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I have come to believe a number of things in my attempt to gain insight on life. Life is never fair. No matter how good of a person you are you'll always feel pain, be betrayed and die one day. There will always be ups, but you can never escape the downs. It's a game of running from the pains and living for happiness.
Karma may exist but you'll still have to endure hours, maybe days of torture. Does that mean you shouldn't be a good person? Of course not, because the more good you do, the easier you'll make the lives of your loved ones. Maybe you don't live for others happiness, but I can't help but not strive for that accomplishment. I may be wrong, but if you haven't noticed everyone is inevitably wrong about something. Perfection can't exist in such a world. Do a few mistakes here and there matter? Only if you are an ignorant being. Should you have to pray to a higher being for forgiveness? Not a chance. We were made to be living imperfections not robots. Failure is imminent. Getting through the barriers the mistakes create is the key to being "perfect." Remember it takes months, maybe years to get a reputation but one idea can cause every wall you built up to fall and never be whole again.






We must burn our little boxes. We must create dialogue.
We must realize the importance of every moment.
We must turn our boredom to gratitude.
Use your hands, your thoughts, your hunger.
These things are yours and yours alone











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Animals.
Make-up.
Healthy food.
Being unique.
Originality.
Passion.
Rainbows.
Beauty.
Clothes.
Piercings done correctly.
Tattoos that are
meaningful and beautiful.
Music.
Bands that use poetic
devices in their songs.
Open-minded people.
Sunny days.
Windy days.
Singing.
Concerts.
Drawing.
Photography.
Writing.


















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Music that means nothing.
Feeling out of control.
Things that society deems
acceptable, even though
they shouldn't be.
Closed-minded people.
People that often
get mad over small things.
Psycho parents.
Procrastination.
Racism.
Disrespect.
Mean people.
People that hate or don't
accept homosexuality.
Tattoos that are done
badly and mean nothing.
Bad grammar.
Religious people that don't
accept others that don't
believe what they believe.
People that let their lives revolve
around drinking and doing drugs.
Porn.






















The Rulers of My Universe:

10 Years.
30 Seconds to Mars.
Alexisonfire.
Across Five Aprils.
All That Remains.
A Skylit Drive.
All Time Low.
A Thorn for Every Heart.
Against Me.
Atreyu.
Attack Attack.
Bottom Line.
Black Lungs.
Billy Talent.
Breaking Benjamin.
Before Their Eyes.
Brand New
City and Color.
Calico System.
Cartel.
Coheed and Cambria.
Dead and Divine..
Death Cab for Cutie.
The Dillinger Escape Plan.
Dance Gavin Dance.
The Distillers.
Envy on the Coast.
Eyes Set to Kill.
Emery.
Evans Blue.
Elliot Smith.
The Early November.
The Fall of Troy.
Garbage.
Heart.
Incubus.
Jack off Jill.
Kill Hannah.
La Dispute.
Mindless Self Indulgence.
Metric.
The Mars Volta.
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
Rise Against.
RX Bandits.
The Sound of Animals Fighting.
Shiny Toy Guns.
Stutterfly.
System of a Down.
Sleepercar.
The Sunstreak.
Slipknot.
Silverstein.
The Spill Canvas.
There for Tomorrow.
Therefore I am.
This Providence.
Underoath.














FRIENDS

 
 
You must care to cry, love something in order to hate something.You know that hope you're holding on to?You got scared and boy, I got gone!It looks a lot like fear.It's just an ordinary day!Sink or swim. Take me in!Restart again.You wish you were this amazing.You must care to cry, love something in order to hate something.You know that hope you're holding on to?

You must care to cry, love something in order to hate something.

You know that hope you're holding on to?

You got scared and boy, I got gone!

It looks a lot like fear.

It's just an ordinary day!

Sink or swim. Take me in!

Restart again.

You wish you were this amazing.

You must care to cry, love something in order to hate something.

You know that hope you're holding on to?

Chances are I won't reply to your messages if your first attempt at a conversation is to ask me "wats up?" or anything along those lines because that's just BORING.

BASICS

Height:169 cm - 173 cm (5'7" - 5'8")
Weight:65 Kg - 68 Kg (141 lbs - 150 lbs)
Sexual Orientation:Heterosexual
Location:Langley, Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada
Join Date:03:31pm | Dec 25, '04
Profile Updated:11:46pm | Feb 21, '11

I <3 TO <3.



I'm my own stone around my neck,
If you'd be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.


























Yes, I am a metal face. I have pieces of metal
embedded in my skin because I find it aesthetically
pleasing. I don't care if you like them or think I would be
prettier without them. Maybe it's mutilation, but I'm sure at
one point in your life you will "mutilate" yourself
for personal reasons. If you can't accept that and still
realize that I'm a decent person then maybe we shouldn't
associate with each other. Thanks.
Believe it or not, I actually know how beautiful I am.
I see through green and brown eyes.
Fashion is something I care about..
My heart is tattooed on my wrist.
Music is a must.
I love the fact that I am tall.
I was born on the third month and sixth day.
Writing poetry is just something I do.
What does self-conscious mean?
Compared to most people, I would rather
"bleed confidence" than hate myself.
My style doesn't fall into any category.
Passion is what drives me.
I enjoy symmetry and contrast, but not asymmetry.
One day, tattoos will cover most of me.
Religion means nothing to me,
but I'm fine with it if it means something to you.
I am attracted to both women and men, although
I most often prefer the company of men.
Editing pictures is a skill of mine.
I laugh at the random-est things, not jokes.
I stare at three holes in my face, one in my
chest, two on my body and two in each earlobes.
Maturity comes naturally to me.
When I finish school I will be a vet.
Whenever I can, I scare my mom!
I can occasionally be mischievous.
My current and natural hair color is brown.
Analyzing life, books and movies is a great
hobby of mine.
I watch mostly comedies and some dramas.
Have an intellectual conversation with
me and you'll be my bestfriend.
I am only ever hyper on rare circumstances.
I am incredibly observant.
Drugs and alcohol aren't my thing.
In my eyes excessive drinking is pointless,
along with smoking.
I believe in love.
I can sometimes be compared to a hippie.
Living as a perfectionist is "how I do."
Rarely do I tell more than a white lie
but lies come easy for me.
Happiness is what I live for.
I can never be mean to strangers or people I don't know very well.
Animal abuse is atrocious.
Amusement is easy for me to come by.
Abortion is something I support.
I have my own teal car.
I sing often.
I walk around in red and black high tops.
I am me.















LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.





And then, and then I took the keys right out of the ignition
And I, and I ran, broke out, down, running down the street
Looking for where the hell, where the hell can I hide?
People, people trying to ask me questions, man
I don't know the fucking answers

























We cast our hearts in plaster
We imagined our bodies were fashioned of stone
But they chipped at the brick and mortar
We found out that we're only layers of skin hiding bone