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::What is your name:: Justin Russell
::Nationailty:: Native, Scottish
::Birthday::
::Age::18
::Sex:: Male
::Nicknames:: Russell, Rusty, Rusty ba'hal, Jim Slice, rudiford, Jonny, Sly, Slick, Killer
, Julio Rodriquez, The Dope Man, The Post Man, stretch, nipples And many more
::Where do u live:: Pomo/cottonhood
::What school do you attend:: formerley attended PURPOSE, PMSS
::Pets:: None
::Zodiac sign:: Virgo
::Righty or lefty?:: right handed
***YOUR LOOKS***
::Hair color:: Brown
::Eye color:: Blue and green
::Glasses:: Sumtimes
::Do you have any piercings:: Two in each ear, Belly button
::Do you have any tattoos:: Three runes, and three warrior talismans, "what will be, will be" in latin old english font along my right forearm
::Do you wear any rings:: No
::If you were a crayon, what color would u be?:: Black
::Have you ever almost died:: Yes
::What makes u happy::
::Do you like to dance:: Sometimes
::Do you like to sing:: No
::What sport do u hate most:: Golf
::What are you most scared of?:: Losing it all
::Do u have ur own phone:: Yes
::Do u have ur own phone line:: Yes
::u sleep with a stuffed animal:: Nope
::have u ever broken, or fractured a bone?:: Yes
::loudest friend you ever had:: Clayton
***HAVE YOU / DO YOU EVER***
::loved someone so much it made you cry?:: Yes
::drink?:: Yes
::Ever gotten dumped?:: yes
::ran from the cops?:: Yes
::stole something?:: Yes
::tried to kill urself?:: yes
::made ur self throw up?:: No
::been in love?:: Yes
::made yourself cry to get out of trouble?:: No
::smoke?:: Yes
::Who would u say u can trust most?::
Until the day that I die, I'll hold it tight
The fickle beacon of hope
That i might escape my life
And forget all I've endured
Everything i fear i brought upon my self
My engineerd sorrow
The little world I've created, that I alone can visit
And when I cry, a little piece of my world falls into reality
And in every tear, theres a reflection of my past
To remind us of the wisdom that every pain brings us
To bolster out effort of moving on through all the turmoil
...
Why haven't I felt the warm caress of joy
Like everyone else
I don't even want to be happy
I want everyone else to feel my sorrow and pain
Share my hurt with those without
Let the world know tha ive been shut out
From the gentle glow of contentment
To live alone with my self pity
The only thing I can hold and call my own
...
I can only sit back and watch
My world slip out of my pathetic grip
Helpless to save my self
Don't know how to end it, the only promise is death
i know I can't stop it
Thats why i dread it
I know I'm going to loose it all
and when I do it will shake me up
Make me hate my self for being so powerless
To stop the forseen tragedy
But knowing doesn't lessen the loss
It only deepend the pain
Like a poisoned splinter you can't pull out
All you can do is sit back
Hope your end is peacfull
And embrace sweet oblivion
...
She'll take my hand and lead my through
My sad dark world, take away from the miserey and despair
Show me the light and the doorway into happiness
Shield me from the dark things that haunt my past
My bulwark from strife and discord
Her affection will wash away my fear and scars
And fill me with what i need to continue through
The obstacles that fate will produce, the unforseen dangers
That always seem to find me, where ever I go
...
ssendam htiw klaw a ekaT
worros ym htiw ecnaD
niap ym hguorht miwS
yawa em ekaT
gnireffus eht morF
em semusnoc tahT
elbapacsenu stI
demood mI
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