad dying :S
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96. Clothes: comfy jeans or nice sweats and a t-shirt or hoodie
97. Hair: down or up lol or curly
98. Shoes: dont really care... luv them cowboy boots tho.
99. Food?: well lets juss say its a good thing i have a high metabolism.

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